HAHAHA shop shop shop! pay in le... hehe so went to ikea for brunch... lol then walked over to e-centre to buy some psp games... got myself monster hunter and got my bro nfs... yay! hahaha then went over to marina square n met up with bh, cl, yy, ss, sq n sc... window shopped awhile then left for town alone... :( ah well... never got to watch any movies too... sianz... then walked like crazy looking for a nice formal shirt... found it in far east with my ocs friends that i happened to meet along the way... lol then went to ps n had pizza hut dinner with nel n jay... bought a pants at g2000 but they only can alter finish by 15th... so i lan lan suck thumb lo... went to lido and found a g2000 oso but can alter by 13th! so i rushed back to ps n brought the pants over to lido to alter... hahaha damn rush lo... back n forth the mrt... haiz... then dad fetched me home n got ready for bookin... :(:(:( oh wells... it sucks to be me... haiz...
Monday, December 11:
You're suspicious of someone's repeated offers. Listen to those instincts. It's a good idea to remain wary if someone new keeps offering help when you least expect it. They may not be as innocent as they would like to seem.
Maybe it's time to play musical chairs in a budding relationship, especially if the two of you are already sitting in clearly defined roles. Being beginners together can really set the stage for romance.
Sunday, December 10, 2006
COMMISSIONING PARADE, NO LEAVE!!! ARGH!!!
FUCKING HELL!!! cant clear my leave... sob sob... oh wells think my law test gone liao... sure buang... hahaha stayed back on sat to do sai kang for the comms parade... i was the security force... but ended up doing more of an ushering job instead... lol but saw LOTS & LOTS of chio bu!!!! hahaha n since its also pm lee hsien long's son's comms parade, pm lee came as a parent so the PRESIDENT came as the vvip... hahaha saw both of them but not that up close n personal... tabby said that lee hsien long's son is quite cute... -_- ahaha but he went to become a signals officer... i wanna become a tekong pc! hahaha oh wells booked out at 2300 hrs thou... damn sian... somemore got so many things to do... buy psp games, buy clothes for next week's social night, go for b'day celebration later, go watch movie... ARGH!
Sunday, December 10:
Your friends adore you, and it's no wonder -- you're the soul of compassion and generosity. Lately it seems as if your home has become a clubhouse. You love the company; it provides your social energy with a great outlet.
Take a new look at this person. Did he or she really change, or is it just that you're suddenly willing and able to see them from a completely different angle? Suddenly, the possibilities are endless.
Sunday, December 10:
Your friends adore you, and it's no wonder -- you're the soul of compassion and generosity. Lately it seems as if your home has become a clubhouse. You love the company; it provides your social energy with a great outlet.
Take a new look at this person. Did he or she really change, or is it just that you're suddenly willing and able to see them from a completely different angle? Suddenly, the possibilities are endless.
Friday, December 08, 2006
FINALLY!
FINALLY! the turnout... or actually the 16km routemarch... which we did right after gpmg live shoot... till 3+am... slept at 4+ cos of armskote... then today wake up at 530 cos some fucker from plt 2 needs to draw arms from my armskote... -_- damn pissed... and sleepy... then had to rush to go for demolitions live firing... marched there while other wings take bus there... alpha la... no welfare... haha anyways i fired the side charge... damn loud sia! ahahahaha then an i-chain too... but still the landflame mine was the coolest... lol now gonna study for military law test... sianz... if i cant get ippt silver/gold tmr den i cant clear my 7 days leave!!! ARGH!!!! CHEONG AR!!!! hahaha yeah n i finally got a date for social nite le! woohoo! thanks esther! hahaha life saver... from 3 extras... :P haha yeah n got some good news too! well not that good la... my extra duty changed from 23rd dec to 16th dec!!! yeah! means x'mas im free!!! but just the night after social nite i'll come back for duty... i think i'll cheong all the way on 15th then dun sleep till 16th... sleep while on duty on 16th lo... hahaha since sat duty damn slack one... =X
Friday, December 8:
You may be more distracted than you think, so don't jump into a situation you can't easily escape. Decisions with long-term repercussions deserve especially close scrutiny. An offer on the table can wait until you're ready.
Pay some special attention to your health today -- both your emotional and your physical well being are in a state of flux, and you need to get a firmer grip on what's going on. Do your own little investigation, and just check in with yourself. How are you feeling, really? As the year comes to a close, it's the perfect time to get reflective. Make a plan to improve small parts of your health -- tiny changes in what you eat now will yield big benefits later.
Reports of your sexiness have definitely not been exaggerated. Someone uses some over-the-top terms to describe you to a romantic prospect, but they're all true. This person wants to meet you. Go for it.
Saturday, December 9:
Take a look at your lifestyle and see if it suits your soul's needs. How can you improve your quality of life? Even a tiny movement toward change might trigger the universe to fling open the doors of opportunity for you.
You know what you're doing in a certain difficult situation, but you aren't the one in charge today. This could cause some conflict -- but ego clashes don't always have to be ugly. If you see that a rival is about to make a misstep, don't interfere. Try not to force your opinions on people who are doing what they think is best -- give them the opportunity to learn from their mistakes. Mind your own business today. Don't try to grab the steering wheel, but do fasten your seatbelt.
Don't believe the hype. Someone's talking a romantic prospect up to the skies. You, softie that you are, want to believe every word of their PR. Reserve judgment. Meeting in person will clarify where you stand.
Friday, December 8:
You may be more distracted than you think, so don't jump into a situation you can't easily escape. Decisions with long-term repercussions deserve especially close scrutiny. An offer on the table can wait until you're ready.
Pay some special attention to your health today -- both your emotional and your physical well being are in a state of flux, and you need to get a firmer grip on what's going on. Do your own little investigation, and just check in with yourself. How are you feeling, really? As the year comes to a close, it's the perfect time to get reflective. Make a plan to improve small parts of your health -- tiny changes in what you eat now will yield big benefits later.
Reports of your sexiness have definitely not been exaggerated. Someone uses some over-the-top terms to describe you to a romantic prospect, but they're all true. This person wants to meet you. Go for it.
Saturday, December 9:
Take a look at your lifestyle and see if it suits your soul's needs. How can you improve your quality of life? Even a tiny movement toward change might trigger the universe to fling open the doors of opportunity for you.
You know what you're doing in a certain difficult situation, but you aren't the one in charge today. This could cause some conflict -- but ego clashes don't always have to be ugly. If you see that a rival is about to make a misstep, don't interfere. Try not to force your opinions on people who are doing what they think is best -- give them the opportunity to learn from their mistakes. Mind your own business today. Don't try to grab the steering wheel, but do fasten your seatbelt.
Don't believe the hype. Someone's talking a romantic prospect up to the skies. You, softie that you are, want to believe every word of their PR. Reserve judgment. Meeting in person will clarify where you stand.
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
STILL NO DATE!!! ARGH!!! WHEN IS THE F***ING TURNOUT???
-_-ZZZ sleepy... never slp well last nite cos we all were expecting a turnout for routemarch... tonight might be the night thou... haha still no date... thou esther will confirm by this week... haiz... stress sia... :S:S:S oh n congrats to all those who POP-ed today!!! hahaha hope to see u in ocs sia... :P den i can TEKAN U!!!! WOOHOO!!! lepoard crawl the toilet dry! HAHAHA get ready for a culture shock for those lucky fellas going to charlie or hotel wing... though not as shiong as alpha... haha but still its tough... okies gonna have an early nite... turnout! hahaha =X
Thursday, December 7:
Entertaining at home suits your needs and sets up a stage where romantic sparks fly. Just remember that people are feeling a little vulnerable right now, so make sure to avoid touchy topics when possible.
Thursday, December 7:
Entertaining at home suits your needs and sets up a stage where romantic sparks fly. Just remember that people are feeling a little vulnerable right now, so make sure to avoid touchy topics when possible.
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
NO DATE = 3 EXTRA!!! WTF!!!
STRESSED!!! stupid armskote... no time for myself today... not even time to pack stuff... kns... all those paperwork... haiz... n with my buddy bossing me around... i cant take it anymore!!! :S n somemore i havent found a date... n if i dun find one its 3 extra!!! WTF!!! 3 weekends burnt!!! HOW HOW HOW?!?!?!?! that will make my grand total to 6 extras... which i only served 1 so far... another 2 more coming up... SIANZ!!!
Wednesday, December 6:
Feeling irritable? Remind yourself that this, too, shall pass. It may be trite, but it's also true. If you make an effort to deal honestly with your feelings, they just might clear up more quickly because of it.
The more you can open up with others, the more connected you become. Love happens when two people can explore each other's vulnerabilities and still feel safe. A new emotional outlet gives you more energy.
Wednesday, December 6:
Feeling irritable? Remind yourself that this, too, shall pass. It may be trite, but it's also true. If you make an effort to deal honestly with your feelings, they just might clear up more quickly because of it.
The more you can open up with others, the more connected you become. Love happens when two people can explore each other's vulnerabilities and still feel safe. A new emotional outlet gives you more energy.
Monday, December 04, 2006
FULL MOON... STILL NO DATE WITH 1 WEEK TO GO!!! ARGH!!!
SLACK SLACK SLACK! haha yeah today is a slack day... =X just lotsa re-packing of my stuff... washing of my equipment etc... first time not feeling sleepy sia! haha but now damn sian... kena duty on 19th and 23rd... WTF RITE!!!!!! ARRRRGH!!!! somemore tab cant go cos shes going japan that day so now really no date at all for social nite which is like next week 15th!!! STRESSED!!! :S:S:S
Tuesday, December 5:
What's the stars' secret recipe for fun? Just add you! You shine in the company of others. Get out there, and you might just make a connection that will lead to a lifelong relationship or a professional connection.
There's nothing wrong with a charming rogue, especially if that charming rogue happens to be you. Everyone should have one or two completely frivolous romantic encounters in their life. It's called having fun.
hahahaha yeah a rouge... wtf...
Tuesday, December 5:
What's the stars' secret recipe for fun? Just add you! You shine in the company of others. Get out there, and you might just make a connection that will lead to a lifelong relationship or a professional connection.
There's nothing wrong with a charming rogue, especially if that charming rogue happens to be you. Everyone should have one or two completely frivolous romantic encounters in their life. It's called having fun.
hahahaha yeah a rouge... wtf...
Sunday, December 03, 2006
CINDERELLA, OVERSLEPT... :S
HAHAHA yeah i overslept for today's meeting with bh, yy, ss n sc at 1 today... lol slept for 12 hrs straight! hahaha the power of digging for 3 days straight with minimal sleep is a killer... and it amazes me that i still could go out yesterday with bh, cl, yy n sq to go watch cinderella... kns... that was one scary show man... hahaha but only at the last part of the movie thou... man... the face... :S:S:S definately one of my all time top ten scary movies... WAHAHAHA so anyways i woke up in the middle of everything la... so cant go out cos booking in at 7, so now im gonna play DOTA with my bro now! haha power of lan... hehe
Saturday, December 2:
Strangely, a recent flurry of activity has left you more refreshed and motivated than you've been in ages. Just make sure that once you're through with all the effort, you're through. Give yourself a well-deserved rest.
haha yeah i deserve a rest after all that digging... and i do feel refreshed and motivated... haha
As you are well aware, communication involves more than just talking and listening. Thinking is a big part of it, too. And right now, you need to work on your thinking skills. When someone conveys personal information to you today, he or she doesn't necessarily want you to respond -- but does want you to integrate what you're hearing into your life. This advice may be uncomfortable to hear, but it will be helpful. Other people have your best interests at heart.
Opposites attract? Hah! That's only for books and movies. But don't be so hasty. Some of those cliches have a little truth to them. Someone who's rock-solid provides just the foundation you need to soar.
Sunday, December 3:
Feeling defensive or stubborn? Brush off past criticisms (including your own) and focus on the present and future. Resolve to correct any inappropriate behavior and take a look at what you can change for the better.
Your more idealistic, romantic side is starting to have more control over your life right now, which bodes well for your self-esteem. Understand that when you see the best in everything, you automatically see the best in yourself and love yourself. People are going to notice you a lot more today -- and find you very attractive. The fact that you are feeling more beauty in your life will serve as an invitation for even more beauty to enter your life, so get ready.
Oh, you lovable worrywart. When good things are happening is no time to worry about the bad things that might be around the corner. The stars say to enjoy this time while it lasts. Good fortune usually begets more.
haha i still havent found a date!!! ARGH!!! nvm at most do CDO/CDS duty on that day lor... -_-
Monday, December 4:
Your instincts are saying one thing, but your insecurities are making you doubt what you're hearing. Heed what your heart and gut tell you. Commit to your intuition, and you'll get a sign that indicates you're on the right path.
What your love life needs is some pointless adventure. So go out with someone you know is all wrong for you, but who is ever so charming and adorable. What's life without a little mischief? (Answer: extremely dull.)
Weekly Overview
12/04/2006 - 12/10/2006
Sometimes the more you know, the less you're able to act. So consider it a blessing on Monday and Tuesday that you're a few facts short of the whole picture. Clarity is just not in the stars right now. Wednesday and Thursday, work is the last thing on your mind. All you want to do is clamp on a pair of headphones and disappear into music. (By the way, sharing music with someone else is a great way to make a new friend in the middle of the week.) Friday through Sunday provide more distractions than a tropical aquarium. The more focused and centered you remain, the happier you'll be.
Saturday, December 2:
Strangely, a recent flurry of activity has left you more refreshed and motivated than you've been in ages. Just make sure that once you're through with all the effort, you're through. Give yourself a well-deserved rest.
haha yeah i deserve a rest after all that digging... and i do feel refreshed and motivated... haha
As you are well aware, communication involves more than just talking and listening. Thinking is a big part of it, too. And right now, you need to work on your thinking skills. When someone conveys personal information to you today, he or she doesn't necessarily want you to respond -- but does want you to integrate what you're hearing into your life. This advice may be uncomfortable to hear, but it will be helpful. Other people have your best interests at heart.
Opposites attract? Hah! That's only for books and movies. But don't be so hasty. Some of those cliches have a little truth to them. Someone who's rock-solid provides just the foundation you need to soar.
Sunday, December 3:
Feeling defensive or stubborn? Brush off past criticisms (including your own) and focus on the present and future. Resolve to correct any inappropriate behavior and take a look at what you can change for the better.
Your more idealistic, romantic side is starting to have more control over your life right now, which bodes well for your self-esteem. Understand that when you see the best in everything, you automatically see the best in yourself and love yourself. People are going to notice you a lot more today -- and find you very attractive. The fact that you are feeling more beauty in your life will serve as an invitation for even more beauty to enter your life, so get ready.
Oh, you lovable worrywart. When good things are happening is no time to worry about the bad things that might be around the corner. The stars say to enjoy this time while it lasts. Good fortune usually begets more.
haha i still havent found a date!!! ARGH!!! nvm at most do CDO/CDS duty on that day lor... -_-
Monday, December 4:
Your instincts are saying one thing, but your insecurities are making you doubt what you're hearing. Heed what your heart and gut tell you. Commit to your intuition, and you'll get a sign that indicates you're on the right path.
What your love life needs is some pointless adventure. So go out with someone you know is all wrong for you, but who is ever so charming and adorable. What's life without a little mischief? (Answer: extremely dull.)
Weekly Overview
12/04/2006 - 12/10/2006
Sometimes the more you know, the less you're able to act. So consider it a blessing on Monday and Tuesday that you're a few facts short of the whole picture. Clarity is just not in the stars right now. Wednesday and Thursday, work is the last thing on your mind. All you want to do is clamp on a pair of headphones and disappear into music. (By the way, sharing music with someone else is a great way to make a new friend in the middle of the week.) Friday through Sunday provide more distractions than a tropical aquarium. The more focused and centered you remain, the happier you'll be.
Saturday, December 02, 2006
FOOT ROT!!!
KNS... f-ing tired, sleepy etc... just finished another field camp... this time they combined both attack and defence together... so mon we went for attack which was quite simple... den they stunned us by bringing us back to shower n slp in bunk! wtf rite? haha but lights out at 2200 then TURNOUT at 2300... :S sianz... then marched to rambutan hill and slp for the night... -_- next day start of defence field camp and dig our graves... =X yeah so actually i dug finished my shellscrape damn fast then almost finished my firetrench... but cos my buddy n i were slacking too, much cos we were the fastest, we got re-tasked to dig the GPMG trench... FUCKING HELL! now that was a killer! n every friggin day it RAINED!!! every day have to scoop up water with helmet, waist high in mud water... made a man made river, pond, quicksand pit etc cos of all that drained out water... dig till going mad liaoz... now i can understand how a bangala worker feels like... only thing that they probably have more experiance digging so its easier for them... hahaha but in the end we dug up the trench which was AMAZING! i hope i get the pics from my pc... cos its really a memorable pic to me... but seriously during that moment of time my morale was at the lowest in my entire life... but i still managed to pull through... in the end we made a lazy river and a jacuzi... LOL yeah took alot of effort to cover the damn thing up again too... haha i just remade the terrain sia... from a nice slope to become a swamp pit! LOL yeah feet rotting n hurting like hell... mud all over my face, hands, ass, no. 4 was not green anymore, boots filled with mud water, work thru the night, shivering like crazy in the wee hours in the morning... well anyways its over le... just take it as a mud spa session WAHAHAHA! only got a few more weeks to go! hahaha den pro term lo... 6 more months to commissioning parade... :S
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
BLOGGING IN THE MORNING JUST BEFORE FIELD CAMP... HEHE
HAHA yeah im blogging just for fun... gonna have SOC first... then field camp... siao one.. alpha wing... nowonder its well known its the most shiong wing in ocs... haha oh well i hope i can do well in soc... then die later in field camp... =X still in search of my social nite date too... sianz...
Weekly Overview
11/27/2006 - 12/03/2006
It is within your nature to overcommit. You have big dreams and you don't want to say no to anyone else's dreams either, but meanwhile you have a family and a job and a social life and -- well, when do you expect all this saving-the-world stuff to get done? Tuesday and Wednesday, reconsider your priorities. It's important schedule time for sitting in movie theaters and thinking about nothing at all. Thursday and Friday are upside down and bizarre, but the weekend is extremely normal. And relaxing. And full of love.
Weekly Overview
11/27/2006 - 12/03/2006
It is within your nature to overcommit. You have big dreams and you don't want to say no to anyone else's dreams either, but meanwhile you have a family and a job and a social life and -- well, when do you expect all this saving-the-world stuff to get done? Tuesday and Wednesday, reconsider your priorities. It's important schedule time for sitting in movie theaters and thinking about nothing at all. Thursday and Friday are upside down and bizarre, but the weekend is extremely normal. And relaxing. And full of love.
Monday, November 27, 2006
FIELD CAMP!!!
TMR IS FIELD CAMP!!! :S i hate field camps!!! hahaha till sat somemore... haiz... oh wells time to sleep le... nites peeps! see ya all on sun i think... haha
Tuesday, November 28:
Make an exception when someone comes to you pleading that you need to give them another chance. There really are extenuating circumstances this time. Just make sure that this exception doesn't become the rule.
Right now, experimentation is the key to finding a new formula for happiness in your life -- so put on your lab coat and dust off your mental microscope! You have to try out new ideas or projects today, and urge yourself to step a bit further outside of your comfort zone than you usually do. Trial and error is a very effective way to learn, so don't get discouraged if things aren't too promising at first. Just keep trying new combinations of ideas, people and places.
'Synchronicity' is one label for the romantic events that are occurring in your life right now. 'Magical' is another. Your life's path is illuminated with help from these celestial energies. Enjoy yourself!
bullshit sia... magical... haha 2nd chance... give who? lol trial n error... haha yeah im doing just that...
Tuesday, November 28:
Make an exception when someone comes to you pleading that you need to give them another chance. There really are extenuating circumstances this time. Just make sure that this exception doesn't become the rule.
Right now, experimentation is the key to finding a new formula for happiness in your life -- so put on your lab coat and dust off your mental microscope! You have to try out new ideas or projects today, and urge yourself to step a bit further outside of your comfort zone than you usually do. Trial and error is a very effective way to learn, so don't get discouraged if things aren't too promising at first. Just keep trying new combinations of ideas, people and places.
'Synchronicity' is one label for the romantic events that are occurring in your life right now. 'Magical' is another. Your life's path is illuminated with help from these celestial energies. Enjoy yourself!
bullshit sia... magical... haha 2nd chance... give who? lol trial n error... haha yeah im doing just that...
Sunday, November 26, 2006
4A2 CLASS GATHERING, JOWIN'S B'DAY
HAHA my barker rd class gathering... went to have lunch then played some lan... then went to swensons to have ice cream... haha sounds like a boring day but we talked lotsa shit... like the filling of the wall partition with paper balls, textbooks, door handles... smashing the wall partition with our fists, playing cards in front of the chinese teacher, playing soccer behind the class and breaking lotsa window panels in the process, playacting jedi lightsaber battles, taking the fire extinguisher and sprayed the whole cubicle in yellow powder, stealing a sleeping bangala's chainsaw, jumping outta the class thru the window, bringing down the projector screen on the last day of skool, trying out WWE moves on each other... the list goes on... such memories n the little stuff we do in an all boys skool... hahaha
went to jowin's bday at hougang... ate veg food cos hes a veggie... haha onli daniel and jeff were there... so sad... but still was fun... then went back to ps and met up with ting ann and played some pool... haha think im not that rusty le... won all the way till the last game den lost... =X then had mac for supper then shared a cab home...
woke up late today... with a flu... feel like crap now... lack of sleep for sure... didnt went out with the gang today cos somehow everyone is busy, sq still got exams till 1st dec n sc is down with depression or something... n im also on the verge of going broke... =X haiz... ocs is really killing my social life... seriously i can just count with two hands the number of people i actually keep in contact with... haiz... life still goes on...
went out with my parents instead to bedok to see a chinese physician for my stiff neck tt i have been suffering from this whole week... its killing me sia... :S think im taking my parents for granted too... dunno if its cos of the flu or wat... ive been in a moody state and luckily my parents can understand and not make a big fuss about it... wats happening to me??? haiz...
Saturday, November 25:
Romantically, do you feel like you're being picked last for the team? If you're stymied about making it to the big leagues, form a league of your own. Make your own rules, pick the players and step up to the plate.
yeah i feel like the last for sure... cant be bothered about picking my own team etc la... just gimme the reserve squad... i'll friggin settle with it for now... just too tired... :S
Sunday, November 26:
Start making some changes in your approach to romance. Initially, things may be crazier or more unsettled, but you just have to work past these disruptions. All change is stressful -- even changes for the better.
only thing constant is change they say... i agree... but not all change is for the better too... so change is part and parcel of life... but now im just too tired to try anything new let alone use back the same style... sobx...
Monday, November 27:
Are you stuck in a romantic rut because you're afraid to move? Trust your instincts and you'll find yourself starting down the right path. Take a risk and the cosmos will fling open hitherto sealed doors of opportunity.
hell ya im afraid to move... made too many wrong moves till im blur wats rite n wats wrong... lol my instincts are haywire too... n risk is something i do everyday... just open the next bloody door asap... im like friggin tired of this shit... :S
went to jowin's bday at hougang... ate veg food cos hes a veggie... haha onli daniel and jeff were there... so sad... but still was fun... then went back to ps and met up with ting ann and played some pool... haha think im not that rusty le... won all the way till the last game den lost... =X then had mac for supper then shared a cab home...
woke up late today... with a flu... feel like crap now... lack of sleep for sure... didnt went out with the gang today cos somehow everyone is busy, sq still got exams till 1st dec n sc is down with depression or something... n im also on the verge of going broke... =X haiz... ocs is really killing my social life... seriously i can just count with two hands the number of people i actually keep in contact with... haiz... life still goes on...
went out with my parents instead to bedok to see a chinese physician for my stiff neck tt i have been suffering from this whole week... its killing me sia... :S think im taking my parents for granted too... dunno if its cos of the flu or wat... ive been in a moody state and luckily my parents can understand and not make a big fuss about it... wats happening to me??? haiz...
Saturday, November 25:
Romantically, do you feel like you're being picked last for the team? If you're stymied about making it to the big leagues, form a league of your own. Make your own rules, pick the players and step up to the plate.
yeah i feel like the last for sure... cant be bothered about picking my own team etc la... just gimme the reserve squad... i'll friggin settle with it for now... just too tired... :S
Sunday, November 26:
Start making some changes in your approach to romance. Initially, things may be crazier or more unsettled, but you just have to work past these disruptions. All change is stressful -- even changes for the better.
only thing constant is change they say... i agree... but not all change is for the better too... so change is part and parcel of life... but now im just too tired to try anything new let alone use back the same style... sobx...
Monday, November 27:
Are you stuck in a romantic rut because you're afraid to move? Trust your instincts and you'll find yourself starting down the right path. Take a risk and the cosmos will fling open hitherto sealed doors of opportunity.
hell ya im afraid to move... made too many wrong moves till im blur wats rite n wats wrong... lol my instincts are haywire too... n risk is something i do everyday... just open the next bloody door asap... im like friggin tired of this shit... :S
Thursday, November 23, 2006
ANOTHER DAY IN CAMP... BLOGGING =X
HAHA i forgot to mention about yesterday not having water for the whole morning... lol now that really sucks... haha but we just dived into the pool right after our sprinting session... haha oh well today was quite slack other than the route march which we marched into the discovery centre n into the paintball arena... I WANNA PLAY PAINTBALL!!! hahahaha being armskote 2ic sucks... esp when it comes to quarterly inspections... damn stressed... all the arms must be clean like siao... haha if not i'll dio extra etc... aiya i got alot of extras le even though i try to keep a low profile... :X hahaha extras den extras lor... as if i have a life outside now... kns... everytime is field camp den confined or sat burnt den sat noon den can bookout... really losing my social life le... but im so gonna go watch movies this weekend... happy feet but my sis is gonna go watch it with my mom at vivo... DAMN i gotta go watch at vivo 1st if not i'll be the onli one tt havent watch a movie there yet... :X hahaha battle of wits also looks like a nice movie to watch... step up my buddy says its really nice... oh n its his bday today... haha i sabo-ed him by reminding everyone tt its his bday... so now as im blogging theres a "party" going on... water bombs filled with rifle oil n other shit hahahaha k gonna slp le nites!
Friday, November 24:
Concentrate on who you are, not what you were. Certain people from the past are best given the minimum of time (or perhaps none at all), no matter how they try to tug on your heartstrings. You have bigger fish to fry.
You're feeling as drained as an empty sink, but never fear -- you're about to receive more emotional fulfillment lately. Romantic relations take a turn for the better. Honesty is the key to making it happen.
honesty? siao bo! hahaha nothing happening in my life now la... boring as hell... now gotta concentrate on SOC le... 9:29!!! ARGH!!!
Friday, November 24:
Concentrate on who you are, not what you were. Certain people from the past are best given the minimum of time (or perhaps none at all), no matter how they try to tug on your heartstrings. You have bigger fish to fry.
You're feeling as drained as an empty sink, but never fear -- you're about to receive more emotional fulfillment lately. Romantic relations take a turn for the better. Honesty is the key to making it happen.
honesty? siao bo! hahaha nothing happening in my life now la... boring as hell... now gotta concentrate on SOC le... 9:29!!! ARGH!!!
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
NIGHTS OUT!!!
WOOHOO!!! my 1st nites out! haha spent the nite with family to have a meal then chilled out at west coast park n see lotsa pretty babes studying for their exams... must be nus students... haha fail soc again!!! :S scared i'll ooc just cos i fail due to timing... 10:13... need to hit 9:29 sia... haiz... PUSH!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, November 21:
Reserve the right to change your mind, or you might find that a few casual words become a prison. Remember that intentions can change. It might be a good idea to think carefully before you speak.
There's a third person who's interfering with a current or potential love interest. It's time to focus on what matters at the center of your primary alliance. Then identify the easiest course of action and take it.
haha really? a 3rd person? lol i dun see even a 2nd party... lol
Wednesday, November 22:
When you really look closely, something mundane becomes a masterpiece. Your appreciation for this goes through the roof. When you stop taking it for granted, your life improves dramatically.
Aren't you tired of being 'nice' and 'good' to get someone to love you? Wouldn't you rather be your own honest, funny, intelligent self and be loved for that? How refreshing! Uncomplicate romance and level with yourself.
yeah im tired of being all so fake n stuff... just wanna be myself... lamer, jackass, bastard-ish... haha
Thursday, November 23:
Reconnect with reality. While it's true that dreams are the foundation of real life, you need to focus on the here and now. Attend to practical matters. Eschewing fantasyland for your own life will be worth your effort.
Learn this romantic lesson thoroughly or the stars will make you write it on the chalkboard one hundred times. It's time to speak up for yourself in relationships and stop sublimating your own needs.
yeah im learning alrite... let nature take its course... haha
Tuesday, November 21:
Reserve the right to change your mind, or you might find that a few casual words become a prison. Remember that intentions can change. It might be a good idea to think carefully before you speak.
There's a third person who's interfering with a current or potential love interest. It's time to focus on what matters at the center of your primary alliance. Then identify the easiest course of action and take it.
haha really? a 3rd person? lol i dun see even a 2nd party... lol
Wednesday, November 22:
When you really look closely, something mundane becomes a masterpiece. Your appreciation for this goes through the roof. When you stop taking it for granted, your life improves dramatically.
Aren't you tired of being 'nice' and 'good' to get someone to love you? Wouldn't you rather be your own honest, funny, intelligent self and be loved for that? How refreshing! Uncomplicate romance and level with yourself.
yeah im tired of being all so fake n stuff... just wanna be myself... lamer, jackass, bastard-ish... haha
Thursday, November 23:
Reconnect with reality. While it's true that dreams are the foundation of real life, you need to focus on the here and now. Attend to practical matters. Eschewing fantasyland for your own life will be worth your effort.
Learn this romantic lesson thoroughly or the stars will make you write it on the chalkboard one hundred times. It's time to speak up for yourself in relationships and stop sublimating your own needs.
yeah im learning alrite... let nature take its course... haha
Monday, November 20, 2006
COLORGENICS PERSONAL PROFILE
You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realisation of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that 'True love is just around the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will.
You haven't been feeling that great lately. Both physically and mentally you are exhausted. To your best friends, those who know you and love you, it shows. Your self esteem has been reduced almost to a minimum and in order to recover - and recover you will - it is necessary that you get away from it all, even if it be only for a few days.
You feel that you deserve far more than is being attributed to you, but there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you will have to make the best of things as they are.
Stresses resulting from a recent disappointment have led to considerable trepidation. It would seem that there seems to be so much left undone. Everything surrounds you with that air of uncertainty. You badly need to feel a sense of security and whatever it takes to protect you against further disappointment. At this particular time you doubt that things could be any better in the future but you are sticking to your guns and refusing to take advice from any source.
Since in the recent past all of your hopes and aspirations have been denied you, you are now convinced that the future will hold nothing but anxiety so therefore 'why bother?' You would love to get away from it all, to escape from the trials and tribulations of this mundane existence and fall into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, which will protect you from the lack of appreciation and give you the chance to start afresh.
haha quite true huh... i am feeling damn drained etc, not really anyone to turn to also... recent disappointments also, need to feel a sense of security and whatever it takes to protect you against further disappointment etc... haha man... this really says it all... lol
HAHA yeah im blogging in camp again... lol n yea this kinda sums it all what im feeling rite now... having stiff neck, never slp well last nite so now damn sleepy... supposed to be studying for test but i cant get anything in rite now... i can forsee my sat being burnt for re-test... :S haiz... tts y im having the "why bother" attitude now huh... think im sacrificing my social life for ocs training... something which a person like me who treasures relationships more than anything cant really do... haiz... 4 more weeks till social nite... still no date... guess tab i gotta bring u along le lor... haha its gonna be held at ocs thou... haha no fancy hotel or wat not... k gotta go le... back to cramming for the test... haiz alpha standard passing mark is 85%... HOW SIA!!!???
You haven't been feeling that great lately. Both physically and mentally you are exhausted. To your best friends, those who know you and love you, it shows. Your self esteem has been reduced almost to a minimum and in order to recover - and recover you will - it is necessary that you get away from it all, even if it be only for a few days.
You feel that you deserve far more than is being attributed to you, but there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you will have to make the best of things as they are.
Stresses resulting from a recent disappointment have led to considerable trepidation. It would seem that there seems to be so much left undone. Everything surrounds you with that air of uncertainty. You badly need to feel a sense of security and whatever it takes to protect you against further disappointment. At this particular time you doubt that things could be any better in the future but you are sticking to your guns and refusing to take advice from any source.
Since in the recent past all of your hopes and aspirations have been denied you, you are now convinced that the future will hold nothing but anxiety so therefore 'why bother?' You would love to get away from it all, to escape from the trials and tribulations of this mundane existence and fall into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, which will protect you from the lack of appreciation and give you the chance to start afresh.
haha quite true huh... i am feeling damn drained etc, not really anyone to turn to also... recent disappointments also, need to feel a sense of security and whatever it takes to protect you against further disappointment etc... haha man... this really says it all... lol
HAHA yeah im blogging in camp again... lol n yea this kinda sums it all what im feeling rite now... having stiff neck, never slp well last nite so now damn sleepy... supposed to be studying for test but i cant get anything in rite now... i can forsee my sat being burnt for re-test... :S haiz... tts y im having the "why bother" attitude now huh... think im sacrificing my social life for ocs training... something which a person like me who treasures relationships more than anything cant really do... haiz... 4 more weeks till social nite... still no date... guess tab i gotta bring u along le lor... haha its gonna be held at ocs thou... haha no fancy hotel or wat not... k gotta go le... back to cramming for the test... haiz alpha standard passing mark is 85%... HOW SIA!!!???
Sunday, November 19, 2006
轨迹
haha now heres a song i kinda like... quite old le but what the hell... its still nice anyways... rotting at home cos i think im going broke le... :X stay home play psp! hahaha later going out with parents... lol using parents money now... hahahaha sianz... booking in at 9... tmr got safety officer test... havent study at all sia... :S dun wanna re-test on sat!!! got alot of plans for next week le... my peeps of acs br 4A2 gathering, jowin my vegetarian good friend from bmt having his bday oso... still got sq n cl bday this month... oops! :X
abt the social nite... i guess i'll not worry abt it since i too dunno the exact details just onli the date... yeah so theres tab whos ever ready to go for it... haha my standby date... :P so im not gonna worry abt anything le... just gonna enjoy myself n my psp!!! hahahaha leave everything else to fate n destiny... :D
Have you lost your inner wild child? Well, not lost, exactly -- more like misplaced. Go ride a roller coaster and scream. Finger paint or wear a funny costume. Romance is easier when you remember it can be fun.
轨迹 by Jay Chou
怎么隐藏 我的悲伤 失去你的地方
你的发香 散的匆忙 我已经跟不上
闭上眼睛 还能看见 你离去的痕迹
在月光下 一直找寻 那想念的身影
如果说分手 是苦痛的起点
那在终点之前 我愿意再爱一遍
想要对你说的 不敢说的爱会不
会有人 可以明白
我会发着呆 然后忘记你 接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天 会有人代替 让我不再想念你
我会发着呆 然后微微笑 接着紧紧闭上眼
又想了一遍 你温柔的脸 在我忘记之前
心里的眼泪 模糊了视线 你已快看不见
abt the social nite... i guess i'll not worry abt it since i too dunno the exact details just onli the date... yeah so theres tab whos ever ready to go for it... haha my standby date... :P so im not gonna worry abt anything le... just gonna enjoy myself n my psp!!! hahahaha leave everything else to fate n destiny... :D
Have you lost your inner wild child? Well, not lost, exactly -- more like misplaced. Go ride a roller coaster and scream. Finger paint or wear a funny costume. Romance is easier when you remember it can be fun.
轨迹 by Jay Chou
怎么隐藏 我的悲伤 失去你的地方
你的发香 散的匆忙 我已经跟不上
闭上眼睛 还能看见 你离去的痕迹
在月光下 一直找寻 那想念的身影
如果说分手 是苦痛的起点
那在终点之前 我愿意再爱一遍
想要对你说的 不敢说的爱会不
会有人 可以明白
我会发着呆 然后忘记你 接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天 会有人代替 让我不再想念你
我会发着呆 然后微微笑 接着紧紧闭上眼
又想了一遍 你温柔的脸 在我忘记之前
心里的眼泪 模糊了视线 你已快看不见
Saturday, November 18, 2006
PSP!!!
WAHAHAHA!!! i got my psp today!!! yeah!!! so i went to sim lim to buy me some games... pro evo soccer 5!!! woohoo!!! but before tt i went to bai bai again... just to say thanks for keeping me safe n sound... n also asked if my life can be a little less emotionally-draining... or why it is like such... maybe now i may bnot understand it but in time i will i guess... why cant it just be nice n simple n not something so rollercoaster-ish as i think ive been thru... haiz... oh well then bought a 2gb mem stick... kns... spend alot le sia... haha then bought a speaker for my ipod... then went to watch 007 with jz, nel, jay n hr!!! hahaha damn little action scenes la... sianz... but hr amazingly could join us cos his gf havin exams... :P hahaha yeah well at least the bond girl was quite chio... lol
You realize something key to unlocking the mysteries of life: The more you see, the less you know. New questions are revealed even as you receive key pieces of information. It truly is a world of wonders.
Ow! It pinches when someone pins all their hopes and dreams on you. Gently remind a current or potential cutie that they need to find the solutions to their own problems. Tell them you need some breathing room. Be firm.
Tmr's horoscope:
Peer into the unseen. The stars give you the insight to see the motivation behind the deeds. However, once you see how this works, you shouldn't be surprised if you encounter an entirely new set of riddles.
If someone you love has been taking on the role of doormat in a relationship, it may be time to make this person aware that you're concerned. With a wise mixture of compassion and truthfulness, you'll be able to convince him or her that pride is very valuable. Whenever making an important life change is necessary, having good friends to lean on can make it much easier. Be honest and then be supportive.
Your single status has some sexy surprises in store for you once you let yourself enjoy where you're at instead of wondering about the future. Commit to loving this mode of life and you'll have more zest than a lemon.
hope i can find a date asap!!! hahaha
You realize something key to unlocking the mysteries of life: The more you see, the less you know. New questions are revealed even as you receive key pieces of information. It truly is a world of wonders.
Ow! It pinches when someone pins all their hopes and dreams on you. Gently remind a current or potential cutie that they need to find the solutions to their own problems. Tell them you need some breathing room. Be firm.
Tmr's horoscope:
Peer into the unseen. The stars give you the insight to see the motivation behind the deeds. However, once you see how this works, you shouldn't be surprised if you encounter an entirely new set of riddles.
If someone you love has been taking on the role of doormat in a relationship, it may be time to make this person aware that you're concerned. With a wise mixture of compassion and truthfulness, you'll be able to convince him or her that pride is very valuable. Whenever making an important life change is necessary, having good friends to lean on can make it much easier. Be honest and then be supportive.
Your single status has some sexy surprises in store for you once you let yourself enjoy where you're at instead of wondering about the future. Commit to loving this mode of life and you'll have more zest than a lemon.
hope i can find a date asap!!! hahaha
PATROL FIELD CAMP
HAIZ... seems like this has been one hellova week... yeah n now that esther's attached le, i can finally put the matter behind me. at first upon hearing the news i felt kinda disappointed and abit of regret... not heartbroken prolly cos i was already letting go or in the process of letting go... yeah but still i should have tried my luck... haha oh wells at least my horoscope is quite accurate lol yeah so then we had a navigation exercise at marsiling... right behind esthers house... yeah bad timing huh... but i tried to do gab's test on being damn shagged then thinking of the things u want the most... haha i'll come to that later
so the navigation exercise was damn easy la... maybe cos our group had the better of the navigators... just that we were 1 man short... rest had 5 we onli had 4... so the weight of the signal set and law tube had to be shared most of the time... haha but still we were the 2nd team to arrive for both day and night navi! lol
patrol field camp was killer... 2 days going without sleep and continuous missions... crazy... i mastered sleepwalking, going into lala land while presenting the mission briefing, skipped dinner, night snack, breakfast and lunch... survived on just a pack of dog biscuits and an energy bar... mastered wide-eyed sleeping right in front of my sir who was talking to me the whole time i was sleeping :X hahaha but i still managed to execute my 3rd and last mission quite well... being the ic is not easy sia... oh wells
soc test i FAILED!!! :( SOB SOB i reached the wall at 3:30... last of my detail, but cleared everything in 1 try... then left the obstacles at 6:30... kns i had a chance of passing lor... just that my breakfast was on the verge of coming out... so i walked quite abit... clocked 10:43... SIANZ!!! hahaha 9:29 den pass... haiz... but its a great improvement since BMT of 11:53 wor... cut by 1:10 sia! hahaha guess im getting fitter afterall :)
yeah back to the gab's test... being in an "esther-bias" environment cos i can see her house from most of the knolls i hiked up, (yeah n i think im gonna take up hiking as a hobby sia... lol) the only things i thought about was my family, bunk, home, psp and who next i should bring to my social night... asked sc le but she didnt gimme a confirmed ans... need a confirmed one cos its compulsory to bring a date... :S
hahaha yeah so i guess im 3 times unlucky le... haiz and ive been through both rejection and regret lol... both has its pros and cons la and its not like what many people think that rejection is better than regret. it actually depends on the situation... i dunno la but i just feel that way. oh well... shopping and movies anyone? lol 007!!! GOGOGO!!! xmas shopping spree!!! hahaha GOGOGO!!! PSP!!! HERE I COME!!! :D
so the navigation exercise was damn easy la... maybe cos our group had the better of the navigators... just that we were 1 man short... rest had 5 we onli had 4... so the weight of the signal set and law tube had to be shared most of the time... haha but still we were the 2nd team to arrive for both day and night navi! lol
patrol field camp was killer... 2 days going without sleep and continuous missions... crazy... i mastered sleepwalking, going into lala land while presenting the mission briefing, skipped dinner, night snack, breakfast and lunch... survived on just a pack of dog biscuits and an energy bar... mastered wide-eyed sleeping right in front of my sir who was talking to me the whole time i was sleeping :X hahaha but i still managed to execute my 3rd and last mission quite well... being the ic is not easy sia... oh wells
soc test i FAILED!!! :( SOB SOB i reached the wall at 3:30... last of my detail, but cleared everything in 1 try... then left the obstacles at 6:30... kns i had a chance of passing lor... just that my breakfast was on the verge of coming out... so i walked quite abit... clocked 10:43... SIANZ!!! hahaha 9:29 den pass... haiz... but its a great improvement since BMT of 11:53 wor... cut by 1:10 sia! hahaha guess im getting fitter afterall :)
yeah back to the gab's test... being in an "esther-bias" environment cos i can see her house from most of the knolls i hiked up, (yeah n i think im gonna take up hiking as a hobby sia... lol) the only things i thought about was my family, bunk, home, psp and who next i should bring to my social night... asked sc le but she didnt gimme a confirmed ans... need a confirmed one cos its compulsory to bring a date... :S
hahaha yeah so i guess im 3 times unlucky le... haiz and ive been through both rejection and regret lol... both has its pros and cons la and its not like what many people think that rejection is better than regret. it actually depends on the situation... i dunno la but i just feel that way. oh well... shopping and movies anyone? lol 007!!! GOGOGO!!! xmas shopping spree!!! hahaha GOGOGO!!! PSP!!! HERE I COME!!! :D
Sunday, November 12, 2006
I'M ALIVE! MARCHING IN THE RAIN...
WAHAHA! yeah im alive! haha but my knees n elbows r badly bruised and grazed... :( haiz... nvm la... later must go bai bai again to give thanks... hahaha but leopard crawling on rocks is no joke... :S crawling in mud is just as bad when ur elbows n knees r grazed... but the killer one was on sat... hike up the hill den run down... 2 times somemore! walao... den it rained... we just marched back from chua chu kang back to safti... kns do u noe how far that is??? in the rain somemore!!! kns... tmr got partol field camp somemore... 3d2n at marsiling... its sooooo gonna rain... sigh...
this whole week has been damn hectic for me cos i got the post of armskote 3ic... sianz... not much time for myself anymore... haiz... n in another 5 more weeks i gotta find a date for social night... compulsory somemore... kns... "go beg, steal, borrow a date if u dun have one" says wing com... __ being mental and physically drained really sucks... plus the fact that my horoscopes for this past week has been telling me abt relationships... haha well here are some of them... i kinda feel the same way thou... guess its time to let go den...
You're no fool -- far from it. You know who's truly loyal to you and who's just there for show. It's time to end relationships that are going nowhere. Once you make room, the real thing has space to land in.
Make room for something new, and you'll immediately see options open up for you. The trick is discovering what you need to discard and what you want to aim your energy toward. Set your sights on a goal.
this whole week has been damn hectic for me cos i got the post of armskote 3ic... sianz... not much time for myself anymore... haiz... n in another 5 more weeks i gotta find a date for social night... compulsory somemore... kns... "go beg, steal, borrow a date if u dun have one" says wing com... __ being mental and physically drained really sucks... plus the fact that my horoscopes for this past week has been telling me abt relationships... haha well here are some of them... i kinda feel the same way thou... guess its time to let go den...
You're no fool -- far from it. You know who's truly loyal to you and who's just there for show. It's time to end relationships that are going nowhere. Once you make room, the real thing has space to land in.
Life often meets (or exceeds) your expectations. So if you're expecting that it'll hurt, it probably will. If, on the other hand, you learn to expect only the best, that might be just what you start to receive.
Make room for something new, and you'll immediately see options open up for you. The trick is discovering what you need to discard and what you want to aim your energy toward. Set your sights on a goal.
Sunday, November 05, 2006
BAI BAI
HAHAHA so last nite went out with sp go iguana cafe drink a macho marg... kns... my liver not functioning as well as it used to... like tt already getting high le... hahaha den went to buy FHM cos this months one got 2 free glass shots! hahaha den we went to liang court to buy some sake and drink from the shots! wheee! hahaha den dropped me off at ps and met up with sc n bh... bh seems to be sick wor... like the tekong cough =X hahaha went to esplanade and have some satay den went over to harrys and had more drinks... lol i had a rum runner which was more like a mocktail man... =X wahahaha den sat at the beach n chilled out... took a cab home but sc more adventurous and tried taking the night rider home... lol but she reached home safe n sound so i guess next time i can try taking it too... hehe sleep at 430 somemore... :S
today woke up at 830... kns... screwed up body clock... hahaha packed my bag for bookin later... ironed 2 sets of smartest 4 for the parade and parade rehearsal... went for a massage... den went out for lunch at ps with myloh... canceled the lunch appointment with esther cos she was bust doing her assignments... next time den she'll bring me to the thai food she so craves... lol anyways had pizza for lunch den went to comics connection to buy another figurine... this time its SASUKE!!! OMGOMGOMG! hahaha my fav character! hahaha den sc came along... hahaha her face seemed kinda black when she saw myloh there... hahaha abit of a misunderstanding when she asked come along or tag along... lol psps... den went to have andersons ice cream! woohoo! hahaha safra card members have 10% off somemore! lol den went to watch crank... wtf man... crazy show... gore and vulgarities to the max man... n i kinda think the gals who watched the show were dragged into it just like sc... =X hahaha "spoil my good gal image u noe~" wahahaha den myloh left and i went to bugis to bai bai... somehow nobody believes im a taoist wor... everyone thinks im christian... lol well at one point i almost did... but nvm yeah so sc oso tagged along to see see... lol had to bai bai cos i feel really nervous about the live shooting... i'll explain when i finish it this week... :S its just scary to noe that theres ppl shooting live bullets behind ur back while ur advancing forward... yeah so i had to go bai bai to calm my nerves down alittle... n im not last min go bai bai cos got things or wat... n i went on my own accord too... hahaha yeah den went n shop awhile before heading back home... bookin soon... sianz... tmr shooting matador somemore... scary shit... :S everyone pls pray for my safety... =X
today woke up at 830... kns... screwed up body clock... hahaha packed my bag for bookin later... ironed 2 sets of smartest 4 for the parade and parade rehearsal... went for a massage... den went out for lunch at ps with myloh... canceled the lunch appointment with esther cos she was bust doing her assignments... next time den she'll bring me to the thai food she so craves... lol anyways had pizza for lunch den went to comics connection to buy another figurine... this time its SASUKE!!! OMGOMGOMG! hahaha my fav character! hahaha den sc came along... hahaha her face seemed kinda black when she saw myloh there... hahaha abit of a misunderstanding when she asked come along or tag along... lol psps... den went to have andersons ice cream! woohoo! hahaha safra card members have 10% off somemore! lol den went to watch crank... wtf man... crazy show... gore and vulgarities to the max man... n i kinda think the gals who watched the show were dragged into it just like sc... =X hahaha "spoil my good gal image u noe~" wahahaha den myloh left and i went to bugis to bai bai... somehow nobody believes im a taoist wor... everyone thinks im christian... lol well at one point i almost did... but nvm yeah so sc oso tagged along to see see... lol had to bai bai cos i feel really nervous about the live shooting... i'll explain when i finish it this week... :S its just scary to noe that theres ppl shooting live bullets behind ur back while ur advancing forward... yeah so i had to go bai bai to calm my nerves down alittle... n im not last min go bai bai cos got things or wat... n i went on my own accord too... hahaha yeah den went n shop awhile before heading back home... bookin soon... sianz... tmr shooting matador somemore... scary shit... :S everyone pls pray for my safety... =X
Saturday, November 04, 2006
BACK FROM TEKONG!!!
ARGH!!! so depressing to have your weekend burnt in tekong on sat for 4D3N... SIAN BO!!! hahaha yeah n the first thing i see is my sergeants all there at SFT... think they r on duty for the parents visit day... lol yeah so we marched to permatang and camped in the worst campsite possible... HONEST! my sleeping ground was on a slope and filled with rocks, stones, roots etc... kns... den went for a navigation exercise with our instructor... man... carrying the signal set and bashing thru the jungle was killer... :S especially wayne's checkpoint... i'll never forget that one... we went up and down the old sispec den cut thru BIC grounds... hahaha n its fenced up with barbed wires so we had to scud around it la... hahaha den nite navi was BAD! just walk w/o knowing where my legs end up... hahaha bashing was even harder... :S sianz... but still managed to sleep well somehow... the stones etc didnt really bother me cos i was too shagged to feel them... wahahaha
2nd day was all about FCO and the drills... damned alpha again... now must lepoard crawl from bound to bound... walao eh! with the friggin LAW tube AGAIN! kns... i thought i'll never see it again after sit test but wtf... here i am carryin it again... :S hahaha den nite time i got to be 2ic for the night ambush with the trip flare! wheee! i got to pull the trip flare too! hahaha really nice just like fireworks... haha
3rd day we learnt flanking in the morning... n it was the first time i bashed thru a mangrove sia! hahaha n go thru the low tide somemore... thank god i had goretex boots... haha n 1st time i ever lepoard crawl upslope with a LAW in some thick undergrowth... haha it was killer... den later we had another navigation exercise this time on our own... so at first we went "holland" aka LOST for 1hr + den i took charge and led the way... we managed to make up lost time and ended up finishing 2nd overall! haha woohoo! i must say that i have good navigational skills... oh n did i ever mentioned when i was in jakarta at the age of 4, i directed my way home from kindergarden... haha yeah no kidding n we walked from west to east of tekong man... from permatang to oil palms and back to permatang... kns... damn shagged that day man...
4th day we practiced whatever drills we learnt so far... den rushed to change into fresh clothes cos u cant wear muddy ones to the ferry... haha luckily it didnt rain a single drop while we were in tekong... :P and thank god the instructors didnt give us a turn out... not much tekan oso... i just wonder why always during outfield, our movement is soooo sluggish... den when we were at the ferry terminal, we were like flying to the toilet and changing n stuff... and must always appreciate the fact that fresh rations ALWAYS beats combat rations... whatever they serve... i probably eatened the worst cookies and muffins outfield and yet it still tastes the best at that moment of time... WAHAHAHA
hectic week so far... had demolition lessons and a demo test on fri and just now had a map reading re-test... the whole wing failed la... passing mark is 85%... wtf rite... hope i fared well... :S haha later goin drinking session cos this week mental and physical stress... :P great excuse huh... wahahaha tmr goin for a massage cos i really need it man... luckily this week keep on raining so all the SOC lessons CANCELED! hahaha but still had ET run 8km... :S shagged sia...
2nd day was all about FCO and the drills... damned alpha again... now must lepoard crawl from bound to bound... walao eh! with the friggin LAW tube AGAIN! kns... i thought i'll never see it again after sit test but wtf... here i am carryin it again... :S hahaha den nite time i got to be 2ic for the night ambush with the trip flare! wheee! i got to pull the trip flare too! hahaha really nice just like fireworks... haha
3rd day we learnt flanking in the morning... n it was the first time i bashed thru a mangrove sia! hahaha n go thru the low tide somemore... thank god i had goretex boots... haha n 1st time i ever lepoard crawl upslope with a LAW in some thick undergrowth... haha it was killer... den later we had another navigation exercise this time on our own... so at first we went "holland" aka LOST for 1hr + den i took charge and led the way... we managed to make up lost time and ended up finishing 2nd overall! haha woohoo! i must say that i have good navigational skills... oh n did i ever mentioned when i was in jakarta at the age of 4, i directed my way home from kindergarden... haha yeah no kidding n we walked from west to east of tekong man... from permatang to oil palms and back to permatang... kns... damn shagged that day man...
4th day we practiced whatever drills we learnt so far... den rushed to change into fresh clothes cos u cant wear muddy ones to the ferry... haha luckily it didnt rain a single drop while we were in tekong... :P and thank god the instructors didnt give us a turn out... not much tekan oso... i just wonder why always during outfield, our movement is soooo sluggish... den when we were at the ferry terminal, we were like flying to the toilet and changing n stuff... and must always appreciate the fact that fresh rations ALWAYS beats combat rations... whatever they serve... i probably eatened the worst cookies and muffins outfield and yet it still tastes the best at that moment of time... WAHAHAHA
hectic week so far... had demolition lessons and a demo test on fri and just now had a map reading re-test... the whole wing failed la... passing mark is 85%... wtf rite... hope i fared well... :S haha later goin drinking session cos this week mental and physical stress... :P great excuse huh... wahahaha tmr goin for a massage cos i really need it man... luckily this week keep on raining so all the SOC lessons CANCELED! hahaha but still had ET run 8km... :S shagged sia...
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
SCREWED UP BODY CLOCK... :S
SIANZ... slp at 3+ yet still wake up at 8... -_- oh well didnt go out today cos dad was elbowed in the eye by my sis while sleeping... sent him to NUH... yeah so damn sian la... watch my whole stack of tapes of csi, house, supernatural, numbers etc... damn sian ah!!! go online oso nobody around... onli got sc online cos she oso woke up early to meet with her insurance agent or something... so we played some solitaire... lol long time havent played tt sia... hahaha won 2-1 as usual... =X hahaha yeah den started to rain... shiok! had a power nap n a D.I.Y. facial... alot of zits le... must be all that choc sia... hahaha n everyone seems to be having some choc craving now... lol oh wells... booking in soon... damn sian to have my weekend burnt in tekong... kns... oh n selamat hari raya to all esp siti n md (ming de) WAHAHAHA!
Super-strong emotions like jealousy don't sit well with you, but you may experience a wave of it today. Just remember that this, like all feelings, is ultimately temporary. Watch it come and go. Don't overreact.
Emotionally, you should be feeling more independent today ... you are heading toward a major turning point where you can just let go of old grudges and move beyond the fear of not being a perfect person. You are making the best choices you can, and you should not dwell on missteps you have made. Your personal dramas will be taking a back seat to other, more challenging projects or activities. Focus more on those today and you will forget about insecurities.
You can get so worried about what you don't have that you forget how much there is in your life, especially when it comes to love. Concentrate on the abundance in your life, not what you perceive of as lacking.
Super-strong emotions like jealousy don't sit well with you, but you may experience a wave of it today. Just remember that this, like all feelings, is ultimately temporary. Watch it come and go. Don't overreact.
Emotionally, you should be feeling more independent today ... you are heading toward a major turning point where you can just let go of old grudges and move beyond the fear of not being a perfect person. You are making the best choices you can, and you should not dwell on missteps you have made. Your personal dramas will be taking a back seat to other, more challenging projects or activities. Focus more on those today and you will forget about insecurities.
You can get so worried about what you don't have that you forget how much there is in your life, especially when it comes to love. Concentrate on the abundance in your life, not what you perceive of as lacking.
DRINKING HABBITS DIE HARD... :P
Things are slowing down a bit in your life, and you are going to have some time to play with later today. This is a great time to double-check your resources ... make time today to balance your checkbook, check out the status of your retirement account (or start your retirement account!), and investigate that bank that you've been thinking of switching to. Maintaining your money takes effort, and it is effort that always pays off -- literally.
LOL like that is so wierd cos today i went to POSB n opened a "save as you earn" account... its basically an account whereby u cant touch the money for 2 yrs and each month it will take a fixed amount u specified and keep it in the account. yeah so i did a $500 per month thing so that i can use it for my living expenses overseas when i go further my studies. yeah so its quite a good scheme esp since u cant touch the money for 2 yrs which is like just nice ns is over by then... hehe yeah so then spent the rest of the day watchin csi, house, numbers, supernatural etc... then went to the civil servant club at bukit batok for dinner at a wine bar... really nice place n good food too n the price is quite ok given the wine and chocs for dessert... wahahaha im seriously turning into a chocoholic... my fridge has sooooo much choc! hahaha its crazy...
went to clementi n met up with sc to go 7-11 go buy drinks... round 2 for me thou... hehe had 2 glasses of wine during dinner... :P yeah then took a ride in bh's car to west coast park n just hang around... literally... lol cos we played that swing thingy n i got stuck in the middle... lol yeah but while jumping off i think my finger got caught in the chain n now its like swollen... :S sianz... n its my middle finger somemore... must be god's way of punishing me for pointing the middle finger too much le... WAHAHAHA! walked about n chatted awhile too... kao... still got small kids playing at 11+ lor... they should be at home playing dota or something man! wahahaha yeah n den drank 2 bottles of alcohol... 1 jack daniels n another bottle of vodka raspberry picked by sc... tastes like cough medicine sia... BLEAH! hahaha anyways i didnt really have any occasion in mind to go drinking but i think i noe y sc wanted to... haha she sounded damn pissed abt work... stressed so must go drink most probably... :P
went to marine parade n played some pool... damn rusty liao sia... hahahaha n almost got my head knocked by the cue ball... =X wahahaha dun ask... i think i may need to get myself a lucky clover soon... =X=X=X hahaha
LOL like that is so wierd cos today i went to POSB n opened a "save as you earn" account... its basically an account whereby u cant touch the money for 2 yrs and each month it will take a fixed amount u specified and keep it in the account. yeah so i did a $500 per month thing so that i can use it for my living expenses overseas when i go further my studies. yeah so its quite a good scheme esp since u cant touch the money for 2 yrs which is like just nice ns is over by then... hehe yeah so then spent the rest of the day watchin csi, house, numbers, supernatural etc... then went to the civil servant club at bukit batok for dinner at a wine bar... really nice place n good food too n the price is quite ok given the wine and chocs for dessert... wahahaha im seriously turning into a chocoholic... my fridge has sooooo much choc! hahaha its crazy...
went to clementi n met up with sc to go 7-11 go buy drinks... round 2 for me thou... hehe had 2 glasses of wine during dinner... :P yeah then took a ride in bh's car to west coast park n just hang around... literally... lol cos we played that swing thingy n i got stuck in the middle... lol yeah but while jumping off i think my finger got caught in the chain n now its like swollen... :S sianz... n its my middle finger somemore... must be god's way of punishing me for pointing the middle finger too much le... WAHAHAHA! walked about n chatted awhile too... kao... still got small kids playing at 11+ lor... they should be at home playing dota or something man! wahahaha yeah n den drank 2 bottles of alcohol... 1 jack daniels n another bottle of vodka raspberry picked by sc... tastes like cough medicine sia... BLEAH! hahaha anyways i didnt really have any occasion in mind to go drinking but i think i noe y sc wanted to... haha she sounded damn pissed abt work... stressed so must go drink most probably... :P
went to marine parade n played some pool... damn rusty liao sia... hahahaha n almost got my head knocked by the cue ball... =X wahahaha dun ask... i think i may need to get myself a lucky clover soon... =X=X=X hahaha
Sunday, October 22, 2006
DOA!!!
DOA!!! hahaha yeah so anyways went to have lunch with jz, danny, heman, nel n jay... 3 botaks n 3 erm... guys with more hair than botaks... :P yeah so talked lotsa crap abt army etc... filled them in with what to expect in bmt n wat i went thru so far in ocs... haha den walked over to ps where danny n i left cos we didnt feel like playing dota... so headed back to heeren n did some window shopping... walked over to taka n got myself some gelato n danny got himself $10 worth of donuts... siao one... den walked back to ps... we r crazy one... but the whole of orchard like so few ppl... as if its a weekday... lol
danny left to meet his gf n i went to meet up with sc n bh to go watch doa... wahahaha dunno y sc just wanna tag along n watch doa... all babes nia... no cute gay guys that she has been fantasising =X yeah lotsa lotsa babes in the movie... typical guys only show... lol bikini fest just like yesterday! wahahaha! yeah den went to ljs for a drink n then went to waraku for dinner with my family... my dad came back from europe le! hahaha loaded with chocs n bought me a ck perfume! hahaha as if i'll have the chance to use it... LOL im still starting on my bottle of versace blue jeans sia... hahaha neways went to beach rd to grab some stuff for the upcomin field camp which im gonna have my weekend burnt in tekong... 4d3n in tekong is gonna be damn sian... esp over the weekend... SOB SOB! nvm la... got tmr n tues to chill out... hehe but dun think anyone will be free... or have the cash to go out le =X haha yeah so now im watchin tv for the 1st time in many many weeks... some korean show on some tutor shit... haha funny stuff...
There is good news today regarding one of your more particularly fuzzy frustrations. Things are finally starting to come into focus ... so do yourself a big favor and accelerate the formation of this clear picture by stepping back and giving yourself some distance. You may have the drive to tackle it head on, and you probably have the energy to back it up; but right now, you need to study it from a distance before you can act on it effectively.
Taking a big step back really gives you a much-needed sense of perspective when it comes to the dating scene. You see exactly where it is you came from, and you'll be able to decide where you want to go.
danny left to meet his gf n i went to meet up with sc n bh to go watch doa... wahahaha dunno y sc just wanna tag along n watch doa... all babes nia... no cute gay guys that she has been fantasising =X yeah lotsa lotsa babes in the movie... typical guys only show... lol bikini fest just like yesterday! wahahaha! yeah den went to ljs for a drink n then went to waraku for dinner with my family... my dad came back from europe le! hahaha loaded with chocs n bought me a ck perfume! hahaha as if i'll have the chance to use it... LOL im still starting on my bottle of versace blue jeans sia... hahaha neways went to beach rd to grab some stuff for the upcomin field camp which im gonna have my weekend burnt in tekong... 4d3n in tekong is gonna be damn sian... esp over the weekend... SOB SOB! nvm la... got tmr n tues to chill out... hehe but dun think anyone will be free... or have the cash to go out le =X haha yeah so now im watchin tv for the 1st time in many many weeks... some korean show on some tutor shit... haha funny stuff...
There is good news today regarding one of your more particularly fuzzy frustrations. Things are finally starting to come into focus ... so do yourself a big favor and accelerate the formation of this clear picture by stepping back and giving yourself some distance. You may have the drive to tackle it head on, and you probably have the energy to back it up; but right now, you need to study it from a distance before you can act on it effectively.
Taking a big step back really gives you a much-needed sense of perspective when it comes to the dating scene. You see exactly where it is you came from, and you'll be able to decide where you want to go.
Saturday, October 21, 2006
SENTOSA!!!
WOOHOO!!! booking out for 5 days!!! till tues 2000hrs... :P yeah so went to harbourfront to buy some stuff for the picnic... onli the 6 of us came... the rest of the class not free... -_- oh wells... so me, bh, cl, yy, sc n sq went to sentosa for a picnic... yeah so went to palawan beach den walked over to the luge to play the go cart! omg SO FUN! hahaha n the skyride was really nice... great view but stupid haze as usual... ahahaha yeah so i raced down like a madman... wahahaha super pro racing skills... even though there were lotsa roadhogs... i was taking the turns at high speeds till only 3 of my wheels were on the road... wahahaha! yeah so i played it 3 times! i so so so wanna go play it again... :D hahaha took lotsa pics too! but onli sq brought her cam so i'll upload the pics once i get them... too bad my cam is with my dad in europe... if not i'll prolly take a video of me going down like a madman! wahahaha!
hahaha so then went to siloso beach for the 2nd half of the picnic... swam over to the little island den swam back... had a tan, started a sandball fight which i ended up eating several mouthfulls of sand all tks to sc... haha but bombarded them with artililary shellings of sand in return :P den got my ass filled with sand... damn tt cl... hahaha n bh... hahaha yeah then changed and went over to vivo city... walao... so many ppl there lor... worse than orchard rd sia... so had carls junior for dinner den walked about window shopping... hahaha so here we have 2 extreme ends... me being loaded and nothing in mind to shop and sc being broke and still wanna shop... lol! bumped into esther n her musical friends at gv... haha tt sounds funny... esther n her musical friends... ah wadever... never really expected to see her there but then again like the whole of singapore is at vivo city... LOL den went to candy empire! OMG!!! im like in heaven! hahahaha bought some kinder bueno choc... tastes great... but the wonka whipple scrumptious caramel delight i bought was FANTASTIC!!!!! omg... i gotta get more tmr! LOL hahaha den went to ps n sat at starbucks n had iced choc n chatted awhile then went home
The events around you today will have a life of their own, and trying to shape them into a better form is going to be a big waste of your time -- so don't even try. Do not worry about being labeled a quitter -- there is a big difference between giving up and resigning yourself to accept things as they are, and you know it. Life is too short to tackle battles that are pointless. So just ride out the day, focusing on the things that you can control -- like your sunny disposition.
hahaha so then went to siloso beach for the 2nd half of the picnic... swam over to the little island den swam back... had a tan, started a sandball fight which i ended up eating several mouthfulls of sand all tks to sc... haha but bombarded them with artililary shellings of sand in return :P den got my ass filled with sand... damn tt cl... hahaha n bh... hahaha yeah then changed and went over to vivo city... walao... so many ppl there lor... worse than orchard rd sia... so had carls junior for dinner den walked about window shopping... hahaha so here we have 2 extreme ends... me being loaded and nothing in mind to shop and sc being broke and still wanna shop... lol! bumped into esther n her musical friends at gv... haha tt sounds funny... esther n her musical friends... ah wadever... never really expected to see her there but then again like the whole of singapore is at vivo city... LOL den went to candy empire! OMG!!! im like in heaven! hahahaha bought some kinder bueno choc... tastes great... but the wonka whipple scrumptious caramel delight i bought was FANTASTIC!!!!! omg... i gotta get more tmr! LOL hahaha den went to ps n sat at starbucks n had iced choc n chatted awhile then went home
The events around you today will have a life of their own, and trying to shape them into a better form is going to be a big waste of your time -- so don't even try. Do not worry about being labeled a quitter -- there is a big difference between giving up and resigning yourself to accept things as they are, and you know it. Life is too short to tackle battles that are pointless. So just ride out the day, focusing on the things that you can control -- like your sunny disposition.
Sunday, October 15, 2006
ME-DAY
YEAH... its me day today... not planned but being in ocs taught me to expect the unexpected... so when i was walking out, i was msged by bh saying mom sc fell sick... so cant go le... so might as well cancel it la... yeah so it seems like mom has headache n bodyache... sounds like pms! =X hahaha jkjk
yeah so i walked orchard from heeren up to ps for a nice slow lunch at bk... something which i have not have the luxury of doing in camp... lol den back to taka den wisma den wheelock den lido den wheelock den home... far rite? hahaha no kick sia... yeah so spent the day thinking and reflecting on stuff... good thing i got in-bud earphones... not much noise other than the soothing music on my nano that im playing... FFX soundtrack rocks man... hahaha great for relaxing and other stuff... just listen to this song called "zanarkland" yeah its really really nice... haha long time since i played it on the piano le... think later i'll practice it for awhile... haha yeah so think i came up with a plan le... just do it! hahaha you only live once... just go for it lor...
yeah walked around window shopping... seeing running shoes... think im starting to get into the running culture... hahaha den walked into borders and browsed thru some books... something that i find intresting... about the character of pisces... my horoscpoe sign la... says they are romantic ppl and are passive... lol den they have an overactive imagination... wahahaha quite true in my case hor? lol
oh well den went to wheelock to buy my dad a bday prezzie at the nike gift shop... 12 golf balls... haha since he loves golf ma... den came back n did a d.i.y. facial and some massage... power nap and now chatting n bloggin till bookin later at 9... hope this week i dun tio any extras... :S CHOI! haha yeah so im now listening to the new eVonne hsu cd... quite nice songs inside but its protected! sianz cant rip it to my nano... OH did u guys see the new nano and shuffle! omg... shuffle looks CHIO! hahaha im soooo gonna get it sia... :P anyone wanna get it too? lol
SOME INTRESTING STUFF FROM ASTROLOGY.COM yeah should sign up for their daily horoscope la... seems quite alrite la... well to me perhaps... yeah so the 1st one is my daily love tarot, my daily tarot, my daily romantic horoscope n lastly my weekly romantic horoscope for next week... haha so here it goes:
The Knave of Swords card suggests that you should try to clear your to-do list. Make time for witty chats or conversation. Reminisce or talk out issues that might need to be resolved and be clear about what you want. Put promises, itineraries or plans in writing to avoid misunderstandings later on. It may not be romantic, but being fair and practical in this case can help alleviate suspicions and avoid mind games. SO TRUE! HAHAHA MIND GAMES... LOL
The Eight of Swords card suggests that my power today lies in denial or blocking. 'Don't even go there.' I will not let myself be limited, paralyzed, held hostage or alienated by fear or fantasy that relies on exploitive emotional rescue, sacrifice of truth, or victimization. I will not be a prisoner to my own perceptions or expectations. Why did Cinderella stay? Do I want to be right or alone? Why have I placed a mental gag order on my own suffering or thinking? I am empowered to question or endure by virtue of my own self-worth because there is no honor in sacrificing my self to victimhood.
Before you get what you deserve in this life, you have to be willing to visualize it. If love hasn't worked out the way you thought it would, ask yourself what you really want. Find a creative way to express it.
Doing something healthy on Monday makes you feel all-around sexier, boosting that confidence. It's the kind of excellent energy you can use from Tuesday through Thursday, when the best romantic agenda is no agenda at all -- other than being yourself and letting your soul shine. Plenty of time to analyze it all later -- like this weekend, when you'll be given choices and the opportunity to point your love life in a lovely direction. Don't just stand there -- pick your path, and who you want with you on it.
yeah so i walked orchard from heeren up to ps for a nice slow lunch at bk... something which i have not have the luxury of doing in camp... lol den back to taka den wisma den wheelock den lido den wheelock den home... far rite? hahaha no kick sia... yeah so spent the day thinking and reflecting on stuff... good thing i got in-bud earphones... not much noise other than the soothing music on my nano that im playing... FFX soundtrack rocks man... hahaha great for relaxing and other stuff... just listen to this song called "zanarkland" yeah its really really nice... haha long time since i played it on the piano le... think later i'll practice it for awhile... haha yeah so think i came up with a plan le... just do it! hahaha you only live once... just go for it lor...
yeah walked around window shopping... seeing running shoes... think im starting to get into the running culture... hahaha den walked into borders and browsed thru some books... something that i find intresting... about the character of pisces... my horoscpoe sign la... says they are romantic ppl and are passive... lol den they have an overactive imagination... wahahaha quite true in my case hor? lol
oh well den went to wheelock to buy my dad a bday prezzie at the nike gift shop... 12 golf balls... haha since he loves golf ma... den came back n did a d.i.y. facial and some massage... power nap and now chatting n bloggin till bookin later at 9... hope this week i dun tio any extras... :S CHOI! haha yeah so im now listening to the new eVonne hsu cd... quite nice songs inside but its protected! sianz cant rip it to my nano... OH did u guys see the new nano and shuffle! omg... shuffle looks CHIO! hahaha im soooo gonna get it sia... :P anyone wanna get it too? lol
SOME INTRESTING STUFF FROM ASTROLOGY.COM yeah should sign up for their daily horoscope la... seems quite alrite la... well to me perhaps... yeah so the 1st one is my daily love tarot, my daily tarot, my daily romantic horoscope n lastly my weekly romantic horoscope for next week... haha so here it goes:
The Knave of Swords card suggests that you should try to clear your to-do list. Make time for witty chats or conversation. Reminisce or talk out issues that might need to be resolved and be clear about what you want. Put promises, itineraries or plans in writing to avoid misunderstandings later on. It may not be romantic, but being fair and practical in this case can help alleviate suspicions and avoid mind games. SO TRUE! HAHAHA MIND GAMES... LOL
The Eight of Swords card suggests that my power today lies in denial or blocking. 'Don't even go there.' I will not let myself be limited, paralyzed, held hostage or alienated by fear or fantasy that relies on exploitive emotional rescue, sacrifice of truth, or victimization. I will not be a prisoner to my own perceptions or expectations. Why did Cinderella stay? Do I want to be right or alone? Why have I placed a mental gag order on my own suffering or thinking? I am empowered to question or endure by virtue of my own self-worth because there is no honor in sacrificing my self to victimhood.
Before you get what you deserve in this life, you have to be willing to visualize it. If love hasn't worked out the way you thought it would, ask yourself what you really want. Find a creative way to express it.
Doing something healthy on Monday makes you feel all-around sexier, boosting that confidence. It's the kind of excellent energy you can use from Tuesday through Thursday, when the best romantic agenda is no agenda at all -- other than being yourself and letting your soul shine. Plenty of time to analyze it all later -- like this weekend, when you'll be given choices and the opportunity to point your love life in a lovely direction. Don't just stand there -- pick your path, and who you want with you on it.
LIFE CAN BE SO SCREWED UP... :S
SIGH... just when i forced myself to think its over, now theres a glimmer of hope... should i go for it and either have a happy-ever-after ending or prolly end up getting hurt and experience the same kinda feeling when i forced myself to think its over... people say no pain no gain but this is one pain i never ever wanna experience again. but then again should i just sit back and dont go for it? let this one pass right by without even trying? its either go or dont go... how? n i have no idea why im blogging so early in the morning in camp... maybe cos ive been attacked by mozzies all night, cant sleep on my own bed, booking out in like less than 3 hrs and the fact that my mind starts to play mind games on myself... haiz... :S
Saturday, October 14, 2006
SATURDAY CDS DUTY... FUCKED UP!!!
FUCKED UP!!! SO FUCKED UP!!! hahaha but here i am blogging in camp AGAIN! O_O yeah so theres 2 ppl on duty la its the cdo and cds tts me... so we r taking 2 hrs shift by left... =X yeah so anyways its kinda slack on weekends la... nobody here to fuck us around... just told to decorate the duty room... hahaha which was done in like 1hr plus... bad part is having my 1/2 a sat burnt... n having to stay in smart 4 all day long till tmr 8am... den BOOKOUT! den bookin at 2100... SIANZ!!! __ hahaha but its ok la... tmr got plans for lunch meeting ma... den next week got fri till tue off provided i dun tio extra for no fucking lame reason... haha =X yeah well suck thumb la... anyways its been a great week for me la... all until now but im keeping my spirits high la... bo pian one... lan lan suck thumb n do lor... yeah so i guess i thought i solved a problem le... but now i think it resurfaced... nvm la just play by ear ba hor? hahaha tts my way of doing things when i dun have a plan in mind... :P okies time for a power nap! hahaha catch up on long lost sleep... life as a cadet is always sleepy always tired and always busy doing something... almost learnt the art of open eyed sleeping for damn long... now can onli last for like 30 odd secs... =X hahaha k la power nap time! or like wad "mom" likes to call it "beauty sleep" :P
Friday, October 13, 2006
IM BLOGGING IN CAMP! LOL
HAHA!!! yes its true! im blogging in camp right as of now! hahaha yeah so its kinda a damn hectic week for us... weapons test and tsr test... all scored pretty well la... haha den had shooting for SAR21 and SAW... the night shoot was damn fun cos we played with the night vision goggles hahaha look like splinter cell sia... :P yep so im now in camp but tmr i got duty... so my sat is burnt... can onli bookout on sun morn... but its ok la i think its gonna be an experience la... anyways everyone has to do it sooner or later better be now rite? haha quoted from mom sc... :P yep so ive kinda sorted out my thoughts le... i think i can go thru ocs on my own la... dun really need to confide in anyone... theres always my mom who i can talk to n i have been doing so for the past week or of course theres my other "mom" who i can sorta confide in too... =X haha yeah so its quite fun here in ocs... experience of a lifetime ba... yeah so anyways this sunday we r gonna have a lunch meeting up session at cine @ 12 la... n oso discuss abt the pub hol where we wanna go etc... i got the mon off! i cant believe it sia!!! hahaha k la i think its abt time to rest even though the lights out timing is at 2300... extended wor... :P k goodnite ppl! see u guys on sun ba!
Sunday, October 08, 2006
WORLD TRADE CENTRE
YEAH so i slept at 4am n woke up at 8... siao man... den went to bugis to do some stuff... bai bai abit too... den went to ps... did some shopping too haha den met up with soo chan n did some catching up... talked quite abit too huh... even had plans to go m'sia during the upcoming pub hols... lol den met up with bh n yy to go watch wtc at the new cathay... quite a slow movie... kinda boring too... yawnz... haha
The Death card suggests that when love goes wrong, nothing goes right. Whether you are avoiding an inevitable break-up, are in a rut or are simply trying to deny issues that are standing in the way of romantic happiness, you know what this means. You may miss opportunities or even hit all the red lights when you are running late. This could be a sign that something's got to give in order for you to move on to the next chapter in your relationship -- or even beyond that. Continued resistance may be futile.
yeah so im still quite uncertain abt how i feel... dunno if i should just keep it this way so tt i got more time for myself n not so much time to commit to other stuff but on the other side... theres someone to confide in on a much deeper lvl... so im still quite uncertain to go or not to go for it... haiz... maybe i should just let this one go though i spent quite abit of effort reeling it in... =X oh wells... we'll see how it goes... n it did say something's got to give in order for me to move on rite? haix...
oh well now gonna go book in le... see u all next week! hahaha
The Death card suggests that when love goes wrong, nothing goes right. Whether you are avoiding an inevitable break-up, are in a rut or are simply trying to deny issues that are standing in the way of romantic happiness, you know what this means. You may miss opportunities or even hit all the red lights when you are running late. This could be a sign that something's got to give in order for you to move on to the next chapter in your relationship -- or even beyond that. Continued resistance may be futile.
yeah so im still quite uncertain abt how i feel... dunno if i should just keep it this way so tt i got more time for myself n not so much time to commit to other stuff but on the other side... theres someone to confide in on a much deeper lvl... so im still quite uncertain to go or not to go for it... haiz... maybe i should just let this one go though i spent quite abit of effort reeling it in... =X oh wells... we'll see how it goes... n it did say something's got to give in order for me to move on rite? haix...
oh well now gonna go book in le... see u all next week! hahaha
SP MUSICAL!!!
HAHAHA slp till 12 this morn... shiok sia... lol den went to vivo city to take a look... did some shopping... bought an arm wallet and the goodyear adidas shoes... hehe shiok sia! ahaha den went to have dinner... den went to NUS UCC for the SP musical... nice place to be... haha den was shown my seat... haha so near the front sia... 5th row... aisle seat somemore... hahaha yeah so it was actually a nice musical to my surprise... ;X but of course the cast spent like 6 months on it la... so it had to be good... lol yep so esther wasnt playing the main role la... just the backups... haha but still it was nice to watch la... n she bought this really nice dress tt she showed me... hahaha look so pretty in it wor... :X hahaha yeah so den after the show we sorta met... kinda shagged still but managed to give her the ear rings... though i didnt really have the balls to say more nor probe deeper... :S hahaha oh well i guess im just too little, too late haha (sings to jojo's too little too, late tune haha) dunno la... perhaps im thinking too much into it... or maybe its already a done deal... i dunno... i'll just be contented on maintaining a good friendship... yeah so anyways went to holland v with jef n sp... had haagen dazz... yummy! haha den had a bottle of corona... not much to make me drunk la... just to drink for the sake of drinking... yeah so talked lotsa crap den went home... prolly just gonna slp this one away... not gonna drink myself wasted like the last one... hahaha must slp well for next week's hell week... :X
If you feel like you've been giving more than you've been getting in an old relationship, you just may be right. But before you approach your friend with these suspicions, consider the significant value this relationship has in your life. Is this issue a deal-breaker? These extra sacrifices might be temporary, and if you make a big issue out of them, you might be causing more drama than you need in your life right now. Try to hold your tongue and keep the peace.
If you feel like you've been giving more than you've been getting in an old relationship, you just may be right. But before you approach your friend with these suspicions, consider the significant value this relationship has in your life. Is this issue a deal-breaker? These extra sacrifices might be temporary, and if you make a big issue out of them, you might be causing more drama than you need in your life right now. Try to hold your tongue and keep the peace.
Saturday, October 07, 2006
MY DAILY TAROT & HOROSCOPE... :(
The Devil card suggests that my alter ego today is the Risk-Taker, whose superpower lies in my laughing in the face of limitations, possibly guided by my obsessions. I will watch my step today and know that I need to take responsibility for my actions -- no one can shoulder that burden for me. 'I know it's wrong, but it feels so right.' My obsessions are in control and I can't help myself -- I'm addicted to love. But you just may be hurting the one you love. So either go with it, or exercise self-control and avoid those temptations that may come back to haunt you. :(
The Seven of Pentacles card reversed suggests that you've done your duty. You may have been stuck in the dead-end role of observer or patient nurturer long enough, tending to everyone else but yourself. Now is the time to make your move or collect the fruits of your labor before opportunity dries up. Avoid a tendency to go with the quick fix -- in the end, it will require more constant attention due to its shallow roots while returning little tangible reward for your efforts. With timing, vision and work, this standoff could become a milestone, wherein you begin to make major adjustments or changes to the path of your love life, get back in the game or come out of a slump, learn from mistakes or notice and appreciate what has been before you all along, while letting nature take its course.
Nothing helps a broken heart more than taking action. Write it out, go for a long walk or put up those shelves around your house. You'll find at the end of it that your emotions weren't permanently broken, just bruised. :(
The Seven of Pentacles card reversed suggests that you've done your duty. You may have been stuck in the dead-end role of observer or patient nurturer long enough, tending to everyone else but yourself. Now is the time to make your move or collect the fruits of your labor before opportunity dries up. Avoid a tendency to go with the quick fix -- in the end, it will require more constant attention due to its shallow roots while returning little tangible reward for your efforts. With timing, vision and work, this standoff could become a milestone, wherein you begin to make major adjustments or changes to the path of your love life, get back in the game or come out of a slump, learn from mistakes or notice and appreciate what has been before you all along, while letting nature take its course.
Nothing helps a broken heart more than taking action. Write it out, go for a long walk or put up those shelves around your house. You'll find at the end of it that your emotions weren't permanently broken, just bruised. :(
1ST OCS BOOKOUT!!!!
OMFG!!! im finally out! 3 weeks of hell... mentally, physically and emotionally torturing...
haha yeah so we did lotsa shit in camp... like we got turnout at 4am to go for the confidence jump off the 5m high diving platform wearing long 4 then climed up the ocs tower 265 steps... den we played with the MOPP 4 suit which is for chemical defence. damn uncomfortable... den wear it with the gas mask and went into a gas chamber filled with tear gas. then we had to do some exercises inside to make sure we donned the suit properly. then we also had to take off our mask n shout out our name n ic no before we can exit. walao now i noe the power of tear gas.... not funny sia. hahaha yeah
every morning 5bx with run... den pt lesson very wierd one... got "power run" which is run up the hill in 40 sec, interval training 1 round 1:40 n now getting lesser, sbo staircase run... 10 sets of 10 pushups with the push up bar then followed by 10 sets of 6 pullups... omg...my arms r JELLY!!! hahaha yeah well theres lots more but damn lazy to put here la
finally can use the com le... hahaha theres INTERNET TOO!!! woohoo!!! hahaha yeah the whole place is like a hostel la... 2 man bunk, com, kitchenette etc... hahaha lectures too! almost like back to school...
mentally torturing comes when we got lack of slp and lotsa lectres... den when the training gets really tough, the mind starts to wonder if u should really stay on in ocs... oh btw i dio the most siong wing in ocs... alpha... kns... my wing commander is commando one lor... hahaha anyways, its really testing ur will power to stay on in ocs... which someone from my plt did not managed to do... he went AWOL (absent without official leave) aka run away from camp... 1st time in ocs history... yeah so he went to DB for 1 day la... now OOC le... haiz... now u noe how tough the training is huh...
then came the emotional part... maybe im just thinking too much yeah... but i think its gonna be more or less answered by tonight... im more or less prepared for the worst case scenario la... so later who wanna go DRINKING!!! hahaha yeah n there was parents visit on the 1st oct... 2nd week into ocs.. i actually cried when i saw my parents... :( haha it was an emotional time for me... n they really gave me lotsa lotsa support telling me the suffering is all worth it and to pull thru the whole course... i felt much better after crying thou... all those bottled up feelings just all out... makes it so much better for myself... the whole time i have been going thru a roller coaster ride of emotions... ups and downs... when theres lotsa admin time, my mind starts to play mind games... tts when i actually feel damn low... n when the training is fun i feel good... so its really a trying period for me then... so after tt i went to show my parents around the whole place... damn nice view at the top of ocs tower... haha i'll post up the pics next time yeah... haha den when sending them off... it was another tear jerking time for me... yeah n now i kinda feel what gabriel CY told me... when the training gets really tough, u start to call ppl that u wanna confide in... =X yeah so i just wanna thank everyone who has been giving me the support i needed when i was at my darkest time yet... but im much much better now le... hahaha :D
oh well i just finished my 3d2n leadership field camp which started on wed... so we went to rambutan hill to stay for the camp... its a navigation course btw... so we had a compass each... so learnt abt the compass and pacing... den we had day campass test which was fucked up... the area was so damn uneven! slopes, holes, everything la! kns... luckily i passed the day test... :P then got nite compass test... so dark! luckily got moon tt nite... but still damn dark... passed as usual la.. hehe yeah den next day had operation hercules... something like sit test la... yeah i was the 2ic for the river crossing station... damn we onli managed to get some ppl across... so we kinda failed... but had the best plan by far... given more time we could have crossed la... n so we failed n had to all get wet... boots filled with water... sucks man... changed uniform never felt so good... hahaha but boots... haha luckily i brought spare insoles... smart hor! yeah den had nite navi... once again with fbo... the only wing tt did it with fbo la... haha den nite time had haze so we went back to wing line... haha all of us so happy... tot can slp well... so slept at midnite... den kena turnout at 1am... kns fucking sleepy la... yeah den had to change to fbo and kena tekan like fuck... camo on camo off etc... pour water on ourselves... den had to do some questions oso... shagged liao how to think sia! den had to casevec around the whole safti... kns... damn heng no rifle n smoke grenade n thunderflash... hahaha cos we all return le... :P but still damn shagged... lug the damn stretcher with boon on top... damn shagged la... den after tt had some parade... n den had a section sharing session... give a talk on a subject for 5 mins... kns... all sleeping la... hahaha oh well so i onli had less than 5 hrs slp in 3 days... kns... den had lotsa admin time... i spent it doing equipment cleaning... others went to slp... fuck sia... hahaha den had lotsa crap like area cleaning, swim etc... den BOOKOUT!!! hahaha so happy! hahaha so went home n unpacked... den went to bai bai.... den to bedok to massage... damn shiok... slp like pig oso... hahaha so went home n slp... woke up at 12+... slp never felt this good! WAHAHAHA!
haha yeah so we did lotsa shit in camp... like we got turnout at 4am to go for the confidence jump off the 5m high diving platform wearing long 4 then climed up the ocs tower 265 steps... den we played with the MOPP 4 suit which is for chemical defence. damn uncomfortable... den wear it with the gas mask and went into a gas chamber filled with tear gas. then we had to do some exercises inside to make sure we donned the suit properly. then we also had to take off our mask n shout out our name n ic no before we can exit. walao now i noe the power of tear gas.... not funny sia. hahaha yeah
every morning 5bx with run... den pt lesson very wierd one... got "power run" which is run up the hill in 40 sec, interval training 1 round 1:40 n now getting lesser, sbo staircase run... 10 sets of 10 pushups with the push up bar then followed by 10 sets of 6 pullups... omg...my arms r JELLY!!! hahaha yeah well theres lots more but damn lazy to put here la
finally can use the com le... hahaha theres INTERNET TOO!!! woohoo!!! hahaha yeah the whole place is like a hostel la... 2 man bunk, com, kitchenette etc... hahaha lectures too! almost like back to school...
mentally torturing comes when we got lack of slp and lotsa lectres... den when the training gets really tough, the mind starts to wonder if u should really stay on in ocs... oh btw i dio the most siong wing in ocs... alpha... kns... my wing commander is commando one lor... hahaha anyways, its really testing ur will power to stay on in ocs... which someone from my plt did not managed to do... he went AWOL (absent without official leave) aka run away from camp... 1st time in ocs history... yeah so he went to DB for 1 day la... now OOC le... haiz... now u noe how tough the training is huh...
then came the emotional part... maybe im just thinking too much yeah... but i think its gonna be more or less answered by tonight... im more or less prepared for the worst case scenario la... so later who wanna go DRINKING!!! hahaha yeah n there was parents visit on the 1st oct... 2nd week into ocs.. i actually cried when i saw my parents... :( haha it was an emotional time for me... n they really gave me lotsa lotsa support telling me the suffering is all worth it and to pull thru the whole course... i felt much better after crying thou... all those bottled up feelings just all out... makes it so much better for myself... the whole time i have been going thru a roller coaster ride of emotions... ups and downs... when theres lotsa admin time, my mind starts to play mind games... tts when i actually feel damn low... n when the training is fun i feel good... so its really a trying period for me then... so after tt i went to show my parents around the whole place... damn nice view at the top of ocs tower... haha i'll post up the pics next time yeah... haha den when sending them off... it was another tear jerking time for me... yeah n now i kinda feel what gabriel CY told me... when the training gets really tough, u start to call ppl that u wanna confide in... =X yeah so i just wanna thank everyone who has been giving me the support i needed when i was at my darkest time yet... but im much much better now le... hahaha :D
oh well i just finished my 3d2n leadership field camp which started on wed... so we went to rambutan hill to stay for the camp... its a navigation course btw... so we had a compass each... so learnt abt the compass and pacing... den we had day campass test which was fucked up... the area was so damn uneven! slopes, holes, everything la! kns... luckily i passed the day test... :P then got nite compass test... so dark! luckily got moon tt nite... but still damn dark... passed as usual la.. hehe yeah den next day had operation hercules... something like sit test la... yeah i was the 2ic for the river crossing station... damn we onli managed to get some ppl across... so we kinda failed... but had the best plan by far... given more time we could have crossed la... n so we failed n had to all get wet... boots filled with water... sucks man... changed uniform never felt so good... hahaha but boots... haha luckily i brought spare insoles... smart hor! yeah den had nite navi... once again with fbo... the only wing tt did it with fbo la... haha den nite time had haze so we went back to wing line... haha all of us so happy... tot can slp well... so slept at midnite... den kena turnout at 1am... kns fucking sleepy la... yeah den had to change to fbo and kena tekan like fuck... camo on camo off etc... pour water on ourselves... den had to do some questions oso... shagged liao how to think sia! den had to casevec around the whole safti... kns... damn heng no rifle n smoke grenade n thunderflash... hahaha cos we all return le... :P but still damn shagged... lug the damn stretcher with boon on top... damn shagged la... den after tt had some parade... n den had a section sharing session... give a talk on a subject for 5 mins... kns... all sleeping la... hahaha oh well so i onli had less than 5 hrs slp in 3 days... kns... den had lotsa admin time... i spent it doing equipment cleaning... others went to slp... fuck sia... hahaha den had lotsa crap like area cleaning, swim etc... den BOOKOUT!!! hahaha so happy! hahaha so went home n unpacked... den went to bai bai.... den to bedok to massage... damn shiok... slp like pig oso... hahaha so went home n slp... woke up at 12+... slp never felt this good! WAHAHAHA!
Sunday, September 17, 2006
SUPER SUAY DAY...
SUAY!!! well not for me la... for soo chan... haiz... neways directed my mom to safti cos she dunno the way there... den picked up soo chan from her doorstep cos she pikachu... i mean pai ka... :P well went to heeren den walked to paragon to buy plasters for her foot... watched a busker play the drums... super pro sia the kid... hes onli 7 yrs old too... ethan ong is his name i think... yeah den went to taka orchard library n sit down read book... drink chocolate... waited for yy n cl to come... den went to ding tai feng for dinner... we gave her a lucky 4 leaf clover necklace... :D den went shopping at taka... walked thru the rain... haiz this is when the suay-ness comes... so sc bought a green top at zara... den after paying for it n walking towards mandrin... realised the bag was missing! omg... den walked back thinking the bag was on the counter or something... walao... it wasnt there lor... kns... it like disappeared or something sia... even i dun even recall if i even saw her carrying the bag or not... kns... den nvm la... she looked quite upset too... tried to cheer her up... haiz... so went to heeren n shop for earrings... :P bought a nice one... made with crystals la, hand made la, one of a kind la etc... oh well bought it anyways... yeah den went home... shared cab with sc... kns... finding a cab in orchard got so hard meh! kns... wait so long... neways sent her home 1st... made sure she made it to her place safely ba... den back to my place... haha the taxi driver oso was like quite chatty... told me to tell sc to think of happy thoughts... haiz... not gonna be around for 3 weeks... hope and pray that everyone will be safe and healthy... n see u all in 3 weeks time!!! WOOHOO!!! OCS HERE I COME!!!
Saturday, September 16, 2006
KTV!!!
OMG! poor mom soo chan sia... called me today to tell me tt she kena knock down by a van sia... luckily only foot have a minor injury... haiz... so unlucky sia... listening to mp3 with the in-bud headphones tt we bought at comex while crossing road is dangerous! now cant wear footwear somemore... so cham... must buy her a lucky 4 leaf clover for her bday prezzie sia... hahaha yeah so went shopping for more presents :D haha bought a nike dri fit t shirt onli la... going broke le sia... still got to buy the clover n prolly earrings for glucolin... :X :P yeah den went to chevrons to sing K with mason n jeff n LTA(ting ann)... hahaha sang till high sia... den went home... packed finished my stuff in the noon i think... but the damn helmet cant go into my duffle bag sia... walaoeh... i packing my whole cupboard back sia... which took me 2 duffle bags to clear! wtf... now dump out alot of stuff le sia... still cant really fit in sia... :S sianz... gonna be confined 3 weeks sia!!! WAAAA!!! T_T hope i book out on 6th oct or 7th in the noon sia... or else cant go watch the SP musical sia... :S :S :S haiz... we'll see how la... can always give the tix to my bro or sis go watch if i cant make it... hehe
Friday, September 15, 2006
POSTING DAY!!! OCS HERE I COME!!!
OMGOMGOMG!!! soooo wierd... today is posting day... n actually i was told we can check it online at 12noon... but then surain called me at 10 and said can check le... so he helped me check mine... i was so sure i was going sispec... but then he said congrats mother fucker... u r in OCS!!! i jumped outta bed n rushed to on my com cos that fucker surain is a prankster! haha but low and behold! OCS!!! OMFG!!! my mom tot my room was on fire... screaming away so loudly... hahaha yeah so only 5 ppl in my plt got into ocs... n im like super amazed i got in! cos there was sham who was company best, shaun who was plt best, jiang was 2nd best and lionel was prolly 3rd... kns... n i was keeping a low profile most of the time lor... haha think even platoon sergeant dunno me... LOL oh well happy sia... smiling the whole day... ahahaha msg ppl like crazy... hahaha happy day for me... hehe even sergeant kelvin congratulated me... even told me to come back tekong n fuck the csm... hahaha :X oops...
haha raining so heavily... so i wore the gortex jacket out! hahaha omg so cool... lol yeah wore a tank top underneath... haha to show off nice arms... hahaha so went back to skool for gym... but the auntie say we graduated le... so cannot use... sianz... haha met up with esther n collected the tix for the SP musical... haiz... sick n stuck in musical camp... so poor thing~~ haha she said my sis tt time at her bday so sweet... hahaha she'll be happy to hear tt... hahaha so chatted awhile more den went to meet up with hr... yeah man... we both going OCS!!! same wing too!!! hahaha hope we r buddies... :P yeah
went out shopping hahaha bought my sis a pooh bear toy... u noe the one tt uses solar power n shake its head? yeah haha den bought my mom a cd... her fav singer when she was a teen... haha 5cd promo thing la... ah well got more cash le... so tts y got so many ppl wan present from me... haha now gotta buy mom sc a prezzie cos her bday comin soon... haha n 1 for esther too... :X haha think earrings will do the trick... hahaha dunno la... see how... oh well
haha raining so heavily... so i wore the gortex jacket out! hahaha omg so cool... lol yeah wore a tank top underneath... haha to show off nice arms... hahaha so went back to skool for gym... but the auntie say we graduated le... so cannot use... sianz... haha met up with esther n collected the tix for the SP musical... haiz... sick n stuck in musical camp... so poor thing~~ haha she said my sis tt time at her bday so sweet... hahaha she'll be happy to hear tt... hahaha so chatted awhile more den went to meet up with hr... yeah man... we both going OCS!!! same wing too!!! hahaha hope we r buddies... :P yeah
went out shopping hahaha bought my sis a pooh bear toy... u noe the one tt uses solar power n shake its head? yeah haha den bought my mom a cd... her fav singer when she was a teen... haha 5cd promo thing la... ah well got more cash le... so tts y got so many ppl wan present from me... haha now gotta buy mom sc a prezzie cos her bday comin soon... haha n 1 for esther too... :X haha think earrings will do the trick... hahaha dunno la... see how... oh well
Thursday, September 14, 2006
POP OH!!! PRIVATES NITE OUT!!!
eh-ah-eh-ah platoon 2 platoon 2! eh-ah-eh-ah platoon 2 platoon 2! CHECK CLEAR! CLEAR!
POP OH!!!
haha the march past... so heng i in front... :P nice pose huh... :P
at the lift lobby and the pullup bar which i trained on with my SBO (im wearing it) for 3 nights...
my section mates... n a topless me... heheheYEAH!!! POP OH!!! really had an enjoyable time in tekong man... anyways on the last 2 nites... our good friend adam who can see "things" started telling us wat he saw... or was still seeing... hahaha yeah dun wanna scare u all... better not say... :X hahaha so anyways we had to do sai kang AGAIN... even for our own POP parade... :( fucked up... haha yeah so we were standing in the sun for quite abit... past few rehearsals were hotter... got tanned... n sunburnt... ouch...
haha n now im no longer married le!!!! who wanna woo me??? :X wahahahaha ya ur wife is ur rifle... i disowned her le... :X hahaha threw her into the tonner with a bunch of other bitches! hahaha i just love tt feeling of throwing the rifle... WAHAHAHA but i kissed it goodbye cos it gave me the bragging rights of calling myself a marksman... :P hahaha so yeah it was a tear-jerking thing once we threw our caps off... take pics like theres no tmr... hugged my 2 greatest buddies that i could ask for, my platoon mates, my 2 ass fuck buddies jiang and AY... hahaha cos we 3 always together in the height sizing thing... the coy photo, the plt photo and even the POP FUP... hahaha n also my brokeback partner ting ann! and to the 3 musketeers: me daniel and ganesh... cos we 3 were sitting together during the 1st day of enlistment and we sticked together from dragon coy to be moved to gryphon coy and eventually ended up as section mates! hahaha man it was sure a day of mixed feelings... happy that we r going outta this island... i hope... hahaha but sad too cos the friends i made r going separate ways... :( hahaha :X yup and for everything else, theres mastercard... haha lame... but still i almost cried... just tears of joy i suppose... really gonna miss everyone... cos we bathe, shit, eat, slp, suffer, celebrate, move cupboard... hahaha do everything together la... hahaha yeah n i finished BMT w/o getting atten b or c sia!!! woohoo!!!
went out to newton with our commanders... now we r PRIVATES!!! hahaha no longer chao recruits! wahahaha had supper n den drove to east coast to play some pool... den went to still rd for some drinks... hahaha 3 am le den went back home... :S den cant wake up to play basketball with ting ann n the rest... psps ah... next time k? hahaha
oh where will i get posted to??? so gan jeong!!! i really pray so hard its gonna be ocs but chances are almost impossible... :( highly likely its gonna be sispec... :( sigh... just gimme a shoulder to cry on when the posting is out tmr 12noon... T_T
Sunday, September 10, 2006
NITE OUT
MAN! one hella nite... went to vilage to have some beer n some sausage den went over to alley bar to have a drink... its brazilian nite... hahaha BIKINI BABES!!! DROOLZ!!! hahaha den went to marina south for a spin... den to holland v for a drink... non-alcoholic... watch the man utd match too... hehe man utd won again :D ahahaha could have been a high scoring game... den went home to slp -_-ZzZ
Saturday, September 09, 2006
4 MORE DAYS TO POP OH!!!
YEAH!!! just another 4 more days!!! hehehe neways last week was comex week! haha went n got myself a webcam!!! :D haha fun shit... yeah so this week was kinda hectic... had ippt final test... so nervous sia... cos i really really wanted to get a silver... n it was just 1 more pullup for a silver... just gotta do 8... i only did 7 for the past few ippt tests... but listened to hong rei's advice and used my SBO and packed it up with 2 full waterbottles, poncho, 4 rations and a leg weight of 5kg all strapped to it and do pullups... roughly i think it weighed abt 10kg... hahaha n MAN it WORKED! hahaha i did 11 pullups!!! OMFG!!! stunned sia O_O i just mount the bar thinking i can onli do 7 den had to push past my limit for the 8th one... but who knew i did 11!!! the 12th one was 1 head away too! hahaha happy sia... n my SOC timing kinda shitty... 11:53... sucks sia... should have ran in the beggining and should not strap my rifle to the sbo... jam there n try to unsling for like damn long la... sianz... den thurs had 24km route march... fucking hell dragon coy conducting... DAMN SLOW LIKE TURTLE SIA!!! fat asses so slow... troops crawling sia! fucking hell oso dunno how to calculate distance properly... confirm marched more than 24 lor... at least 28 sia! ccb... somemore so slow pace n the dragon and kestrel fatasses got so many fallout... PUSSIES!!! so many times i was telling my sergeant to overtake them... but cannot... cos dragon was the conducting and only they can be in front to set the pace... fuck sia... both welfare coy... D and K... when we stop for 5 min break after 2km, they take off everything n sit on the floor... which only occurs when u finish 2 more km and have a 15 min break... the 5 min break u stand with everything on... PUSSIES!!! neways heres a little tip if u dun wanna suffer during 24km rm... have like a medical history of something... like asthma or heat stroke... den they will give u a white tape to tie on ur helmet and a lightstick and u march in front... which is like so much easier than marching behind... yeah or alternatively just march in front... just that u dun have the lightstick which is soooo fun at night... hehehe n the white band with alot of shit like mine saying "u slow turtle!" behind my helmet... :P hahaha ah well was quite a good march... gonna miss my platoon mates... though not all of them... especially one who got us fucked upside-down again for eating gum... fucking moron... ah well... hes just like tt... a CB recruit... hahaha
ohohoh lemme type out the lyrics of a damn funny song... army song la... if u noe abt the cupboard parade that we gryphon had... u'll laugh at it... ok so its sung to the "A is for airborne" tune... goes like this:
down by the smoking point
saw a soyabean can
call down the whole company
no one want to admit
push them
HA
kick them
HA
push them kick them
HA HA
into the corridor
let him (the officer who ordered it) see
while we move our cupboard
shamugam is bleeding (the recruit who knocked his head on the clothes hook of the cupboard)
eh don't be a fool
somebody say it was platoon 2
OI!
it was platoon 4~~~~~
cupboard!
cupboard!
all the way!
we push it here!
we push it there!
we push it everywhere!
everywhere!
well this was one funny week... i actually played the fire hose for the first time in my life! hahaha just to spray the track cos it was muddy... :P hahaha yeah n it was games day this week too... damn fun! hahaha i was in the tentage party... build and decorate the tent... got 2nd prize!!! WOOHOO!! den oso kena sabo-ed into the cheerleading squad... which won 3rd prize! hahaha n GRYPHON WAS THE OVERALL CHAMPS!!! WOOHOO!!! ego boost... hahaha... got nice streamers on our coy flag oso for POP sia... hahaha
sigh... dunno where i will be posted to... so gan jeong! i really really hope its OCS... SISPEC not so keen... but this whole week has been slack... n it gave me lotsa time to think... or should i say mess up my mind and play mind games with myself... suddenly my will power to go for another 9 months of command school is fading... in such a mess now... luckily got no gf sia... or else even worse cos SISPEC = Suffer In Silence Plus Extra Confinement... :S yeah so platoon best was sham... well he deserved it for sure... high chance hes goin ocs man... hope i can to too... :( yeah n like this is totally not my kinda life... dunno... this 3+ months feels like a dream... but its gonna be a 2 yr dream... sigh... only 3 months have passed... wat does the future hold in store for me... life was so much simpler while schooling... just noe that theres 2 yrs of kindergarden... 6 yrs of pri skool, 4 yrs of sec, 3 yrs of poly, den 2 yrs of ns... wat next??? uni for sure... planning for 1 yr max to get my honours... haiz... or isit my mind just playing games on me again...
ohohoh lemme type out the lyrics of a damn funny song... army song la... if u noe abt the cupboard parade that we gryphon had... u'll laugh at it... ok so its sung to the "A is for airborne" tune... goes like this:
down by the smoking point
saw a soyabean can
call down the whole company
no one want to admit
push them
HA
kick them
HA
push them kick them
HA HA
into the corridor
let him (the officer who ordered it) see
while we move our cupboard
shamugam is bleeding (the recruit who knocked his head on the clothes hook of the cupboard)
eh don't be a fool
somebody say it was platoon 2
OI!
it was platoon 4~~~~~
cupboard!
cupboard!
all the way!
we push it here!
we push it there!
we push it everywhere!
everywhere!
well this was one funny week... i actually played the fire hose for the first time in my life! hahaha just to spray the track cos it was muddy... :P hahaha yeah n it was games day this week too... damn fun! hahaha i was in the tentage party... build and decorate the tent... got 2nd prize!!! WOOHOO!! den oso kena sabo-ed into the cheerleading squad... which won 3rd prize! hahaha n GRYPHON WAS THE OVERALL CHAMPS!!! WOOHOO!!! ego boost... hahaha... got nice streamers on our coy flag oso for POP sia... hahaha
sigh... dunno where i will be posted to... so gan jeong! i really really hope its OCS... SISPEC not so keen... but this whole week has been slack... n it gave me lotsa time to think... or should i say mess up my mind and play mind games with myself... suddenly my will power to go for another 9 months of command school is fading... in such a mess now... luckily got no gf sia... or else even worse cos SISPEC = Suffer In Silence Plus Extra Confinement... :S yeah so platoon best was sham... well he deserved it for sure... high chance hes goin ocs man... hope i can to too... :( yeah n like this is totally not my kinda life... dunno... this 3+ months feels like a dream... but its gonna be a 2 yr dream... sigh... only 3 months have passed... wat does the future hold in store for me... life was so much simpler while schooling... just noe that theres 2 yrs of kindergarden... 6 yrs of pri skool, 4 yrs of sec, 3 yrs of poly, den 2 yrs of ns... wat next??? uni for sure... planning for 1 yr max to get my honours... haiz... or isit my mind just playing games on me again...
Sunday, September 03, 2006
SOCCER!!!
BORED~~~ yeah friggin bored... so went for a run last nite... damn full sia... almost vomited out... hahaha so slow oso... clocked 12min flat... die sia... nvm la i think 8 pullups can le... pray hard i can do 8 on mon sia... ippt test on mon... :S sigh... worst part is that hr got platoon best recruit... n he only passed ippt, soc and didnt even got marksman... O_O wtf!!! hahaha nvm la... dun stress out... later cant perform my best... :P yeah anyways went to walawala bar at holland v to watch eng thrash andorra 5-0 with jz bh n sc... and wrote my commander's appraisal at the same time... hehehe sucks sia... write like crap too... haiz... bh drove us back n i started playing dota... walao... slp at 340 sia... once again functioning on 5 hrs slp... hahaha
Saturday, September 02, 2006
2 MORE WEEKS!!!
WOOHOO!!! 2 more weeks!!! yeah so last sunday i went to esther's place for her birthday party... haha gave her a pooh puzzle that i made in camp :P hahaha n boy! her dog meow meow is soooo cute!!! ahahahaha theres lots more nicnames... like happy carrot n jia jia... lol but meow meow is still the wierdest... cos its like for cats... n shes a dog... duh! hahaha neways played some tennis... long long time since i last played... :S den had lunch at loy kee chicken rice... den went for a swim... eh more like a dip in the pool hahaha yeah so den i had to leave... booking in... :( sigh... hahaha but this whole week was kinda slack... well thurs was supposed to have IPPT... thank god it rained! hahahaha i was soooo nervous! but it rained and rained and rained the whole day! so much so that it was FREEZING! hahaha snow city in tekong... :X anyways, that night was a thurs nite... :S stupid buddy of mine playing games... hiding here n there and scaring the living daylights outta everyone... n hes indian too... extra scary cos... u noe y la.. hahaha ya so fri was SOC DAY!!! omfg... now i noe y we sing "SOC, si beh jia lat!" luckily i passed... so 100% will be in catB... ran my guts out the last 600m sia... ended up 2nd in my section! woohoo! hahaha wa but the low wall after the 700m rundown not funny sia... hahaha cos if u fail an obstacle, u gotta take off ur no. tag... n omfg... i was the 8th wave to go for SOC and there was like a pile of tags on the floor already!!! O_O but i passed everything in 1 try lea... hehe but got hogged at the parallel bar, swing trainer and low rope... kns... hahaha yeah so then more admin time... n kena sabo-ed to do cheerleading for games day on tues... -_- cheerleading sia... :S sigh... nvm book out! hahaha tts wats most important! hahaha went home n changed n cheong! went dbl O with sean paul, charleston and calvin... ended up in O bar cos dbl O was playing trance... not my type of music... prefer r&b... which was wat they were playing at O bar... haha had a jug of vodka-red bull... no kick... a glass of rum n coke too... den hit the dance floor! hahaha they seriously should not put on ESPN... cos i was watching the man utd vs charlton match n totally didn't notice gals checking me out... O_O hahaha oblivious sia... damn... should have grinded some... :X jkjk yeah so kinda stoned now... slp at 3 this morning... nows like 8am... slp is of the least importance during bookout... HAHAHA n besides... i can function on 5 hrs of slp... all thanks to guard duty... lol
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