Tuesday, July 03, 2007

I'M SORRY MOMMA, I NEVER MEANT TO HURT YOU, I NEVER MEANT TO MAKE YOU CRY BUT TONIGHT I'M CLEANING OUT MY CLOSET

ok so last night i sort of had a confrontation with "mom"... partially due to the fact that i was pretty disappointed at her for not being able to go for the class gathering even though i told her like ages ago... and its not like this is the 1st time or what... i prolly lost count of the numerous times she fly kite... its like thats her favourite hobby... staying home and flying kite... its like 2 months since the last meeting and its as if shes changed and not for the better... or have i changed? i really dunno... its cos shes really so secretive abt everything that i start to let my imagination run wild and she blames me for thinking too much... even when i asked if she still values our friendship, the reply was "Ya friendship" i mean like thats not even half sincere... only when i press her for some sort of sincerity then she tries to change the subject saying that shes really tired and stuff... sure shes tired and i dont doubt her for it but then she finally say someting sincere but that i was pushing her too much and she didnt like it... i mean like this day wouldnt come if everyone was open and stuff and not be so draggy till i had to resort to this ultimatum which personally i feel i shouldnt have done it in retrospect but still i felt it was necessary to clear out the air...

so i say im sorry momma, i never meant to hurt you, i never meant to make you cry but tonight im cleaning out my closet...

July 03, 2007

Loving someone also means knowing when to let go. So part of you may want to keep the situation status quo, but deep down you know that's just not feasible or healthy for either of you in the long run.

Being perfect is impossible -- so why don't you stop aiming for it and give yourself a break today?! Be cool with the fact that your shirt has a few wrinkles, ignore the fact that you sent an email that had a typo in it, and just shrug your shoulders and smile if you forget someone's name. These things happen, and no one is worse off for it. Imperfections are part of what makes us human -- and mistakes make the world interesting, so embrace them and feel free to make a couple!

Why rush it? If you're less than inspired by the latest crop of online personals profiles -- or less than inspired when it comes to putting together a funny message or great date -- the stars say just hold off for now.

Monday, July 02, 2007

FOOD FEST!

haha this weekend i spent it with my family... went to fisherman's wharf for dinner on sat... wow it was quite a find... know it thru word of mouth... haha well i personally feel that the fish n chips they serve is better than the ones at fish n *cough* hahahathen sunday went to adam rd to have nasi lemak then walked over to serene centre to have ice cream at island creamy! hahaha powerful stuff... had reversO and blueberry pie... shiok sia... hahaha oh wells this sunday 8th july having class gathering at vivo marche then watching transformers after that... hahaha PX is VIP!!!

July 02, 2007

This ride seems like a lot of fun at first, but after a while you have to ask yourself if it's going anywhere. Okay, you may not be able to see a lot of forward motion, but can't you enjoy a few little side trips?

You will want to help a lot of people today, but you might not have all the resources you need to get the job done. So you'll have to do what great cooks sometimes do when they don't have all the ingredients they need: scale things down. Instead of trying to help many folks, just pick one. Find that one person who could use a smile, a few extra dollars, or just some of your goodwill. Make a difference in one person's life, and you'll make a difference in your own.

Your concentration for work matters may be minimal, but the free-form, daydreamy thing you've got going is perfect for contemplation of matters of the heart. Hint: Change is good, love-life-wise.

07/02/2007 - 07/08/2007

Certain expectations put on you on Monday or Tuesday might mean you already feel like you need a break (and the week's just started!). Set some limits; don't push yourself to the point of stress. Around Wednesday, life looks much easier (and love may, too). It's a gorgeous time to commence or continue something creative, something that'll really change your world. You might be entirely absorbed in something or someone from Friday through the weekend -- but don't miss an element that's not immediately apparent!

You may discover early this week that your romantic urges are a bit unrealistic, but you can also tell deep down that you're going to be a lot happier when you find something that really clicks. Talk things over with your partner or a friend and you'll see what you need to do. Wednesday and Thursday are near-perfect days, and you almost certainly move into a new and exciting phase of life. Something doesn't quite add up this weekend, but you ought to be able to figure it out with a little help from the right person.

July

You, of all people, understand that no matter how much of an individual you are, nobody ever got anywhere without the help of friends. On the 1st, said friends are instrumental, yet again, to helping you get to wherever it is you want to go. You, of course, would never forget to graciously thank them. But go ahead and do something extra special this time. On the 4th, 5th and 6th, it's as if you're inhabiting a charmed circle. Everything that enters the space around you seems to take on a special sparkle. Projects you have a hand in become more successful. Romances blossom in your wake. And so forth. Enjoy this special time. On the 10th and 11th, you could feel overwhelmed. Slow way down to avoid getting tired. On the 17th and 18th, your focus is on relationships. You could find out something about someone that changes your take on things completely. On the 23rd, watch out at work. There's something fishy going on. Go ahead and daydream on the 28th -- those daydreams could become realities by the fantastic 31st.

You've never had a problem with being set up on a date. After all, you figure that if you know somebody and somebody they know seems like they might be interesting, you're ready to go out to dinner and give them a chance. After all, it doesn't mean you have to tie the knot -- it's just a good way to get to know people who could turn out to be potential romantic partners. On the 1st, one of your friends with excellent taste is going to be working behind the scenes to set you up with someone who could be very interesting. The very romantic 4th and 5th are good days to explore some of these blind date possibilities. By the 11th, you could be a little bit tired of it all. That's not to say that you didn't like them -- it just means there's a lot of new information to process. Give yourself a break. On the 15th and 16th, focus on yourself. Get to the gym, eat right, get a lot of sleep. That's the best way to ensure you do the best you can when a relationship issue comes up on the 18th. On the 23rd, watch out: Somebody may be less charming than they seem. On the 27th and 28th, you could get a little more help from your friends. You end the month, on the 31st, with some seriously excellent romance. Great! You deserve it.

Saturday, June 30, 2007

TRUNK NODE PC...

-_-ZZZ kns... i kena node platoon commander sia... of the worst possible choices... haiz... well so anyways this week was quite a slack week for me... we only had 2 turnouts for UIP... the main one starting at 2am then ending at 6am... it was actually quite fun thou we did like 1000 pushups and situps and other crap... hahaha alpha trained me well... hahaha cos alpha wing has this reputation of being the most shiong wing in the whole of ocs and our turnouts are HELL! hahaha this was peanuts compared to what we alpha-ians been thru... hahaha and i've gotten myself an older "sister"!! hahaha well i might have lost contact with "mom" soo chan but how i've got esther jie jie! hahaha

yeah so later at night we had our initiation where we were forced to drink a can of tiger beer for every mistake or anything the commanders deemed was crap standard... i ended up drinking 9 cans of beer and a half yard which is about half a jug which was spiked with vodka... kns... hahaha but cos i forced myself to puke it out, i was one of the more sober ones left... hahaha so i had to help clear up the mess then walked back to bunk and even was sober enough to take a shower before sleeping... hahaha and no way am i gonna drink tiger beer any more... kns... the cans downed within 1 min is a killer... somemore after we finish we must tilt the cans over our heads and every drop = 1 more can... -_- what a waste of beer lor... but still its only tiger... SUCKS! HAHAHA

next day we all were kinda having hangovers cos we drank on an empty stomach... hahaha but ms yee advised me to take oily stuff to better ease the hangover and it kinda worked! haha damn now i seem to be having a beer gut... :S hahaha yeah so ended up in node 32 PC... kns... but together with me was mok, rusty and chee han... and the best part is that MOK who has been with me in gryphon, alpha and signals is now joining me again in trunk node! hahaha that means we're gonna bee together for the entire 2 yrs of my ns life! hahahaha i'm so gonna buy 4D this weekend... lol

went down to OAL which hong rui reccommended for uni application... at first the guy wasn't exactly very friendly, but somehow after i told him i was a signals officer, he started to become really friendly cos he was a guards pc too hahaha and he said that my results can easily get me into final yr of biomed course. hahaha and i though that i was doomed from the 4C's... hahaha oh wells now i've got some direction on where to go and over this week in office i'll read thru the prospectus he gave me and i'll come to a decision soon lo... hahaha and i'll prolly ask mr fraser and the other lecturers for help cos i got leave and i'll use it to go back n visit them as well as get some advice and stuff... hahaha ok so it seems as if life just started for me... the past yr was just to fool around and play so now is the time to finally focus and work towards my goal... =D

oh yeah 8th july is the class gathering for lunch. i dun really have any ideas where to go as yet... any ideas? then after that go watch transformers... hehe oh n pei xuan is gonna be the vip for the day hahaha

Sunday, June 24, 2007

MOVIES MOVIES MOVIES

HAHA yup so its been another slack week. been sleeping in camp ALOT... at least 10 hours a day? hahaha yeah especially friday cos we just had a 5km run then nothing else till bookout! haha yep so after we booked out, i headed home n rushed to meet esther at cine for dinner at the hong kong cafe. i still got there earlier than her thou... haha yeah so esther's gotten slimmer (i think) and prettier too! hahaha now u owe me $10 le... haha jkjk. n the swelling is not that obvious la... n i was just kidding when i said that the swelling went down to ur butt! hahaha yeah it was nice catching up with her and seems like shes gonna start school soon again le! hahaha speaking of school, ms phoon quit le! O_O stunned sia! well i had to ask mr ho for her no then asked her how was she. man shes on a holiday sia! -_- hahaha oh n these few days i've been in contact with ms isabel yee... she's getting MARRIED! WOW HUH! haha she even invited our class provided we can make it to KL on the 1st of december... haha i think i can go... just that getting up to KL is a problem... haha yeah then we went to watch fantastic 4! hahaha jessica alba! OMG but she didnt look that hot with blonde hair... i think i prefer her to be brunette. haha overall the show kinda sucked but cos i didnt really read the comics before, it seemed good at first but after finding out abit more history on the comic, i felt that the show was very rushed and very summarised. and besides, silver surfer is like one of the most powerful superheros around man! n he looked quite pathetic. haha yeah so then we took a stroll down orchard rd n had ice cream. chatted awhile more before her bf came n u noe me la. i dun like to become a streetlamp so i headed home.

hahaha yeah n the wierdest part was when she msged me remarks on our meeting... said i wasnt gentlemanly enough eg i didnt take her plate for her. ok that was my bad really. usually i would have taken it but i dunno y i didnt... haha wait thats not the only point. then she said that i walked too fast and always leave her behind. well thats one point i wanna clarify. so just where exactly should you position yourself when walking with a girl? i mean like for me im so used to walking in front cos i'm in a position whereby i lead my men as a commander. so for me its like second nature to just walk ahead and lead the way. haha ok then when we bought ice cream i bought mine first before she did. O.o hahaha but in retrospect i really did do all those little trivial things that somehow esther managed to pinpoint in just one meeting. haha so now i've been enrolled into the esther's school of being a gentleman. hahaha so whens the next class teacher? hahaha

sat was supposed to go see a doc at AMK polyclinic and then later go to the agency that hong rui told me about for the uni application. but being a lazy ass and cos my dad isnt in town so nobody to fetch me there... hahaha so i postponed it to next week lo. haha funny part was when yen said i didnt go to AMK polyclinic. haha yeah cos she works there la and i did told her i was gonna go on sat... haha no car la... im such a lazy ass... hahaha then went to PS and met up with myloh. omg he got a KOREAN GIRLDFRIEND! O_O now something is seriously wrong with my love life... hahaha but i guess when the time is ripe it will all fall into place so i guess theres no point in me worrying or whatever. just let nature take its path.

hahaha yeah so we went to the cathay to watch the girl who leapt through time. though it seems like a crappy show cos of the not-so-fantastic poster, the movie was actually really nice! the storyline was in fact much much better than that of the silver surfer! yeah i would highly reccommend this show to all. haha yes its funny yet its got a very touching storyline to it. so like the title of the movie says it all. she can time leap but its limited which she got to know quite late into the story. and she just uses it to change the things that didnt go well for her but as anyone will know, one person's gain is another person's loss though she did try to get a win-win situation in most cases. hahaha the part that took a significant impact on me was when one of her best friends asked her to be his girlfriend. so she tried ways of avoiding it till she was so damn fustrated she just took a different route home. but for the rest of time she was constantly avoiding him until the point another girl went up to him and hooked up. later on in the story she regretted it cos she then started to have feelings for him and turned back time yada yada no more show spoiler le la haha yep enough said.

after the show we had hot dogs for dinner... hahaha then played some arcade games... haha its been like ages since i last played sia. haha then myloh left and i sat at bk reading eldest. haha i finished eragon back in camp and its a really entertaining book i must say. soo chan called and she sounded like she was on crack or something. asked if the gang was meeting tonight but no. one moment she wanted to go out then the next moment she didnt. im starting to wonder if she really is on crack or not. like who has mood swings this fast? or is it just a case of fickle-minded-ness which i really detest. hahaha so anyways met up with nel, heman and jay to watch ocean's 13. nice show sia hahaha really entertaining especially if you've watched the previous 2 oceans. hahaha

went to watch nancy drew with hr, jay, nel n jing zhou... wow emma roberts is HOT! haha she is sooooo cute! hahaha really overall the show was quite nice. but emma roberts... omg... hahaha she is HOT! hahaha even thou she wore like 80's fashion style she still was pretty. haha and she did look abit like her aunt julia roberts in some ways... haha oh wells but emma is still young! hehe yeah so then we went to have pepper lunch for dinner... lol such irony huh... haha

Sunday, June 17, 2007

COMMS BALL!

yeah tonight was our commissioning ball dinner which was held at the grand hyatt. quite a nice place... anyways i managed to get a date with all the credit going to my mom haha cos my date was my mom's friend's daughter... well we ever met for a game of pool so we had stuff in common to talk about... hahaha anyways went for the cocktail reception then we proceeded into dinner. usual chinese 8 course meal (i think) with the cold dish then sharks fin soup then roast chicken then fish then prawns then mushrooms and some kinda veg then fried udon then strawberry pudding for dessert. hahaha man the emcee was hillarious! hahaha omg... i just kept on laughting non stop! hahaha all the jokes were towards the RA side thou... but still it was really funny... especially the part when he strutted his stuff on stage! omg... poor ah boo... getting picked on... haha and sara! omg the tamil MTV he did was typical sara style! hahaha oh wells i'm gonna miss everyone sia... especially my buddy wayne! who was voted mr SOCC... WAHAHAHAHA!!! den mok proposed to his girlfriend and we all gathered around the stage... hahaha she was really shy but in the end it was mission accomplished! hahaha congrats mok! hahaha yup then we had the lucky draw... me not very lucky la... missed out on the grand prize which was a PSP! GOLD EDITION SOMEMORE!!! well pat is a lucky fella... haha then we took some pics then i walked stephanie to the drop off point and her parents picked her up home... then dad came n went home too...

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

3 SIG...

wa sian... kena posted to 3 sig... haiz... stay in and every other week go for exercises one... damn shiong i heard... :S haiz... y couldnt i get the office job... fuck cos i screwed up the interview la... hahaha anyways today is the last day that all of us were back in SI for some courses... yesterday we went back to OCS and listen to 7 stories by commandant... den back to SI for courses then we went to the officer's mess! wow got pool table, foosball and airhockey table sia! hahaha beer too! nice... oh wells im gonna miss everyone especially my buddy wayne... knew him for 6 months le... been thru thick and thin with him man... lotsa shit together... man im so gonna miss everyone... but luckily im going to 3 sig with a big bunch of the signals family... haha so not as lonely as the BSO's or other ppl... UIP LO!!! TURNOUT TURNOUT!!! SIANZ!!!

ps who wanna learn driving with me??? hahaha and anyone wanna apply for uni too? im gonna apply real soon... oh and once i get accepted i'm gonna have a study session or something too... finding study buddies now... hehe

Sunday, June 10, 2007

ONE BLACK BAR!!!

WOOTS!!! finally! 1 black bar after 38 weeks of training... the last 3 weeks was a hectic rush... everyday rehearsals... march till i think i can get haemolysis... hahahahaha so thursday we had a full dress rehearsal with commandant's vetting... he said it was crap... :( haha but we all thought so too la... well there was a rainbow on that day which was a nice sight to see... friday's rehearsal was much better and commandant said we deserved a nights off... hahaha this time there was an even bigger rainbow! spectacular! hahaha yeah so we dragged most of our stuff back home... then next day booked in for the last time! woohoo! 10am somemore!!! hahahaha shiok! then just did lotsa area cleaning and kiwi our boots so shining till we can see upskirts! :P hahahaha! yeah so we gathered at the warriers hall and it was OVERCAST! omfg... there was only 1 parade in the history of ocs that rained... and that was one of my officer's parade... damn sad case... all that sweat and effort for nothing... but lucky for us we just had the parade delayed awhile but we still had the parade hahaha phew! yeah well most of the female guests were wearing skirts... mini skirts... holy shit... especially since they will be at the stands and we are down on the parade square... but still prolly we would need a pair of binos to see it la... hahax but still its a good distraction when we just stand there and do nothing... keeps the mind off the achin feet... haha anyways we just love to sing this song... its called 相信我把新加坡 trust me singapore. goes like this edited version...

i saw a chio bu walking down the street
wearing a mini skirt with nothing underneath
when the wind blows i see everything
相信我把新加坡!

hahaha then we did our parade and i just loved the last part where we just toss our caps and just jumped for joy! ahahaha i though i was gonna cry but cos it was so damn hot, i guess i just dehydrated due to all the sweat loss thus no more tears... hahaha then was dinner... sux sia... so wierd also... having an officer among 3 cadets OOPS i mean newly commissioned officers :P hahaha and the funniest part was that the juniors greeted me especially the first one... and i was like who is he greeting? OH its me! hahaha *salute back* good evening! hahaha boy... gotta get used to it lo... hehe yup so then we took lotsa pics with everyone... everyone look so smart especially hong rei cos navy wears all white from head to toe! hahaha so damn obvious its mids ppl lo... haha then we went home and changed then went out with my family to dempsy rd wine company to celebrate! hahaha well officially i commission on the 10th so at the stroke of midnight we had a toast! hahaha yep so i'll just post up the pics next time once i uploaded them all to my com... hehehe

Saturday, June 02, 2007

1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY

YAY! 1 yr anniversary in army lo! hahaha 1 more yr to ORD... =( haha so i've gained lots of new friends but mostly are like on-the-surface kinda friends, lost several good friends as well, constantly going in and out of depression, got my heart broken (or should i say nearly) once, learnt lots of vulgarities and army knowledge, forgot all about my studies, watched tons of movies, spent tons on cab fare as well... hahaha the list just goes on... oh wells thats 1 yr down 1 more yr to go... =(

haha so last nite we had ACPC... finally got my long awaited sword lo! hahaha SWORD FIGHT! =X jkjk not gonna be like bryan wong the actor... hahaha long story... then had a very stressful fine dining dinner... lol and then a drinking session at the cadet's mess... the OCS spirit... a bloody strong mix of alcoholic drinks... BLEA~ bad taste sia... hahaha yeah then today we had parade rehearsals again... 1/2 day... then had to stay back to polish boots -_- hahaha then BOOKOUT LO! hahaha went to watch shrek 3 with hr, nel, jay n heman... nel got back from brunei baby! ahahaha must salute him one sia... got the JCC badge lo... power... yeah shrek 3 is really funny sia... hahaha go watch it if u can... hehe

June 02, 2007


Ever eaten an unripe piece of fruit? Gross! Now remember that feeling before you try and make a situation happen before all the elements are in place. Bide your time and keep testing for ripeness and you'll be a happy camper.

Helping other people will be much easier than you think today -- and it won't require that you get too involved in their lives. Just by going about your daily routine, you'll be helping others complete their daily tasks more efficiently. They are relying on you to keep doing what you do, and not pay any special attention to them. Overt attempts to provide assistance could make some people feel self-conscious. So give them their space and try not to hover.

Too shy to talk to that cutie across that crowded room? This is when a good wingperson (or two) can come in handy. Let them boost your confidence, let them go suss out this person's situation -- let them work for you!

June 03, 2007

Does the end justify the means? That's a question only you can answer. The stars give you some gray areas to work with. Not to worry -- you're more than capable of deciding whether this situation is black or white.

Are you just a little bit bored with your life right now? If you are ready for a new adventure, then step up and take control of the unchallenging situation that you're currently in. Your leadership capabilities have never been stronger, and it will be extremely easy to tap into the positive attitudes of nearby people who can help you point your life in a different direction. Just by adding some fresh scenery to your day, you will gain all the excitement you need.

Asking someone to set you up may feel funny, but chances are the people you know and adore have friends who just might fit your personal bill. Start a conversation about singledom, and work around to it.

06/04/2007 - 06/10/2007

Why be a martyr on Monday when a friend or coworker's happy to help? If you feel funny asking, arrange for a mutually beneficial trade. Around Tuesday and Wednesday, fuse your imagination and your intellectual side for amazing results. Some free-form thought might give rise to surprising next steps for your relationship, career or life at large. Be glad you're you on Thursday and Friday, and be ready for additional appreciation from those around you, too. You're just extra great (and extra hot) now. This weekend, get to the bottom of a puzzling situation.

You need to make the first move or suggest the day's activity on Monday, but soon you settle into your normal give-and-take. Midweek brings a static to the air that makes it hard to focus, so try to beg off if someone wants to engage you in deep or emotional conversation -- you don't want to be seen as distracted! Your good energy surges later in the week and you're inspired to do something nice for yourself. If you're lucky, that inspiration will hit others. Match your life to your dreams this weekend and work to bring them closer together.

Friday, June 01, 2007

ACPC

WELL todays the day where we all wear our no 2 all nice and smart looking and stuff to get our SWORD! hahaha then its onto some fancy western dinner and then a post dinner drinking session... hahaha yeah so tmr is my 1 yr anniversary in the army le... hahaha wonder how to celebrate sia... :P

June 01, 2007

A motley collection of details can seem pretty random until you take a big step back. Then you get the magic 'aha!' that helps you see the underlying connections. Now you know you're on the right track.

Some very interesting news is coming down from one of your friends in high places today, so get ready to rearrange your schedule so you can take advantage of some new social opportunities. You are going to be eager to show off the new and improved you! This day is all about making yourself see things in a new light and opening yourself up to new possibilities. Change is coming, and you are more than ready for it!

You've got plenty of stories to tell, and you're charming as heck, but be sure to let them get a word or two in edgewise too. Take an active interest in what they say, and let your relevant, witty questions show it.

June

The 1st, trust your instincts: If an authority thinks they know better and you know they don't, stick to your guns. Stay true to yourself and luck will be on your side. By the 4th, 5th and 6th, your winning combination of dreams and intellect will have won you a number of admirers. You are attracting some romantic admirers with your stunning good looks, as well. The 7th and 8th, everything you touch sparkles like the eyes of the person you've got your eyes on. By the 12th, you are very ready to receive a love letter, which is a good thing, because it looks like one is on its way to you. The 16th, a little mystery goes a long way, and somebody is going to want to solve yours. The 21st, you get analytical about a relationship, and the person in the relationship with you might not be so eager to hear your critique. Decide how important it is to you to share your opinion before you do. The 26th, watch out for somebody who might be a little too negative a little too often. You don't really need that, do you? The 30th, you end your month with a little help from a friend in a high place.

Your instincts are almost always (or maybe even always) right on, and the 1st, if you have a romantic hunch about somebody, don't let anybody (including those critical voices in your head) talk you out of it. Don't forget, not only do you have fabulous intuition, but you're really cute too! By the 5th and 6th, your many attractions will have snagged the hearts of a couple of new admirers. Are any of them as tempting to you as you seem to be to them? If so, it could be a match made in heaven. The 7th and 8th, you have a kind of Midas touch -- if everything Midas touched had turned to solid romance! By the 12th, you might get a love letter, or a love note, or a love email, or even a love bite (spicy!). Enjoy it! The 16th, go ahead and keep a little tiny innocuous secret. They're going to go nuts trying to figure out what it is! The 21st, analyze a relationship -- if it requires analysis. If it doesn't require analysis, then just let it be. The 26th, watch out for a wet blanket. Why do you keep telling this person about what you really want when all they ever do is tell you that you aren't going to get it? Sheesh. The 30th, you end your month with a little tiny romantic nudge from somebody who's in a position to know what they're talking about.

Thursday, May 31, 2007

EX. REPLAY OR EX. GAMEOVER

yeah so these past couple of weeks i've been thinking about a moment's folly that i did... not that i regretted it or anything but it still was stupid of me to do so without recce-ing anything beforehand... prolly it was the wrong timing... anticipated the H hour or what la...hahaha all army lingo here... so im kinda torn apart whether i should try my luck again and re-do the mission or should i just let this mission fail which has been planned for quite some time... so should i try my luck, how long do i have to wait till its the right H hr again? and if i just let this one pass, its like totally not worth it given the time and effort put in... yeah so such a complicated matter could only be one thing right? something to do with matters of the heart... ahahaha the power of deduction... yeah so by not giving a clear cut answer and lots of mixed signals so much so that my mind starts to play mind games on me again... which sucks totally... not sure if i'm doing the right thing at this moment too... just waiting it out to re-do the mission but this time im not sure how to execute it again... then again comes the qn of when is the H hr... i dunno... i guess i'll wait it out awhile longer... perhaps i'm just delaying the ominent heartache... besides that, whats gonna happen after that? friendship gonna just shatter just cos of a qn? it would have crumbled if not for me taking the pains just to keep it intact after the first mission failure... not sure if i can maintain the next blow too... haiz... matters of the heart was never an easy task to overcome... OCS motto: to lead to excel to overcome... cant even overcome this how to be officer sia... hahaha haiz... but seriously... i think i'll just play by ear lo... and even if the outcome isn't a happy ending, i'll still try to salvage whatever i can and not to make history repeat itself...

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN

YEAH so last week was one hell of a week for me... everyday have rehearsals for marching for the commissioning parade in the hot sun and even in the rain too... crazy... our SSM is one funny guy... always goes " you bloody swine/maggot, give me 20 now or go double around the parade square etc... hahaha its fun with him doing the rehearsals but 30 mins of stationary marching on the spot can kill sia... especially in the hot sun... and damn the weather... hasn't even rained ever since our first rehearsal sia... kns... oh wells so we had a nights out just to watch the champions league final... damn i slept thru it lor... wasted... hahaha anyways so we booked out on sat... which is a standard in OCS la... sad... cos im so used to friday bookouts back at SI... haiz... yeah so anyways after all that marching in the sun, we all now got this very ugly "V" neck tan... to make things worse, we wear long 4 which is long sleeved so only our heads and necks get tanned... all other parts aren't... kns... hahaha now i can say my face is really black le... hahaha =X

sun went to watch pirates of the caribbean with yy n sc... but u noe sc la... last min had to fly kite... dunno for what reason she had to go back to m'sia and so urgently... tried to ask her what was it but shes kinda mum abt it... only said its personal as usual... so that left me n yy scrambling to find someone else cos we already booked the tix online le... kns... heng jing zhou agreed... thanks a million man... hahaha yeah well the show was good i would say... 3 hrs with lots of fight scenes n stuff... and always remember to stay after the credits like all other POTC shows... a nice clip after the show... nope i wont spoil that part for those who hasn't watched it... hehe then went to bookin... earlier than SI also sia... 2130... SI was 2230 lor... haiz... miss SI sia... just dun like the food there thou... OCS food ROCKS! hahaha but always no time to enjoy it... whereas SI has all the time in the world to enjoy a lousy tasting meal... haiz... cant have the best of both worlds can you... haha

well this week is kinda like the last... rehearsals and stuff... some excursions too which was pretty much boring just the bus ride was great cos we could all catch up on lost slp over the weekends... hahahaha yup so today we had a PT challenge... kns... so long never do IPPT le... only managed a pass sia... =X damned SBJ if not will maintain silver again... hahaha but its all for fun or to hit the record no. so as to get a prize etc... hahaha for me its just for fun... hehe yup and today is OCS's 40th anniversary... so we got some kinda celebration before booking out! yeah! hahaha vesak day ma... =D

haha so i've finally found a date for comms ball le... hehe tks to my mom and her friend sia... ok wait phrase wrongly le... friend's daughter la... hahaha yeah and she's 17 aka horse baby which is like really compatible with the tiger sign... hahaha we'll see how la...

May 30, 2007

While current circumstances may not favor you right now, hang in there. You believe you'll be vindicated in the end, and you're right. Let that knowledge influence your behavior now. Be forgiving and compassionate.

You're an astute businessperson, but don't get too cocky. Today, you may be conned by a deceptive sales pitch if you aren't careful. Later today, a wish may be granted -- but is this a 'be careful what you wish for' situation? Don't start jumping for joy just yet. Keep decisions quiet today. If you're in charge of putting together a team, choose people you know and trust. Any big changes you're making in your life should be kept under wraps for the next few days.

A certain situation is likely less than crystal clear at the moment. Why commit more emotional resources when the outcome's so hazy? Meantime, try occupying yourself elsewhere.

May 31, 2007

While someone's advice might seem totally off the mark, there may be something in what they say. If you're going to move to the next level, you have to be receptive -- though not literal -- when listening to their suggestions.

Positive thinking can do a lot to make your life move in a better direction, but you cannot deny reality. If you're sure that luck will be on your side, then it probably will be -- but keep in mind that luck doesn't always look the way you thought it would. Just be cautious, and know that while you can hope for the best, you also have to plan for the worst -- and you have to be able to accept an outcome that's somewhere in the middle.

If you're thinking this kind of luck comes along once in a blue Moon, well, luck can be a combination of many things. The stars are certainly on your side; be extra aware and you'll see the good fortune awaiting.

05/28/2007 - 06/03/2007

Work's not where it's at for you as the week begins -- you're dreamy, you're slow to judge, you're much more about the process than any goal. It's terrific stuff for any creative pursuits, and for relationships ... and for experiencing the world in all of its glory. Save more action-oriented endeavors for Thursday and Friday, when you're sharper -- a problem-solver and a negotiator. This weekend, practice moderation, as more than a little of anything goes a long way -- plus you'll love the variety involved in mixing it up a bit!

Things are pretty confusing Monday through Wednesday. You'd be wise to avoid shady characters and anything that seems too good to be true. Romance doesn't figure very strongly into your week, although it's possible that the uncertainty you're feeling can be traced back to your love life. Thursday and Friday, the skies clear and you can finally see where you're going. Your boss may be driving you crazy, but at least you have someone to tell about it later. The weekend is a pleasure. You're constantly surrounded by friends.

Sunday, May 20, 2007

BACK TO OCS!!!

WOOTS! so last thurs we had CPC (certificate presentation ceremony) back at SI... dumb event la... just go on stage for less than 20 seconds to get a damn cert to show that ive passed the 21 week course... hahaha so mom n dad n my sis came... showed them around the place and the stuff we do... boring as hell la... just dying to get outta there... haha

friday went back to ocs to dump our stuff and clean the whole place... staying in charlie wing... thats good cos its so near to the bookout carpark and the e-mart n barber... hahaha shiok sia... then we had lunch... man it was hell better than the food back in SI... hahaha SI food SUCKS! hahaha then we had a cohesion event at palawan beach sentosa... played some ball games then when our captains came we dumped them into the sea... then all hell broke loose! haha my bunk aka iraqi 99 were the ones leading the tao pok session back in SI and now we did the same... did the mua chee on ppl too damn fun... mua chee is a sticky pastry with peanut powder on it so much so that it looks like sand so when u rub ppl with sand its called mua chee! hahaha yeah then we even dumped the girls in as well! hahaha not a nice sight anyways... =X yeah then we left for vivo and just walked around rotting away... damn tired after carrying ppl to the sea to be dumped sia... went home via public transport... haha amazed huh...

sat went to beach rd to sew on the formation badges and marksman badge onto my no 4s... damn leh chey lor... bumped into penelope... kao... she dress untill look like a maid sia =X hahaha then went to ps for dinner with the gang... or should i say 1/2 of the gang... only sq, yy n md came for dinner... ate at cartel and rotted there till cl n bh came... shared yy n my experience at taiwan... haha talked so much abt taiwan so much so that we could be going there after ord sia... haha i dun mind! taiwan again! woohoo! start saving le wor... hehe

sun went to paulaners for brunch with the socc ppl... meat fest sia! didnt want to drink the free flow beer thou... morning drink beer like ah pek le sia... hahaha dessert was great too! more rotting then took a ride to town then headed home...

boy... 3 more weeks till commissioning... 2 more weeks to find a date... stressed sia... hahaha hmmm come to think of it... back when i was in service term and seeing the seniors come back for joint term aka last 3 weeks, i thought it was damn fast before commission sia... now is like 3 weeks... KNS! fucking long way more la! haha but compared to the 8 months ive been thru... haha 3 weeks is nothing la... go buff up my bod every night lor... hahaha but now every sat mornings are BURNT! no more friday bookout le... SOBX! i want my 5 day working week!!! :S

May 20, 2007

Take a chance on romance. In fact, double-dog dare yourself to be bold and silly. The more you're willing to fall on your face, the greater the possible outcomes. This new attitude can help you fulfill your passionate dreams.

You'll have to make some tough decisions today -- there won't be enough time to do everything that you want to do, so you'll have to prioritize. You may have to put aside tentative social plans -- you just don't have time to be the host with the most. Instead, you need to focus on some serious stuff that has to be done. You may have to make a few apologetic phone calls to friends -- but taking care of some important non-social obligations is the smart thing to do today.

Romance is revved up, so hop into the driver's seat and steer it the way you want it to go! Say hello to a cutie or two (or four or five!), online and real time. You're pretty much irresistible now.

May 21, 2007

Branch out. Take a language class. Try some exotic delicacies. Attend art galleries, poetry readings and cultural festivals. If you make an effort to enjoy and indulge in the new and the sublime, it will indulge you.

If you've decided to get serious about making healthier lifestyle choices, good for you! But as excited as you may be about this empowering change, try not to project your goals onto other people. No one enjoys having his or her meals scrutinized or hearing his or her lifestyle critiqued. Let the people in your life make their own choices, even if you don't agree with them.

Time to get back into balance, physically speaking (which can only help the whole mind/body beauty thing). Stay hydrated, eat healthy and renew your commitment to your daily walk or session with the punching bag.

05/21/2007 - 05/27/2007

You might be sympathetic to what you're hearing at the beginning of the week, but think carefully about how involved you want to get. Sometimes being a listening ear is plenty. Between Wednesday and Friday, you're extra good at assessing a person or situation in an objective manner. Uncover what's really going on, then don't hesitate to take action. And while you may look like you're relaxing this weekend, you're definitely turning something over in your heart and mind. It may take a little time, but it'll lead to a positive step.

Someone may be trying to suck you into their weird world on Monday or Tuesday, but the truth is your world is interesting enough as it is. And it becomes even more interesting -- especially your love life -- on Wednesday and Thursday. Your special someone needs something from you, and rather than quizzing them about why and when and how, you just do it. You can ask them all about it later. This is a brilliant move on your part. It demonstrates trust. Friday, Saturday and Sunday your moves are a little less brilliant. Brace yourself for a silly disagreement over something. Money, possibly.

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

1 MORE MONTH!!! MARKSMAN!!! MOTHER'S DAY!!!

9th june!!! one more month till commissioning!!! YAHOO!!! hahaha yeah and now im $200 BUCKS RICHER!!! hahaha yeah so this week hasn't been a good week for me physically and emotionally... so my knee has been giving me some probs recently... dunno why... and emotionally i've been kinda in a wreck and been thinking alot so much so that i start to feel my bunk mates having a change of attitude towards me... or isit im still thinking too much... i dunno... and i havent been sleeping well these few days too... might be cos of the hot weather n stuff... or just too much things on my mind as usual... but our bunk has some kinda jinx... another one just broke up with his gf... haiz... what is happening... yeah also been cracking my head of who to ask to the dinner since yy n sq all said they dun wanna go... so my mom is hooking me up with her friend's daughter... hahaha dunno sia... but i guess i'll try then! ahahaha

so for the marksman test we had to play arcade again! whee! then one day of live practice then actual day test... kns for the test we didn't even had 7 hrs slp lor... so friggin sleepy... somemore i changed from left handed during bmt to right handed... bmt i had marksman and now change of hand oso got marksman... even though i had so much on my mind and stuff... somehow i could filter all that away and focus on the shots... hehe i shot 22/25 with 3 shots to waste cos marksman is 22/28... hehe so had to help some ppl la... :P hahaha yep so now im $200 richer lo! and a nice badge to go with my no. 1... hehe

went to beach rd yesterday and bought my no. 1 buttons and badges... hehe damn ex also sia... haha then went to ps with nel n jz... watched 28 weeks later in the front row... kns... i vow never to watch in the front ever again... hahaha anyways the show sucked... real bad...

mothers day... went out for lunch and the usual lor... finally found out how to put games onto the memory stick... hahaha now playing gta like theres no tmr... hahaha oh wells this week gonna pass outta SI on thurs and bookout lo! hahaha then its another 3 more weeks in ocs... march march march... :(

May 12, 2007
Change and growth are the name of the game. If you fight the turn of the tide, you'll get increasingly uncomfortable reminders from the universe about what path you need to be on. Make things easy for yourself.

t can take a long time for your brain to absorb new ideas right now -- you're a bit preoccupied with your personal life. Make sure that in a work or school setting, you're giving yourself enough time to really understand what you're reading, compiling or researching. Showing your work to a fresh pair of eyes is a very wise idea. Another person may catch mistakes that you're blind to, and give you good ideas on how to tighten up loose ends. Accept criticism and listen to others' opinions.

Laundry, schmaundry -- don't waste the super stuff the stars are sending your way on routine. Errands will wait; the fun you could be having doing new things and impressing new people won't.

May 13, 2007
You may need to have some matters clarified before you feel safe enough to proceed. Try not to rush into anything before you have all the necessary information, no matter what other people say. Go at your own pace.

The next step you should take in a work or school project might not be the one you've been thinking of taking. There are ambiguous signs leading you in different directions, and it would be in your best interest to find out what they mean. Put your progress on hold just for today, and learn a little bit more about your options -- and be sure to get your information from fresh sources. If you always go to the same people for advice, they're only going to tell you what you already know.

Somebody may not be saying exactly what they mean. Will you demand that they cut the bull, or will you cut them some slack? Telling it like it is from your perspective might prompt some honest dialogue.

May 14, 2007
Who -- you? The easygoing, dreamiest sign of the zodiac demanding that people be accountable for their actions -- including yourself? Go on with your bad self. You've got what it takes to make everybody toe the line.

Beautiful words can have ugly meanings -- so you need to focus more on the substance than the style today. Watch out for people who are candy-coating their criticism and trying hard to hide what they really mean. Some insincere people are telling you only part of the truth right now. And if you accept what they say, you may not learn the full truth until it's too late. Avoid buying into anyone's nutty ideas today.

Unless you've got all day to puzzle through some rather hazy meanings, you might want to hold off on romance-related agenda items. By this evening, the lines of communication will begin to clear most beautifully.

05/14/2007 - 05/20/2007

In a haze on Monday? Could it be love? If not, just you wait -- Tuesday and Wednesday turn up the heat on romantic matters, and your way with words (not to mention the nonverbal stuff) is remarkable. Let your imagination wander now. It's your prerogative to change your mind, and you just might be doing so with frequency at the end of the workweek. Perhaps notifying someone of your latest take on things is premature -- the shift may be fleeting. This weekend, you're on firmer ground, and you're both inspired and inspiring.

Making dinner for you-know-who on Monday or Tuesday would not only be fun, it'd be much appreciated. You could do the classic thing: wine, candles, piano music in the background. Or you could do something a little more original, like making tacos and eating them on the back porch while listening to heavy metal and watching the sunset. Really, whatever works. The back porch continues to be a good setting on Wednesday and Thursday, but Friday through Sunday -- the most romantic days this week -- you're sick of staying home. A concert? A drive with the radio on and the windows down?

The Knight of Swords card suggests that radical change is in the wind, and the resulting storm may be unavoidable. Take the direct approach and channel the influence of this Knight for gaining the advantage. When confronting obstacles or turbulence within your relationship, be on your guard and have a back-up plan or an exit strategy, particularly if you are facing competition or an imminent divorce or separation. Rely on reason and authority. Don't surrender to emotional tirades or hasty decisions that you could come to regret. Try to avoid a tendency to be overly assertive. It may intimidate a current partner or it might scare away any prospective love connections. Learn to make room for human frailty and forgiveness, for this situation may not be anything personal. To debase your relationship with insults can end up coming back to hurt you.

The Death card suggests that my alter ego today is the Mover and Shaker, whose superpower for transformation relies on my bargaining ability to make a change. Even though tomorrow is another day, the time for change is now. Know that you can handle it and that you will not be alone in making it happen. Things may not seem to be going your way, but know it may be for the best. 'When love goes wrong, nothing goes right.' It may be time to find a new direction for the better of all, especially you. You've seen the writing on the wall and something's got to give, but it's not too late. You're well-equipped to overcome your fears and step out of your comfort-zone. Make your best efforts to direct the outcome as you wish by acting proactively now, rather than having to react later when it's out of your hands.

The King of Wands card suggests that my power today lies in personal power. I inspire transformation, respect and support by discrete but charismatic example and tolerance. I am an instrument for dynamic, responsible, or passionate expansion that serves or protects the greater good of my legacy. I am a master of the universe and I am empowered with a reputation of experience, credibility and momentum and I transform through integrity.

The Two of Pentacles card reversed suggests that it might be tempting to give up in the face of conflict or romantic stagnation, especially if it seems like you're facing a 'catch-22' or a 'lesser of two evils' decision. When it comes to your partner, you may not be on the same wavelength regarding this matter. There is a chance that one of you may be overcompensating for what may be perceived as a deficiency in material or financial considerations or in satisfying a hunger for physical indulgences or intimacy. Don't think you have to try to keep up with others to keep from looking foolish, or that if you keep smiling and going along, it will work out. While it may be a hassle or a struggle, making an effort to dance the fine line between practical realities and sensual pleasures can put you in position to resolve this issue.

Sunday, May 06, 2007

SPIDERMAN 3

YEAH! another week pass on by... time really does fly... must enjoy my youth while i still can sia... haha sounding like an old man le... :S hahaha yeah so fri bookout as usual... hehe but when we're back in SAFTI, it'll be sat bookout... sob sob :( hahaha didn't go out with my bunk mates to watch spiderman thou... watching it with nel n gang on sun... haha so stayed home n rest... so sc called and had a long chat and sorted out some stuff about the dinner thingy i mentioned... yeah so i came to a decision that cos its a formal thingy which sc doesnt really fancy and even if she manages to take leave which is like only a mere 3 hrs a month which is used for her workshops and stuff and that she actually forces herself into a dress and high heels, she wouldnt enjoy the night at all... and it being my special night, i want to fully enjoy myself but not at the expense of my date so its better for me to be unhappy than my date to be unhappy cos she's trying to please me or something right? yeah spent the week trying to convince her to go was really taking a toll on me sia... haha so my horoscope was quite spot on huh... goes something like this: One-on-one relationships or meetings could be tricky on Monday. Look for reasonable compromises and better ways. From Tuesday through most of Thursday, though, recognize when others are being unreasonable and set some limits. Being passive isn't going to cut it now -- get a consult from a friend or mentor if you're uncertain about what to do. Making the right choices is easy around Friday and Saturday, and you look great while doing it. No need to toot your own horn; you'll get applause. On Sunday, a talk with a friend far away is fun and fruitful.

Understanding the situation is everything, especially if a certain person takes offense at something you said. Wait for them to calm down. Then, explain your original intent. That should be enough to clear up the matter.


sat went to town and bought a SK diamond pendent and a chain for my mom... spent $99 on it... but its worth it cos of all the things she done for me ever since i went to army and especially in ocs... yeah must be filial too if not will kena lightning strike! hahaha :X then met up with wilfred and pat and played some pool at cine while watching man u vs man city... wa damn heng sia... saved a penalty... but being a man u fan, it was quite sad to wake up 1st thing in the morning to read a msg saying man u lost 3-0 to ac... i thought they could do the treble again sia... sad... oh wells brushed up on my pool skills while checking out the gals there sia... hahaha eye candy!!! hahaha then went to alleybar and boo came along. had some drinks then chatted abt random stuff... wa sad sia wilfred just got OOC with his gf... almost coming to 2 yrs le... and just last week when i was out with sc i saw them at cine lor! bumped into them 3 times somemore lea... man things change just like that huh... so we went to sing k at dynasty central i think... got hostesses somemore one... nice place and cheaper than kbox somemore! even got 3 tv with SOCCER! watched the everton vs pompy match while singing sia... hahaha so sang all the breakup sappy love songs... then went home via cab... somehow nomatter how late i stay out, my cab fare rarely exceeds $10... but still i seriously need to get a driving licence sia... then i can seriously reel in the chicks! hahaha just comparing this guy we were observing at the alleybar trying to hit on this girl for over an hour then they finally exchanged nos... could have done better if he had read the book called the game... go google the book and find out for yourself what kind of book it is... hahaha

went to ps with the guys and watch spiderman 3!!! hahaha ok i shall not spoil the show but i feel theres gonna be a spidey 4 though all things come in 3s or so they say... then went to far east and nel bought a psp! hahaha finally! so the 2 ocs cadets play psp while the 2 sispec warriors play ds... haha ds=duty sergeant... :P then i finally mod-ed mine... too lazy to do it myself even though i know how to... hahaha then nel came over to my place to borrow monster hunter... damn monster hunter 2 is out already lo... kns... i soooo gotta get it! oh wells pirates of the caribbean 3 can advance book le! woots! go jio someone to watch with lo! hahaha

May 06, 2007

Nothing gets by you right now. In fact, you may almost be too alert and aware of what's going on. Narrow your focus, or you could dissipate all this great energy without having a direct effect. Be choosy, and concentrate.

Your most helpful coworkers are in an exceptionally helpful mood lately, so don't be surprised if you're overwhelmed by their offers to help. You don't have to accept these offers if you don't want to, so don't feel pressure to keep your colleagues busy. In your personal life, you'll be the one feeling the need to help people out -- a friend might need help on a particularly busy day that's coming up. Give this pal a call and offer to lend a hand.

Sure, you've got your usual gauzy-dreamy romantic side, but right now it's very likely to be accompanied by an analytical-detached practicality. Put it all together and some serious progress can be made.

May 07, 2007

You thought this person was just strange, but now you're starting to see how much he or she adds to your life. Your chemistry at first wasn't sizzling, but now you two are really starting to click. Go with the flow.

Matching the right person to the right job is easy for you today -- you have a skill for seeing certain personality traits and knowing exactly how to make the best use of them. That talkative person would make the perfect host or representative, while that shy, creative type would be perfect for behind-the-scenes activities. You understand that there's a perfect place for everyone, just like there's a mate for every sock.

You may have a mentor at work, but what about one in the realm of romance? Consider whose relationships you truly admire and whose values dovetail with your own. Then get a consultation!

05/07/2007 - 05/13/2007

Do a little planning as the week begins -- for work, your social life, your personal projects. You'll be that much more impressive as the days progress. Around Wednesday, an interesting vision may come your way. Surrounding yourself with what inspires you helps cue it, as does getting grounded and opening your heart and mind. Then, you're downright inspiring on Friday and Saturday. Affection with friends, hot stuff with a certain someone and fun all over the place is favored -- not to mention transformation. Sunday finds you dreaming all day.

It's not a romantic week for you, although chances are good that you'll be thinking about love a lot. Monday is about allies -- maybe someone you know works somewhere or can get you something (an introduction to someone else, some good advice). Tuesday and Wednesday your personal interests are replaced entirely by an interest in helping a friend who's struggling. Or moving. Thursday and Friday, give your humanitarian efforts a rest and pick up a book you've been meaning to get to, or throw a Frisbee with someone. This weekend, you're immersed in something.

May

As the month begins, the 1st and 2nd, you're really getting down to the nitty-gritty of whatever business you're in. If you're a carpenter, you're hammering nails. If you're a writer, you're editing texts. If you're deep-sea scuba diver, you're scrubbing barnacles off oxygen tanks. This kind of work can be both draining and rewarding -- but one thing is for sure, and that is that it's necessary. By the 6th and 7th, you're doing a great job managing a couple of complicated projects. Sure, it's not all smooth sailing, but the rewards are great. The 11th is a really spectacular day -- take advantage of all your good energy and all your good looks to make a good deal of some kind. By the 13th, you're way too busy to be flirting (unless a certain somebody is just so cute that you just can't help it). You continue to be busy with your work up until the 16th, when you can afford to take a rest. Don't forget to maintain your exercise routine, especially the 17th and 18th, when things are hectic and you need to stay physically grounded. The 22nd, you're feeling really creative. So sit down and put paintbrush to paper, or whatever it is that you do when you want to express yourself. The 27th, you're in the spotlight, and you really enjoy the attention. The 31st, you wrap up the month at a major turning point. You could realize something very important about yourself.

As the month begins on the 1st and 2nd, you are at a major turning point romantically. Are you really getting to know yourself so that you can own your own insecurities and not project them onto another person? Are you gaining a better understanding of what you need and what you can't stand in a relationship with somebody else? Are you just plain more comfortable? That sounds great. Keep working on it all month long. By the 6th and 7th, you've got a much clearer vision of what's happening, and this allows you to deal with problems much more effectively. The 11th, you have a really fantastic, absolutely romantic day. Enjoy it -- after all, you've done a lot of hard emotional work to get here. By the 15th, you're going to have the opportunity to accept the things for what they are rather than continue to imagine that they're the way you'd like them to be. Even if this is a little difficult, it's good for you. The 20th, if you want it -- or them -- go for it. By the 26th and 27th, it's time for you to really go for your desires. The 31st, you're at another turning point. Which way do you turn, sweet pea?

Sunday, April 29, 2007

200 POUNDS BEAUTY!!!

WASSUP PEEPS! couple of weeks more till commissioning! im soooo excited... hahaha anyways didnt join my bunk mates on sat to go smoke shisha which is water smoking using a "bong" and theres like different flavoured smokes... yeah so i vowed never to take up smoking EVER! yeah so instead i went to cine and bumped into wilfred and his gf not once but 3 times... lol met up with sc, had some drinks and caught up abit. wow gonna be promoted to deputy le wor... not bad not bad... haha then watched 200 pounds beauty which was a really nice show in my opinion... the actress was HOT! hahaha quite a touching ending as well... almost made me cry =X hahaha well sc was too tired and slept in between parts of the movie... feel so bad for making her accompany me to watch movies on a sat nite right after her work... :( after the movie we went across the street to have supper. not me actually, i just had a drink cos i really wanna hit 65kg asap. at least let me fufil one of my resolutions... hehe lemme go to taiwan again too! haha oh yeah yy got back from tw this week too... tks for getting me the instant noodles! hahaha they're the best! haha meat in instant noodles! can u believe that? lol yeah and that night like sooo many ppl were wearing green striped polo tees me included... -_- wtf... haha then shared cab home cos sc decided not to take the night rider back cos theres a dark alley from her bus stop to her house and with the latest news of some serial rapist and his fetish for china girls and especially since everyone thinks sc is from china too... hahaha yeah so quite dangerous for her so we took a cab back lo... haha

today went to ps for lunch and met up with jay, nel, heman and hr! omfg! its been AGES since i last met him! hahaha lots to catch up man... now hes a regular... but i feel happy for him cos hes got a great future ahead of him cos of the scholarship thingy... yeah then i went to have a haircut cos its too long (in army terms) but seriously... my hair touches abit of my ear... must cut le... -_- waste money sia... hahaha then we went to watch 200 pounds beauty! hahaha 2nd time in a row! hahaha i must be crazy or something la... but its totally different watching it with a whole bunch of guys compared to watching it with a girl. hahaha still i think the actress is damn hot... i could watch her forever man... so innocent and pretty... very fair too and a nice bod after the drastic surgery la... hahaha yeah she sure is pretty... hahaha damn if i could have a date like her for commissioning dinner... yeah its confirmed le, saturday 16th june at the grand hyatt from 1900hrs to 2359hrs... thank god the price dropped abit... now its $270 per couple... still havent found a date thou... haiz... maybe i should ask my hot aunt... HAHAHAHA POWER! see how la... booking in soon just to book out again tmr... damn dumb la... but i wanna watch SPIDERMAN 3!!! ARGH!!! gotta advance buy tix le sia...

Sunday, April 22, 2007

3 MOVIES IN 3 DAYS

man... im nuts... this week has been boring... lesson based all the way... anyhows booked out on fri then went out with my bunkmates to ps to watch smoking aces... action packed show with no storyline or should i say a screwed up storyline... haha just like my life prolly cos of some screwed up specialisation... i didnt even chose that as my 1st choice! its my 4th n last choice lor... nvm commissioning soon thou... which im quite glad about... and anxious to find a date for comms ball dinner... someone really special perhaps... cos its like $320 per couple so my date has to really be someone really special hahaha and god is still not answering my prayers thou... oh wells hope my posing is an 8-5 sia... oh wells then sat went to watch shooter with myloh... caught up with him abit too... being MIA for 3+ weeks actually 4 makes me miss out on lotsa stuff going on around here... nice show thou... lots of gore n army shit... haha then today went to cine and watch wild hogs with the guys. met peck har at heeren too. wow ppl look really different in civilian clothes... haha yeah so they were celebrating the recent SOC passes yeah... wild hogs was a friggin funny movie... something i needed, a good laugh, hahaha yeah then nel had to go shop for some stuff cos hes the store ic... lol sai kang king... :P then had dinner n now waitin to book in... wonder whats in store for next week...

April 21, 2007

Practice makes perfect, but there's absolutely no fun in perfection. Discovery, exploration and making mistakes -- that's where all the joy in life comes from. Give yourself room to trip, stumble and fall right now.

Your creativity is in full bloom right now, so take advantage of it by adding sophistication to your wardrobe, your home decor or an upcoming social event. Put your special stamp on everything, with no apologies. Let your imagination drive every one of your daily activities today, and indulge any whims that you may have. This type of spontaneity will help you stay positive and have a lot more fun with some people you see frequently.

Sleep in or lounge around if at all possible this morning -- not that you'll need any extra beauty rest with the stuff the stars are sending later in the day. You're hot and everybody knows it, especially tonight!

You've come to think of those sitcom characters as your friends, which is how you can tell you watch way too much TV -- your obsession is also a pretty good barometer for how pathetic your life has gotten.

April 22, 2007

Challenges with others are almost always a reflection of a deeper internal issue. Examine what's been going on in your relationships and figure out how they correlate to the undiscovered parts of your psyche.

Try to immerse yourself in music today, as it will enliven the humdrum everyday world that surrounds you. If possible, put on your headphones if you must be among large, anonymous crowds of people today. You need your imagination to be stimulated, and good music will help. Specifically, you should choose music that affects your emotions, and songs that feature lyrics about love and affection. Pay attention to the way they make you feel.
You're getting some extra appreciation at the moment and it's for very good reason -- you're extra charming, extra entertaining and all around extra great. Get out and about and enjoy your sweet self!

The best way to fix a bruised relationship is to stick it out. Sure you could leave, but when it's all said and done, you'll just end up with an unknown set of problems -- at least you know what you're dealing with now.

The Fool card affirms that my alter ego today is a Quantam Leaper with a hero's heart. My superpower is liberated by free will and trust, which lead me to explore simple speculations for their own sake. I can move beyond the fear factor. I don't know where I'm going, and I don't care where I've been. I only know that, as the hero of my own story, it's for me to find out. For, like Alice, I'm on the verge of stepping into a rabbit hole; unless I stop short and play it safe, I'll know soon enough where following my own feet has landed me on this curious venture. The blissful frailty of unwritten conclusions and unguarded access sweetens the desire. So despite familiar warnings, irresistible promise draws my eyes wide open and away from domestic comfort zones, with only certain inquiry, hope and faith to recommend my course. I'll never know until I try.

The Five of Chalices card reversed suggests that there is a chance that you're not being honest with yourself. It's time you dealt with unresolved issues, deep fears or unfinished business, which, like a silent undercurrent or an unbridged gap in your heart, could be affecting intimacy in your relationship or love life. Staying busy, turning to familiar comforts or resorting to compulsive behavior could be covering up denial, suffering, stagnation or heartache. Genuinely come to terms with the truth by confronting or forgiving your own role in whatever it is you regret so that you can let go, move on and become more open to romance. There is a safe harbor of support and security available to you, but you might need to seek it out. Recovery and healing are inner work and can begin only after there has been acknowledgement of the hurts that have occurred.

April 23, 2007

There's nothing more irritating than a missed opportunity, but never fear. Just because you had other things on your mind doesn't mean you've lost out on the main chance. This situation will come around again.

Does it seem as though someone in your life is running hot one minute and cold the next? One day you're this person's new best friend -- and then the next day he or she isn't quite sure what your name is! It's no wonder you're feeling confused. You may need to remove yourself from this bizarre situation. Let go of the desire to figure this person out -- the solution to this puzzle will likely be rather disappointing (or at least anticlimactic).

Getting something romantic started is definitely favored by the stars through most of the day, so get an online flirtation under way or just make somebody's real-time day. By tonight, your energy's more low-key.

Today your mood ring turns black the second you slip it on your finger. The trend will continue when your presence brings a dark-as-coal foreboding into every room you enter today. Stay home

04/23/2007 - 04/29/2007

Monday looks busy, so make a plan and stick to it -- and include sensible eating and exercising for energy. Around Tuesday and Wednesday, know the difference between looking thoughtfully at a situation and overanalyzing it (the latter can lead to not-very-helpful paralysis). From Thursday through sometime Saturday, life can improve by leaps and bounds -- just balance intellect and instinct, and choose your path. As far as the rest of the weekend, plan some low-key, relaxing activities with some low-key, relaxed people.

You have a new fitness plan, and it already seems to be doing wonders for you -- you feel good, you look great -- but others might not necessarily want to hear all about it. Monday though Wednesday, watch for people's eyes glossing over while you're talking to them, and take the hint. Thursday and Friday hold the most possibility of romance this week. Relationships are a major theme. If you and you-know-who are trying to weigh your next step, don't get mired down in facts. Go with how you feel. The weekend is about starting fresh.

Saturday, April 14, 2007

BACK FROM TAIWAN!!!

(warning really really long post n sorry for the long delay... too many pictures to post up... hehe)

WASSUP PEEPS! 3 weeks has passed and finally im back in sg! yay! hahaha 3 weeks is long but while i was away it didnt feel like 3 weeks has passed. yep so i cant really blog what we did in taiwan but i think i can blog about the r&r. so yeah we went during a cold front so it was like freezing cold when we were outfield... brrrr i still recall sleeping on the roadside worse than a beggar sia... amazing my feets didnt have blisters or anything during my 72... thanks to lots of preventative mesures like taping my toes, wearing toe socks, wearing another layer of green socks, anti-abrasion cream and magically counter-pain when the load got too heavy and my whole body starts to ache. well it was definaterly a walk to remember especially the 2nd last part. "just keep walking, just keep walking" *sing to the dory tune of finding nemo* hahaha yeah n there was this one part where we started halucinating. i personally thought it was the end but it was in fact another group sleeping at the roadside. -_- and at another point i couldnt feel the load on my shoulders anymore so much so that i felt that i was walking down orchard road but the only difference that it was a very very long version of orchard road. hahaha oh wells my group finally finished it in 37h36min with about 2hrs of sleep in that timing. hahaha and guess what! we were team no.7! hahaha amazing even though we went to amsterdam for 3hrs+ just to find one specific place on a map so friggin old that the map and the roads didnt tally! hahaha still we could find our way to 7th place! hahaha yep and i can recall myself struggling to read the roadsigns cos they were all in traditional chinese! hahaha but i think i managed to adapt and learn chinese along the way. one would call it circumstantial learning whereby the brain is forced to learn as it is pressed in an environment such that not knowing it would mean not being able to survive in that environment. haha yeah if not i'll probably go amsterdam while on the humvee sia... lol yeah so i think my chinese improved tremendously! hahaha and ive climbed mountains just for the view... one of which had a temple at the peak and i managed to watch a possession in progress which was quite cool. yepyep lots of monkeys as well. and 376 steps of stairs when reaching the top. hahaha all the stuff we did before the r&r was shiong! especially the 4d3n one... or was it 3d2n? i cant remember but it was charlie mike all the way. i probably only slept 5hrs in that few days sia. not to mention lots of cheong sua to do as well. hahaha and i even went down to somewhere south to some dam which was supposedly the east coast of taiwan in terms of car shaking action. LOL okok shall not talk about that le... later kena charged den die sia. =X ok change subject to r&r! haha feels great leaving the camp for r&r man! like its never gonna come and when it finally reaches r&r it feels so surreal. hahaha

yep so we had a tourguide for each bus and ours being the 4th and final bus, we had the most chio tourguide in my opinion. haha yep so first up we went to 日月潭. its some lake and its somewhere in the mountains. the journey there was long and winding and through the clouds and if you watched initial-d its somewhat similar. hahaha still freezing cold then too... hahaha silly me forgot to bring a jacket along.




okies so after tha we went to formosan aboriginal cultural village 九族文化村. its a theme park at the foot of the mountain and a cultural village at the top. so we were kinda early and almost like the whole park was ours cos we went at such wierd timing. yeah so first i sat the mayan adventure which was a rollercoaster ride with your feet dangling in the air. 2 loops too! the first suspended looping coaster in taiwan hahaha we were crazy. i was crazy. but i still went on with the ride. hahaha next ride was the UFO! hahaha its the highest freefall drop of 85m in taiwan! hahaha the ride up was i would say the most scary part and the anticipation was a killer. the view was amazing up there thou but then came the drop. OMFG! the 1st second or so was scary then the 2nd second was where i felt kinda calm then it halted. quite disappointing cos i was expecting much more. hahaha then we sat all the other rides which were not much kick probably cos we sat the rides in the wrong order... hahaha then we took the skyline (cablecar) to the top of the mountain to see the village and take more pics. hahaha the view was undescribable. just beautiful.

the rollercoaster ride... :S

the UFO... scary shit from down here... worse from up there...





the cablecar ride... absolutely amazing view




after that we went for lunch then more traveling to up to taipei city. stopped along the way to buy 太阳饼. quite nice. tastes somewhat similar to lo po pang aka 老婆饼 (wife cakes). then we went to walk down a street full of woodcraft shops. then finally we checked into the hotel called rosemary hotel. something tells me its a love hotel like hotel 81 back in singapore cos outside of the hotel is a whole strech of nightclubs. later did i realise that just around the corner was the taiwanese prostitute stretch and the street opposite it was the japanese one! hahaha yeah so anyways for the 1st night we went to 西门町. its like the orchard rd of taiwan just alot more crowded and the road is only one lane wide. haha yeah so we went around in small groups and only managed to get a t-shirt cos we shopped way to slowly and that there was a curfew timing at 2359. but the shops there mostly close around 11 or so and the hotel was just nearby so it didnt really matter. night snack was cup noodles which were superb! much much better than the ones here at home cos theres MEAT in them! yes MEAT! hahaha you can buy them at any 7-11 or hi-life or family mart. and theres like tons of them all around. take for instance the street just outside my hotel has 2 7-11 and 1 hi-life shop! its insane. there can be like 2 7-11s just facing each other on opposite sides of the road or just 1 block away. hahaha taiwan... where the no. of convenience marts is as many as the no. of temples and shrines. haha

me n yap outside the hotel... haha

next day we went to a local restaurant to have breakfast. went to another theme park called 六福村. wow the rides there are just as crazy. the circle of fire, another freefall drop and the screaming condor which is insane! i didnt have the balls to ride it... haha went to the animal section of the theme park instead... lol had lunch somewere again then another bakery to buy more 太阳饼. then went to chiang kai shek memorial hall to watch the changing of guards parade. wow i am amazed. there is a certain path the guards take for marching and with the boots with the metal plates dragging on the floor, over the years it formed a rusted track or what the tourguide calls it the railroad tracks. then they performed some fancy drills and other stuff then the new guards marched back to the positions and stood there for god knows how long. yep then we went to the national museum and since we cant take photos inside, we took them outside! haha lame pics rite? but the background totally fits the picture's theme hahaha then had dinner at another place then we went to 士林 night market! hahaha this time i went alone for most part. explored the entire place and all the little dark alleys and secret shops. lol in the end i bought 1 pair of shoes, 5 t-shirts and 1 long sleeved shirt. hahaha oh and ate lots of stuff like 鸡排, shaven ice, 水煎包, some pastry fried with an egg which had a taipei walker signboard on the shop, a potato twisted on a stick and fried and sprinkled with seasoning so much so that it feels like eating chips only difference it is on a stick and the whole potato is spiraled around the stick and many many others. hahaha heaven sia but the chicken and pork smell reminded me of all the farms we walked through while we were training. haha blea! oh yeah and the pork smell is damn strong so if i wouldnt reccomend to eat it if you cant stand the smell. yup so then we went back to the hotel and watched some porn. yes porn. hahaha and theres like tons of channels there. lots of variety shows, news channels etc. haha and porn. =X

the shrine we visited

the "railroad tracks"

the new guard after the handover parade... boy it gotta suck to be him... =X

words in the background: TITS stands for this is taiwan, stupid! adapted from blood diamond's TIA this is africa lol

haha behold! the lame kung fu pics we took turned out to be a frame by frame depiction by chance! haha pro!



shilin nightmarket

some bbgun shop... cool stuff sia...me fiddling around with my camera's effects... not bad for a newbie... hehe

final day! free and easy till 5pm... so my bunkmates and i went to 五分埔. its a nightmarket located at the eastern part of the city. it opens around late afternoon and sells mostly girl stuff but we didnt know that so ended up a wasted trip. haiz but we took the train back to taipei main station and changed to the mrt to go back to 西门町. this time i went to comb the whole area alone again. its more productive and saves time. the bad part is the creeps following you. like for instance i got followed by 2 pimps asking me if i want or not. 21 yrs old one, very good. hahaha do i have that kinda look on my face? but then again its probably cos i havent bought anything yet then and had only the camera in my hand. ya. haha so i kinda followed mekko's itinery and found the various places stated in ximending. even ventured into a shopping centre which had a basketball court inside! haha cool sia. then i had to try the 阿宗面线. damn famous. damn nice too. haha then went to the nike shop to buy a bag. very unique bag and i dont think its yet to be sold in singapore. then went to buy another pair of shoes. hahaha 2 pairs of shoes. didnt really give much thought to the packing process later but what the hell. its nice so just buy lor! haha then bought a ring for myself. then had kfc for lunch and some roadside snacks. almost bought another ring but was kinda broke le. the storekeeper was drop dead gorgeous too man. hahaha droolz! i think all the gals in taiwan dresses up really nice and their complexion is like flawless probably cos of the climate there. too bad i didnt take any pictures with any of them. :( wasted the ones in the shopping centre selling the cosmetics were even better! hahaha anyways! i gotta go back to taiwan on my own sia. maybe end of year of so. haha yep so then we went back to the hotel and watched more porn while squeezing everything into the bag. haha then went to take the bus to the airport. still had some NT left with me so i had a cup of starbucks iced latte and subway sandwich and that finished whatever NT i had left. yay! flight home was great. the airstewardess were chioer in this one than the flight to taiwan... haha watched 2 movies going to taiwan and 2 movies coming back! haha pro. watched rocky and the jacky chan baby movie going there and watched tears for you (jap movie) which was really really nice and perfume another fantastic movie. haha didnt buy anything from dfs and shared cab home with daniel. kns 2:40am surcharge damn ex sia... haha oh wells home at last! missed my bed too. haha wonder whats going on back in singapore too. lots to catch up too! hahaha yeah and i heard sue sue just came back from tw too and so did amanda. lol think end of yr i'll go again! hahaha anyone intrested?

the train ticket!


some gal across the platform with some "artistic" shot... lolme n don! my hotel buddy... haha =Xanother shot of us with the background blurred... nice effect huh :Dthe train station for the mrt which is connected to the other train... argh hard to explain la hahaanother nice effect time! hehesee... the variety of bottled drinks, particularly tea, is crazy... shot at one of the many 7-11s around taiwanBOA! on some ximending shopping centre billboard!some lame ad... look carefuly... hahayes... its a basketball court inside a shopping centre... the gal was quite chio too... another effect shot i tried... not bad though her face was blurred... OMG! JU ON! =X hahaha jkjkAH ZONG MIAN XIAN!!! to help those who cant find the place... this is their shop... lollooks yummy! dig in!