WOOHOO!!! my 1st nites out! haha spent the nite with family to have a meal then chilled out at west coast park n see lotsa pretty babes studying for their exams... must be nus students... haha fail soc again!!! :S scared i'll ooc just cos i fail due to timing... 10:13... need to hit 9:29 sia... haiz... PUSH!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, November 21:
Reserve the right to change your mind, or you might find that a few casual words become a prison. Remember that intentions can change. It might be a good idea to think carefully before you speak.
There's a third person who's interfering with a current or potential love interest. It's time to focus on what matters at the center of your primary alliance. Then identify the easiest course of action and take it.
haha really? a 3rd person? lol i dun see even a 2nd party... lol
Wednesday, November 22:
When you really look closely, something mundane becomes a masterpiece. Your appreciation for this goes through the roof. When you stop taking it for granted, your life improves dramatically.
Aren't you tired of being 'nice' and 'good' to get someone to love you? Wouldn't you rather be your own honest, funny, intelligent self and be loved for that? How refreshing! Uncomplicate romance and level with yourself.
yeah im tired of being all so fake n stuff... just wanna be myself... lamer, jackass, bastard-ish... haha
Thursday, November 23:
Reconnect with reality. While it's true that dreams are the foundation of real life, you need to focus on the here and now. Attend to practical matters. Eschewing fantasyland for your own life will be worth your effort.
Learn this romantic lesson thoroughly or the stars will make you write it on the chalkboard one hundred times. It's time to speak up for yourself in relationships and stop sublimating your own needs.
yeah im learning alrite... let nature take its course... haha
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Monday, November 20, 2006
COLORGENICS PERSONAL PROFILE
You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realisation of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that 'True love is just around the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will.
You haven't been feeling that great lately. Both physically and mentally you are exhausted. To your best friends, those who know you and love you, it shows. Your self esteem has been reduced almost to a minimum and in order to recover - and recover you will - it is necessary that you get away from it all, even if it be only for a few days.
You feel that you deserve far more than is being attributed to you, but there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you will have to make the best of things as they are.
Stresses resulting from a recent disappointment have led to considerable trepidation. It would seem that there seems to be so much left undone. Everything surrounds you with that air of uncertainty. You badly need to feel a sense of security and whatever it takes to protect you against further disappointment. At this particular time you doubt that things could be any better in the future but you are sticking to your guns and refusing to take advice from any source.
Since in the recent past all of your hopes and aspirations have been denied you, you are now convinced that the future will hold nothing but anxiety so therefore 'why bother?' You would love to get away from it all, to escape from the trials and tribulations of this mundane existence and fall into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, which will protect you from the lack of appreciation and give you the chance to start afresh.
haha quite true huh... i am feeling damn drained etc, not really anyone to turn to also... recent disappointments also, need to feel a sense of security and whatever it takes to protect you against further disappointment etc... haha man... this really says it all... lol
HAHA yeah im blogging in camp again... lol n yea this kinda sums it all what im feeling rite now... having stiff neck, never slp well last nite so now damn sleepy... supposed to be studying for test but i cant get anything in rite now... i can forsee my sat being burnt for re-test... :S haiz... tts y im having the "why bother" attitude now huh... think im sacrificing my social life for ocs training... something which a person like me who treasures relationships more than anything cant really do... haiz... 4 more weeks till social nite... still no date... guess tab i gotta bring u along le lor... haha its gonna be held at ocs thou... haha no fancy hotel or wat not... k gotta go le... back to cramming for the test... haiz alpha standard passing mark is 85%... HOW SIA!!!???
You haven't been feeling that great lately. Both physically and mentally you are exhausted. To your best friends, those who know you and love you, it shows. Your self esteem has been reduced almost to a minimum and in order to recover - and recover you will - it is necessary that you get away from it all, even if it be only for a few days.
You feel that you deserve far more than is being attributed to you, but there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you will have to make the best of things as they are.
Stresses resulting from a recent disappointment have led to considerable trepidation. It would seem that there seems to be so much left undone. Everything surrounds you with that air of uncertainty. You badly need to feel a sense of security and whatever it takes to protect you against further disappointment. At this particular time you doubt that things could be any better in the future but you are sticking to your guns and refusing to take advice from any source.
Since in the recent past all of your hopes and aspirations have been denied you, you are now convinced that the future will hold nothing but anxiety so therefore 'why bother?' You would love to get away from it all, to escape from the trials and tribulations of this mundane existence and fall into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, which will protect you from the lack of appreciation and give you the chance to start afresh.
haha quite true huh... i am feeling damn drained etc, not really anyone to turn to also... recent disappointments also, need to feel a sense of security and whatever it takes to protect you against further disappointment etc... haha man... this really says it all... lol
HAHA yeah im blogging in camp again... lol n yea this kinda sums it all what im feeling rite now... having stiff neck, never slp well last nite so now damn sleepy... supposed to be studying for test but i cant get anything in rite now... i can forsee my sat being burnt for re-test... :S haiz... tts y im having the "why bother" attitude now huh... think im sacrificing my social life for ocs training... something which a person like me who treasures relationships more than anything cant really do... haiz... 4 more weeks till social nite... still no date... guess tab i gotta bring u along le lor... haha its gonna be held at ocs thou... haha no fancy hotel or wat not... k gotta go le... back to cramming for the test... haiz alpha standard passing mark is 85%... HOW SIA!!!???
Sunday, November 19, 2006
轨迹
haha now heres a song i kinda like... quite old le but what the hell... its still nice anyways... rotting at home cos i think im going broke le... :X stay home play psp! hahaha later going out with parents... lol using parents money now... hahahaha sianz... booking in at 9... tmr got safety officer test... havent study at all sia... :S dun wanna re-test on sat!!! got alot of plans for next week le... my peeps of acs br 4A2 gathering, jowin my vegetarian good friend from bmt having his bday oso... still got sq n cl bday this month... oops! :X
abt the social nite... i guess i'll not worry abt it since i too dunno the exact details just onli the date... yeah so theres tab whos ever ready to go for it... haha my standby date... :P so im not gonna worry abt anything le... just gonna enjoy myself n my psp!!! hahahaha leave everything else to fate n destiny... :D
Have you lost your inner wild child? Well, not lost, exactly -- more like misplaced. Go ride a roller coaster and scream. Finger paint or wear a funny costume. Romance is easier when you remember it can be fun.
轨迹 by Jay Chou
怎么隐藏 我的悲伤 失去你的地方
你的发香 散的匆忙 我已经跟不上
闭上眼睛 还能看见 你离去的痕迹
在月光下 一直找寻 那想念的身影
如果说分手 是苦痛的起点
那在终点之前 我愿意再爱一遍
想要对你说的 不敢说的爱会不
会有人 可以明白
我会发着呆 然后忘记你 接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天 会有人代替 让我不再想念你
我会发着呆 然后微微笑 接着紧紧闭上眼
又想了一遍 你温柔的脸 在我忘记之前
心里的眼泪 模糊了视线 你已快看不见
abt the social nite... i guess i'll not worry abt it since i too dunno the exact details just onli the date... yeah so theres tab whos ever ready to go for it... haha my standby date... :P so im not gonna worry abt anything le... just gonna enjoy myself n my psp!!! hahahaha leave everything else to fate n destiny... :D
Have you lost your inner wild child? Well, not lost, exactly -- more like misplaced. Go ride a roller coaster and scream. Finger paint or wear a funny costume. Romance is easier when you remember it can be fun.
轨迹 by Jay Chou
怎么隐藏 我的悲伤 失去你的地方
你的发香 散的匆忙 我已经跟不上
闭上眼睛 还能看见 你离去的痕迹
在月光下 一直找寻 那想念的身影
如果说分手 是苦痛的起点
那在终点之前 我愿意再爱一遍
想要对你说的 不敢说的爱会不
会有人 可以明白
我会发着呆 然后忘记你 接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天 会有人代替 让我不再想念你
我会发着呆 然后微微笑 接着紧紧闭上眼
又想了一遍 你温柔的脸 在我忘记之前
心里的眼泪 模糊了视线 你已快看不见
Saturday, November 18, 2006
PSP!!!
WAHAHAHA!!! i got my psp today!!! yeah!!! so i went to sim lim to buy me some games... pro evo soccer 5!!! woohoo!!! but before tt i went to bai bai again... just to say thanks for keeping me safe n sound... n also asked if my life can be a little less emotionally-draining... or why it is like such... maybe now i may bnot understand it but in time i will i guess... why cant it just be nice n simple n not something so rollercoaster-ish as i think ive been thru... haiz... oh well then bought a 2gb mem stick... kns... spend alot le sia... haha then bought a speaker for my ipod... then went to watch 007 with jz, nel, jay n hr!!! hahaha damn little action scenes la... sianz... but hr amazingly could join us cos his gf havin exams... :P hahaha yeah well at least the bond girl was quite chio... lol
You realize something key to unlocking the mysteries of life: The more you see, the less you know. New questions are revealed even as you receive key pieces of information. It truly is a world of wonders.
Ow! It pinches when someone pins all their hopes and dreams on you. Gently remind a current or potential cutie that they need to find the solutions to their own problems. Tell them you need some breathing room. Be firm.
Tmr's horoscope:
Peer into the unseen. The stars give you the insight to see the motivation behind the deeds. However, once you see how this works, you shouldn't be surprised if you encounter an entirely new set of riddles.
If someone you love has been taking on the role of doormat in a relationship, it may be time to make this person aware that you're concerned. With a wise mixture of compassion and truthfulness, you'll be able to convince him or her that pride is very valuable. Whenever making an important life change is necessary, having good friends to lean on can make it much easier. Be honest and then be supportive.
Your single status has some sexy surprises in store for you once you let yourself enjoy where you're at instead of wondering about the future. Commit to loving this mode of life and you'll have more zest than a lemon.
hope i can find a date asap!!! hahaha
You realize something key to unlocking the mysteries of life: The more you see, the less you know. New questions are revealed even as you receive key pieces of information. It truly is a world of wonders.
Ow! It pinches when someone pins all their hopes and dreams on you. Gently remind a current or potential cutie that they need to find the solutions to their own problems. Tell them you need some breathing room. Be firm.
Tmr's horoscope:
Peer into the unseen. The stars give you the insight to see the motivation behind the deeds. However, once you see how this works, you shouldn't be surprised if you encounter an entirely new set of riddles.
If someone you love has been taking on the role of doormat in a relationship, it may be time to make this person aware that you're concerned. With a wise mixture of compassion and truthfulness, you'll be able to convince him or her that pride is very valuable. Whenever making an important life change is necessary, having good friends to lean on can make it much easier. Be honest and then be supportive.
Your single status has some sexy surprises in store for you once you let yourself enjoy where you're at instead of wondering about the future. Commit to loving this mode of life and you'll have more zest than a lemon.
hope i can find a date asap!!! hahaha
PATROL FIELD CAMP
HAIZ... seems like this has been one hellova week... yeah n now that esther's attached le, i can finally put the matter behind me. at first upon hearing the news i felt kinda disappointed and abit of regret... not heartbroken prolly cos i was already letting go or in the process of letting go... yeah but still i should have tried my luck... haha oh wells at least my horoscope is quite accurate lol yeah so then we had a navigation exercise at marsiling... right behind esthers house... yeah bad timing huh... but i tried to do gab's test on being damn shagged then thinking of the things u want the most... haha i'll come to that later
so the navigation exercise was damn easy la... maybe cos our group had the better of the navigators... just that we were 1 man short... rest had 5 we onli had 4... so the weight of the signal set and law tube had to be shared most of the time... haha but still we were the 2nd team to arrive for both day and night navi! lol
patrol field camp was killer... 2 days going without sleep and continuous missions... crazy... i mastered sleepwalking, going into lala land while presenting the mission briefing, skipped dinner, night snack, breakfast and lunch... survived on just a pack of dog biscuits and an energy bar... mastered wide-eyed sleeping right in front of my sir who was talking to me the whole time i was sleeping :X hahaha but i still managed to execute my 3rd and last mission quite well... being the ic is not easy sia... oh wells
soc test i FAILED!!! :( SOB SOB i reached the wall at 3:30... last of my detail, but cleared everything in 1 try... then left the obstacles at 6:30... kns i had a chance of passing lor... just that my breakfast was on the verge of coming out... so i walked quite abit... clocked 10:43... SIANZ!!! hahaha 9:29 den pass... haiz... but its a great improvement since BMT of 11:53 wor... cut by 1:10 sia! hahaha guess im getting fitter afterall :)
yeah back to the gab's test... being in an "esther-bias" environment cos i can see her house from most of the knolls i hiked up, (yeah n i think im gonna take up hiking as a hobby sia... lol) the only things i thought about was my family, bunk, home, psp and who next i should bring to my social night... asked sc le but she didnt gimme a confirmed ans... need a confirmed one cos its compulsory to bring a date... :S
hahaha yeah so i guess im 3 times unlucky le... haiz and ive been through both rejection and regret lol... both has its pros and cons la and its not like what many people think that rejection is better than regret. it actually depends on the situation... i dunno la but i just feel that way. oh well... shopping and movies anyone? lol 007!!! GOGOGO!!! xmas shopping spree!!! hahaha GOGOGO!!! PSP!!! HERE I COME!!! :D
so the navigation exercise was damn easy la... maybe cos our group had the better of the navigators... just that we were 1 man short... rest had 5 we onli had 4... so the weight of the signal set and law tube had to be shared most of the time... haha but still we were the 2nd team to arrive for both day and night navi! lol
patrol field camp was killer... 2 days going without sleep and continuous missions... crazy... i mastered sleepwalking, going into lala land while presenting the mission briefing, skipped dinner, night snack, breakfast and lunch... survived on just a pack of dog biscuits and an energy bar... mastered wide-eyed sleeping right in front of my sir who was talking to me the whole time i was sleeping :X hahaha but i still managed to execute my 3rd and last mission quite well... being the ic is not easy sia... oh wells
soc test i FAILED!!! :( SOB SOB i reached the wall at 3:30... last of my detail, but cleared everything in 1 try... then left the obstacles at 6:30... kns i had a chance of passing lor... just that my breakfast was on the verge of coming out... so i walked quite abit... clocked 10:43... SIANZ!!! hahaha 9:29 den pass... haiz... but its a great improvement since BMT of 11:53 wor... cut by 1:10 sia! hahaha guess im getting fitter afterall :)
yeah back to the gab's test... being in an "esther-bias" environment cos i can see her house from most of the knolls i hiked up, (yeah n i think im gonna take up hiking as a hobby sia... lol) the only things i thought about was my family, bunk, home, psp and who next i should bring to my social night... asked sc le but she didnt gimme a confirmed ans... need a confirmed one cos its compulsory to bring a date... :S
hahaha yeah so i guess im 3 times unlucky le... haiz and ive been through both rejection and regret lol... both has its pros and cons la and its not like what many people think that rejection is better than regret. it actually depends on the situation... i dunno la but i just feel that way. oh well... shopping and movies anyone? lol 007!!! GOGOGO!!! xmas shopping spree!!! hahaha GOGOGO!!! PSP!!! HERE I COME!!! :D
Sunday, November 12, 2006
I'M ALIVE! MARCHING IN THE RAIN...
WAHAHA! yeah im alive! haha but my knees n elbows r badly bruised and grazed... :( haiz... nvm la... later must go bai bai again to give thanks... hahaha but leopard crawling on rocks is no joke... :S crawling in mud is just as bad when ur elbows n knees r grazed... but the killer one was on sat... hike up the hill den run down... 2 times somemore! walao... den it rained... we just marched back from chua chu kang back to safti... kns do u noe how far that is??? in the rain somemore!!! kns... tmr got partol field camp somemore... 3d2n at marsiling... its sooooo gonna rain... sigh...
this whole week has been damn hectic for me cos i got the post of armskote 3ic... sianz... not much time for myself anymore... haiz... n in another 5 more weeks i gotta find a date for social night... compulsory somemore... kns... "go beg, steal, borrow a date if u dun have one" says wing com... __ being mental and physically drained really sucks... plus the fact that my horoscopes for this past week has been telling me abt relationships... haha well here are some of them... i kinda feel the same way thou... guess its time to let go den...
You're no fool -- far from it. You know who's truly loyal to you and who's just there for show. It's time to end relationships that are going nowhere. Once you make room, the real thing has space to land in.
Make room for something new, and you'll immediately see options open up for you. The trick is discovering what you need to discard and what you want to aim your energy toward. Set your sights on a goal.
this whole week has been damn hectic for me cos i got the post of armskote 3ic... sianz... not much time for myself anymore... haiz... n in another 5 more weeks i gotta find a date for social night... compulsory somemore... kns... "go beg, steal, borrow a date if u dun have one" says wing com... __ being mental and physically drained really sucks... plus the fact that my horoscopes for this past week has been telling me abt relationships... haha well here are some of them... i kinda feel the same way thou... guess its time to let go den...
You're no fool -- far from it. You know who's truly loyal to you and who's just there for show. It's time to end relationships that are going nowhere. Once you make room, the real thing has space to land in.
Life often meets (or exceeds) your expectations. So if you're expecting that it'll hurt, it probably will. If, on the other hand, you learn to expect only the best, that might be just what you start to receive.
Make room for something new, and you'll immediately see options open up for you. The trick is discovering what you need to discard and what you want to aim your energy toward. Set your sights on a goal.
Sunday, November 05, 2006
BAI BAI
HAHAHA so last nite went out with sp go iguana cafe drink a macho marg... kns... my liver not functioning as well as it used to... like tt already getting high le... hahaha den went to buy FHM cos this months one got 2 free glass shots! hahaha den we went to liang court to buy some sake and drink from the shots! wheee! hahaha den dropped me off at ps and met up with sc n bh... bh seems to be sick wor... like the tekong cough =X hahaha went to esplanade and have some satay den went over to harrys and had more drinks... lol i had a rum runner which was more like a mocktail man... =X wahahaha den sat at the beach n chilled out... took a cab home but sc more adventurous and tried taking the night rider home... lol but she reached home safe n sound so i guess next time i can try taking it too... hehe sleep at 430 somemore... :S
today woke up at 830... kns... screwed up body clock... hahaha packed my bag for bookin later... ironed 2 sets of smartest 4 for the parade and parade rehearsal... went for a massage... den went out for lunch at ps with myloh... canceled the lunch appointment with esther cos she was bust doing her assignments... next time den she'll bring me to the thai food she so craves... lol anyways had pizza for lunch den went to comics connection to buy another figurine... this time its SASUKE!!! OMGOMGOMG! hahaha my fav character! hahaha den sc came along... hahaha her face seemed kinda black when she saw myloh there... hahaha abit of a misunderstanding when she asked come along or tag along... lol psps... den went to have andersons ice cream! woohoo! hahaha safra card members have 10% off somemore! lol den went to watch crank... wtf man... crazy show... gore and vulgarities to the max man... n i kinda think the gals who watched the show were dragged into it just like sc... =X hahaha "spoil my good gal image u noe~" wahahaha den myloh left and i went to bugis to bai bai... somehow nobody believes im a taoist wor... everyone thinks im christian... lol well at one point i almost did... but nvm yeah so sc oso tagged along to see see... lol had to bai bai cos i feel really nervous about the live shooting... i'll explain when i finish it this week... :S its just scary to noe that theres ppl shooting live bullets behind ur back while ur advancing forward... yeah so i had to go bai bai to calm my nerves down alittle... n im not last min go bai bai cos got things or wat... n i went on my own accord too... hahaha yeah den went n shop awhile before heading back home... bookin soon... sianz... tmr shooting matador somemore... scary shit... :S everyone pls pray for my safety... =X
today woke up at 830... kns... screwed up body clock... hahaha packed my bag for bookin later... ironed 2 sets of smartest 4 for the parade and parade rehearsal... went for a massage... den went out for lunch at ps with myloh... canceled the lunch appointment with esther cos she was bust doing her assignments... next time den she'll bring me to the thai food she so craves... lol anyways had pizza for lunch den went to comics connection to buy another figurine... this time its SASUKE!!! OMGOMGOMG! hahaha my fav character! hahaha den sc came along... hahaha her face seemed kinda black when she saw myloh there... hahaha abit of a misunderstanding when she asked come along or tag along... lol psps... den went to have andersons ice cream! woohoo! hahaha safra card members have 10% off somemore! lol den went to watch crank... wtf man... crazy show... gore and vulgarities to the max man... n i kinda think the gals who watched the show were dragged into it just like sc... =X hahaha "spoil my good gal image u noe~" wahahaha den myloh left and i went to bugis to bai bai... somehow nobody believes im a taoist wor... everyone thinks im christian... lol well at one point i almost did... but nvm yeah so sc oso tagged along to see see... lol had to bai bai cos i feel really nervous about the live shooting... i'll explain when i finish it this week... :S its just scary to noe that theres ppl shooting live bullets behind ur back while ur advancing forward... yeah so i had to go bai bai to calm my nerves down alittle... n im not last min go bai bai cos got things or wat... n i went on my own accord too... hahaha yeah den went n shop awhile before heading back home... bookin soon... sianz... tmr shooting matador somemore... scary shit... :S everyone pls pray for my safety... =X
Saturday, November 04, 2006
BACK FROM TEKONG!!!
ARGH!!! so depressing to have your weekend burnt in tekong on sat for 4D3N... SIAN BO!!! hahaha yeah n the first thing i see is my sergeants all there at SFT... think they r on duty for the parents visit day... lol yeah so we marched to permatang and camped in the worst campsite possible... HONEST! my sleeping ground was on a slope and filled with rocks, stones, roots etc... kns... den went for a navigation exercise with our instructor... man... carrying the signal set and bashing thru the jungle was killer... :S especially wayne's checkpoint... i'll never forget that one... we went up and down the old sispec den cut thru BIC grounds... hahaha n its fenced up with barbed wires so we had to scud around it la... hahaha den nite navi was BAD! just walk w/o knowing where my legs end up... hahaha bashing was even harder... :S sianz... but still managed to sleep well somehow... the stones etc didnt really bother me cos i was too shagged to feel them... wahahaha
2nd day was all about FCO and the drills... damned alpha again... now must lepoard crawl from bound to bound... walao eh! with the friggin LAW tube AGAIN! kns... i thought i'll never see it again after sit test but wtf... here i am carryin it again... :S hahaha den nite time i got to be 2ic for the night ambush with the trip flare! wheee! i got to pull the trip flare too! hahaha really nice just like fireworks... haha
3rd day we learnt flanking in the morning... n it was the first time i bashed thru a mangrove sia! hahaha n go thru the low tide somemore... thank god i had goretex boots... haha n 1st time i ever lepoard crawl upslope with a LAW in some thick undergrowth... haha it was killer... den later we had another navigation exercise this time on our own... so at first we went "holland" aka LOST for 1hr + den i took charge and led the way... we managed to make up lost time and ended up finishing 2nd overall! haha woohoo! i must say that i have good navigational skills... oh n did i ever mentioned when i was in jakarta at the age of 4, i directed my way home from kindergarden... haha yeah no kidding n we walked from west to east of tekong man... from permatang to oil palms and back to permatang... kns... damn shagged that day man...
4th day we practiced whatever drills we learnt so far... den rushed to change into fresh clothes cos u cant wear muddy ones to the ferry... haha luckily it didnt rain a single drop while we were in tekong... :P and thank god the instructors didnt give us a turn out... not much tekan oso... i just wonder why always during outfield, our movement is soooo sluggish... den when we were at the ferry terminal, we were like flying to the toilet and changing n stuff... and must always appreciate the fact that fresh rations ALWAYS beats combat rations... whatever they serve... i probably eatened the worst cookies and muffins outfield and yet it still tastes the best at that moment of time... WAHAHAHA
hectic week so far... had demolition lessons and a demo test on fri and just now had a map reading re-test... the whole wing failed la... passing mark is 85%... wtf rite... hope i fared well... :S haha later goin drinking session cos this week mental and physical stress... :P great excuse huh... wahahaha tmr goin for a massage cos i really need it man... luckily this week keep on raining so all the SOC lessons CANCELED! hahaha but still had ET run 8km... :S shagged sia...
2nd day was all about FCO and the drills... damned alpha again... now must lepoard crawl from bound to bound... walao eh! with the friggin LAW tube AGAIN! kns... i thought i'll never see it again after sit test but wtf... here i am carryin it again... :S hahaha den nite time i got to be 2ic for the night ambush with the trip flare! wheee! i got to pull the trip flare too! hahaha really nice just like fireworks... haha
3rd day we learnt flanking in the morning... n it was the first time i bashed thru a mangrove sia! hahaha n go thru the low tide somemore... thank god i had goretex boots... haha n 1st time i ever lepoard crawl upslope with a LAW in some thick undergrowth... haha it was killer... den later we had another navigation exercise this time on our own... so at first we went "holland" aka LOST for 1hr + den i took charge and led the way... we managed to make up lost time and ended up finishing 2nd overall! haha woohoo! i must say that i have good navigational skills... oh n did i ever mentioned when i was in jakarta at the age of 4, i directed my way home from kindergarden... haha yeah no kidding n we walked from west to east of tekong man... from permatang to oil palms and back to permatang... kns... damn shagged that day man...
4th day we practiced whatever drills we learnt so far... den rushed to change into fresh clothes cos u cant wear muddy ones to the ferry... haha luckily it didnt rain a single drop while we were in tekong... :P and thank god the instructors didnt give us a turn out... not much tekan oso... i just wonder why always during outfield, our movement is soooo sluggish... den when we were at the ferry terminal, we were like flying to the toilet and changing n stuff... and must always appreciate the fact that fresh rations ALWAYS beats combat rations... whatever they serve... i probably eatened the worst cookies and muffins outfield and yet it still tastes the best at that moment of time... WAHAHAHA
hectic week so far... had demolition lessons and a demo test on fri and just now had a map reading re-test... the whole wing failed la... passing mark is 85%... wtf rite... hope i fared well... :S haha later goin drinking session cos this week mental and physical stress... :P great excuse huh... wahahaha tmr goin for a massage cos i really need it man... luckily this week keep on raining so all the SOC lessons CANCELED! hahaha but still had ET run 8km... :S shagged sia...
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
SCREWED UP BODY CLOCK... :S
SIANZ... slp at 3+ yet still wake up at 8... -_- oh well didnt go out today cos dad was elbowed in the eye by my sis while sleeping... sent him to NUH... yeah so damn sian la... watch my whole stack of tapes of csi, house, supernatural, numbers etc... damn sian ah!!! go online oso nobody around... onli got sc online cos she oso woke up early to meet with her insurance agent or something... so we played some solitaire... lol long time havent played tt sia... hahaha won 2-1 as usual... =X hahaha yeah den started to rain... shiok! had a power nap n a D.I.Y. facial... alot of zits le... must be all that choc sia... hahaha n everyone seems to be having some choc craving now... lol oh wells... booking in soon... damn sian to have my weekend burnt in tekong... kns... oh n selamat hari raya to all esp siti n md (ming de) WAHAHAHA!
Super-strong emotions like jealousy don't sit well with you, but you may experience a wave of it today. Just remember that this, like all feelings, is ultimately temporary. Watch it come and go. Don't overreact.
Emotionally, you should be feeling more independent today ... you are heading toward a major turning point where you can just let go of old grudges and move beyond the fear of not being a perfect person. You are making the best choices you can, and you should not dwell on missteps you have made. Your personal dramas will be taking a back seat to other, more challenging projects or activities. Focus more on those today and you will forget about insecurities.
You can get so worried about what you don't have that you forget how much there is in your life, especially when it comes to love. Concentrate on the abundance in your life, not what you perceive of as lacking.
Super-strong emotions like jealousy don't sit well with you, but you may experience a wave of it today. Just remember that this, like all feelings, is ultimately temporary. Watch it come and go. Don't overreact.
Emotionally, you should be feeling more independent today ... you are heading toward a major turning point where you can just let go of old grudges and move beyond the fear of not being a perfect person. You are making the best choices you can, and you should not dwell on missteps you have made. Your personal dramas will be taking a back seat to other, more challenging projects or activities. Focus more on those today and you will forget about insecurities.
You can get so worried about what you don't have that you forget how much there is in your life, especially when it comes to love. Concentrate on the abundance in your life, not what you perceive of as lacking.
DRINKING HABBITS DIE HARD... :P
Things are slowing down a bit in your life, and you are going to have some time to play with later today. This is a great time to double-check your resources ... make time today to balance your checkbook, check out the status of your retirement account (or start your retirement account!), and investigate that bank that you've been thinking of switching to. Maintaining your money takes effort, and it is effort that always pays off -- literally.
LOL like that is so wierd cos today i went to POSB n opened a "save as you earn" account... its basically an account whereby u cant touch the money for 2 yrs and each month it will take a fixed amount u specified and keep it in the account. yeah so i did a $500 per month thing so that i can use it for my living expenses overseas when i go further my studies. yeah so its quite a good scheme esp since u cant touch the money for 2 yrs which is like just nice ns is over by then... hehe yeah so then spent the rest of the day watchin csi, house, numbers, supernatural etc... then went to the civil servant club at bukit batok for dinner at a wine bar... really nice place n good food too n the price is quite ok given the wine and chocs for dessert... wahahaha im seriously turning into a chocoholic... my fridge has sooooo much choc! hahaha its crazy...
went to clementi n met up with sc to go 7-11 go buy drinks... round 2 for me thou... hehe had 2 glasses of wine during dinner... :P yeah then took a ride in bh's car to west coast park n just hang around... literally... lol cos we played that swing thingy n i got stuck in the middle... lol yeah but while jumping off i think my finger got caught in the chain n now its like swollen... :S sianz... n its my middle finger somemore... must be god's way of punishing me for pointing the middle finger too much le... WAHAHAHA! walked about n chatted awhile too... kao... still got small kids playing at 11+ lor... they should be at home playing dota or something man! wahahaha yeah n den drank 2 bottles of alcohol... 1 jack daniels n another bottle of vodka raspberry picked by sc... tastes like cough medicine sia... BLEAH! hahaha anyways i didnt really have any occasion in mind to go drinking but i think i noe y sc wanted to... haha she sounded damn pissed abt work... stressed so must go drink most probably... :P
went to marine parade n played some pool... damn rusty liao sia... hahahaha n almost got my head knocked by the cue ball... =X wahahaha dun ask... i think i may need to get myself a lucky clover soon... =X=X=X hahaha
LOL like that is so wierd cos today i went to POSB n opened a "save as you earn" account... its basically an account whereby u cant touch the money for 2 yrs and each month it will take a fixed amount u specified and keep it in the account. yeah so i did a $500 per month thing so that i can use it for my living expenses overseas when i go further my studies. yeah so its quite a good scheme esp since u cant touch the money for 2 yrs which is like just nice ns is over by then... hehe yeah so then spent the rest of the day watchin csi, house, numbers, supernatural etc... then went to the civil servant club at bukit batok for dinner at a wine bar... really nice place n good food too n the price is quite ok given the wine and chocs for dessert... wahahaha im seriously turning into a chocoholic... my fridge has sooooo much choc! hahaha its crazy...
went to clementi n met up with sc to go 7-11 go buy drinks... round 2 for me thou... hehe had 2 glasses of wine during dinner... :P yeah then took a ride in bh's car to west coast park n just hang around... literally... lol cos we played that swing thingy n i got stuck in the middle... lol yeah but while jumping off i think my finger got caught in the chain n now its like swollen... :S sianz... n its my middle finger somemore... must be god's way of punishing me for pointing the middle finger too much le... WAHAHAHA! walked about n chatted awhile too... kao... still got small kids playing at 11+ lor... they should be at home playing dota or something man! wahahaha yeah n den drank 2 bottles of alcohol... 1 jack daniels n another bottle of vodka raspberry picked by sc... tastes like cough medicine sia... BLEAH! hahaha anyways i didnt really have any occasion in mind to go drinking but i think i noe y sc wanted to... haha she sounded damn pissed abt work... stressed so must go drink most probably... :P
went to marine parade n played some pool... damn rusty liao sia... hahahaha n almost got my head knocked by the cue ball... =X wahahaha dun ask... i think i may need to get myself a lucky clover soon... =X=X=X hahaha
Sunday, October 22, 2006
DOA!!!
DOA!!! hahaha yeah so anyways went to have lunch with jz, danny, heman, nel n jay... 3 botaks n 3 erm... guys with more hair than botaks... :P yeah so talked lotsa crap abt army etc... filled them in with what to expect in bmt n wat i went thru so far in ocs... haha den walked over to ps where danny n i left cos we didnt feel like playing dota... so headed back to heeren n did some window shopping... walked over to taka n got myself some gelato n danny got himself $10 worth of donuts... siao one... den walked back to ps... we r crazy one... but the whole of orchard like so few ppl... as if its a weekday... lol
danny left to meet his gf n i went to meet up with sc n bh to go watch doa... wahahaha dunno y sc just wanna tag along n watch doa... all babes nia... no cute gay guys that she has been fantasising =X yeah lotsa lotsa babes in the movie... typical guys only show... lol bikini fest just like yesterday! wahahaha! yeah den went to ljs for a drink n then went to waraku for dinner with my family... my dad came back from europe le! hahaha loaded with chocs n bought me a ck perfume! hahaha as if i'll have the chance to use it... LOL im still starting on my bottle of versace blue jeans sia... hahaha neways went to beach rd to grab some stuff for the upcomin field camp which im gonna have my weekend burnt in tekong... 4d3n in tekong is gonna be damn sian... esp over the weekend... SOB SOB! nvm la... got tmr n tues to chill out... hehe but dun think anyone will be free... or have the cash to go out le =X haha yeah so now im watchin tv for the 1st time in many many weeks... some korean show on some tutor shit... haha funny stuff...
There is good news today regarding one of your more particularly fuzzy frustrations. Things are finally starting to come into focus ... so do yourself a big favor and accelerate the formation of this clear picture by stepping back and giving yourself some distance. You may have the drive to tackle it head on, and you probably have the energy to back it up; but right now, you need to study it from a distance before you can act on it effectively.
Taking a big step back really gives you a much-needed sense of perspective when it comes to the dating scene. You see exactly where it is you came from, and you'll be able to decide where you want to go.
danny left to meet his gf n i went to meet up with sc n bh to go watch doa... wahahaha dunno y sc just wanna tag along n watch doa... all babes nia... no cute gay guys that she has been fantasising =X yeah lotsa lotsa babes in the movie... typical guys only show... lol bikini fest just like yesterday! wahahaha! yeah den went to ljs for a drink n then went to waraku for dinner with my family... my dad came back from europe le! hahaha loaded with chocs n bought me a ck perfume! hahaha as if i'll have the chance to use it... LOL im still starting on my bottle of versace blue jeans sia... hahaha neways went to beach rd to grab some stuff for the upcomin field camp which im gonna have my weekend burnt in tekong... 4d3n in tekong is gonna be damn sian... esp over the weekend... SOB SOB! nvm la... got tmr n tues to chill out... hehe but dun think anyone will be free... or have the cash to go out le =X haha yeah so now im watchin tv for the 1st time in many many weeks... some korean show on some tutor shit... haha funny stuff...
There is good news today regarding one of your more particularly fuzzy frustrations. Things are finally starting to come into focus ... so do yourself a big favor and accelerate the formation of this clear picture by stepping back and giving yourself some distance. You may have the drive to tackle it head on, and you probably have the energy to back it up; but right now, you need to study it from a distance before you can act on it effectively.
Taking a big step back really gives you a much-needed sense of perspective when it comes to the dating scene. You see exactly where it is you came from, and you'll be able to decide where you want to go.
Saturday, October 21, 2006
SENTOSA!!!
WOOHOO!!! booking out for 5 days!!! till tues 2000hrs... :P yeah so went to harbourfront to buy some stuff for the picnic... onli the 6 of us came... the rest of the class not free... -_- oh wells... so me, bh, cl, yy, sc n sq went to sentosa for a picnic... yeah so went to palawan beach den walked over to the luge to play the go cart! omg SO FUN! hahaha n the skyride was really nice... great view but stupid haze as usual... ahahaha yeah so i raced down like a madman... wahahaha super pro racing skills... even though there were lotsa roadhogs... i was taking the turns at high speeds till only 3 of my wheels were on the road... wahahaha! yeah so i played it 3 times! i so so so wanna go play it again... :D hahaha took lotsa pics too! but onli sq brought her cam so i'll upload the pics once i get them... too bad my cam is with my dad in europe... if not i'll prolly take a video of me going down like a madman! wahahaha!
hahaha so then went to siloso beach for the 2nd half of the picnic... swam over to the little island den swam back... had a tan, started a sandball fight which i ended up eating several mouthfulls of sand all tks to sc... haha but bombarded them with artililary shellings of sand in return :P den got my ass filled with sand... damn tt cl... hahaha n bh... hahaha yeah then changed and went over to vivo city... walao... so many ppl there lor... worse than orchard rd sia... so had carls junior for dinner den walked about window shopping... hahaha so here we have 2 extreme ends... me being loaded and nothing in mind to shop and sc being broke and still wanna shop... lol! bumped into esther n her musical friends at gv... haha tt sounds funny... esther n her musical friends... ah wadever... never really expected to see her there but then again like the whole of singapore is at vivo city... LOL den went to candy empire! OMG!!! im like in heaven! hahahaha bought some kinder bueno choc... tastes great... but the wonka whipple scrumptious caramel delight i bought was FANTASTIC!!!!! omg... i gotta get more tmr! LOL hahaha den went to ps n sat at starbucks n had iced choc n chatted awhile then went home
The events around you today will have a life of their own, and trying to shape them into a better form is going to be a big waste of your time -- so don't even try. Do not worry about being labeled a quitter -- there is a big difference between giving up and resigning yourself to accept things as they are, and you know it. Life is too short to tackle battles that are pointless. So just ride out the day, focusing on the things that you can control -- like your sunny disposition.
hahaha so then went to siloso beach for the 2nd half of the picnic... swam over to the little island den swam back... had a tan, started a sandball fight which i ended up eating several mouthfulls of sand all tks to sc... haha but bombarded them with artililary shellings of sand in return :P den got my ass filled with sand... damn tt cl... hahaha n bh... hahaha yeah then changed and went over to vivo city... walao... so many ppl there lor... worse than orchard rd sia... so had carls junior for dinner den walked about window shopping... hahaha so here we have 2 extreme ends... me being loaded and nothing in mind to shop and sc being broke and still wanna shop... lol! bumped into esther n her musical friends at gv... haha tt sounds funny... esther n her musical friends... ah wadever... never really expected to see her there but then again like the whole of singapore is at vivo city... LOL den went to candy empire! OMG!!! im like in heaven! hahahaha bought some kinder bueno choc... tastes great... but the wonka whipple scrumptious caramel delight i bought was FANTASTIC!!!!! omg... i gotta get more tmr! LOL hahaha den went to ps n sat at starbucks n had iced choc n chatted awhile then went home
The events around you today will have a life of their own, and trying to shape them into a better form is going to be a big waste of your time -- so don't even try. Do not worry about being labeled a quitter -- there is a big difference between giving up and resigning yourself to accept things as they are, and you know it. Life is too short to tackle battles that are pointless. So just ride out the day, focusing on the things that you can control -- like your sunny disposition.
Sunday, October 15, 2006
ME-DAY
YEAH... its me day today... not planned but being in ocs taught me to expect the unexpected... so when i was walking out, i was msged by bh saying mom sc fell sick... so cant go le... so might as well cancel it la... yeah so it seems like mom has headache n bodyache... sounds like pms! =X hahaha jkjk
yeah so i walked orchard from heeren up to ps for a nice slow lunch at bk... something which i have not have the luxury of doing in camp... lol den back to taka den wisma den wheelock den lido den wheelock den home... far rite? hahaha no kick sia... yeah so spent the day thinking and reflecting on stuff... good thing i got in-bud earphones... not much noise other than the soothing music on my nano that im playing... FFX soundtrack rocks man... hahaha great for relaxing and other stuff... just listen to this song called "zanarkland" yeah its really really nice... haha long time since i played it on the piano le... think later i'll practice it for awhile... haha yeah so think i came up with a plan le... just do it! hahaha you only live once... just go for it lor...
yeah walked around window shopping... seeing running shoes... think im starting to get into the running culture... hahaha den walked into borders and browsed thru some books... something that i find intresting... about the character of pisces... my horoscpoe sign la... says they are romantic ppl and are passive... lol den they have an overactive imagination... wahahaha quite true in my case hor? lol
oh well den went to wheelock to buy my dad a bday prezzie at the nike gift shop... 12 golf balls... haha since he loves golf ma... den came back n did a d.i.y. facial and some massage... power nap and now chatting n bloggin till bookin later at 9... hope this week i dun tio any extras... :S CHOI! haha yeah so im now listening to the new eVonne hsu cd... quite nice songs inside but its protected! sianz cant rip it to my nano... OH did u guys see the new nano and shuffle! omg... shuffle looks CHIO! hahaha im soooo gonna get it sia... :P anyone wanna get it too? lol
SOME INTRESTING STUFF FROM ASTROLOGY.COM yeah should sign up for their daily horoscope la... seems quite alrite la... well to me perhaps... yeah so the 1st one is my daily love tarot, my daily tarot, my daily romantic horoscope n lastly my weekly romantic horoscope for next week... haha so here it goes:
The Knave of Swords card suggests that you should try to clear your to-do list. Make time for witty chats or conversation. Reminisce or talk out issues that might need to be resolved and be clear about what you want. Put promises, itineraries or plans in writing to avoid misunderstandings later on. It may not be romantic, but being fair and practical in this case can help alleviate suspicions and avoid mind games. SO TRUE! HAHAHA MIND GAMES... LOL
The Eight of Swords card suggests that my power today lies in denial or blocking. 'Don't even go there.' I will not let myself be limited, paralyzed, held hostage or alienated by fear or fantasy that relies on exploitive emotional rescue, sacrifice of truth, or victimization. I will not be a prisoner to my own perceptions or expectations. Why did Cinderella stay? Do I want to be right or alone? Why have I placed a mental gag order on my own suffering or thinking? I am empowered to question or endure by virtue of my own self-worth because there is no honor in sacrificing my self to victimhood.
Before you get what you deserve in this life, you have to be willing to visualize it. If love hasn't worked out the way you thought it would, ask yourself what you really want. Find a creative way to express it.
Doing something healthy on Monday makes you feel all-around sexier, boosting that confidence. It's the kind of excellent energy you can use from Tuesday through Thursday, when the best romantic agenda is no agenda at all -- other than being yourself and letting your soul shine. Plenty of time to analyze it all later -- like this weekend, when you'll be given choices and the opportunity to point your love life in a lovely direction. Don't just stand there -- pick your path, and who you want with you on it.
yeah so i walked orchard from heeren up to ps for a nice slow lunch at bk... something which i have not have the luxury of doing in camp... lol den back to taka den wisma den wheelock den lido den wheelock den home... far rite? hahaha no kick sia... yeah so spent the day thinking and reflecting on stuff... good thing i got in-bud earphones... not much noise other than the soothing music on my nano that im playing... FFX soundtrack rocks man... hahaha great for relaxing and other stuff... just listen to this song called "zanarkland" yeah its really really nice... haha long time since i played it on the piano le... think later i'll practice it for awhile... haha yeah so think i came up with a plan le... just do it! hahaha you only live once... just go for it lor...
yeah walked around window shopping... seeing running shoes... think im starting to get into the running culture... hahaha den walked into borders and browsed thru some books... something that i find intresting... about the character of pisces... my horoscpoe sign la... says they are romantic ppl and are passive... lol den they have an overactive imagination... wahahaha quite true in my case hor? lol
oh well den went to wheelock to buy my dad a bday prezzie at the nike gift shop... 12 golf balls... haha since he loves golf ma... den came back n did a d.i.y. facial and some massage... power nap and now chatting n bloggin till bookin later at 9... hope this week i dun tio any extras... :S CHOI! haha yeah so im now listening to the new eVonne hsu cd... quite nice songs inside but its protected! sianz cant rip it to my nano... OH did u guys see the new nano and shuffle! omg... shuffle looks CHIO! hahaha im soooo gonna get it sia... :P anyone wanna get it too? lol
SOME INTRESTING STUFF FROM ASTROLOGY.COM yeah should sign up for their daily horoscope la... seems quite alrite la... well to me perhaps... yeah so the 1st one is my daily love tarot, my daily tarot, my daily romantic horoscope n lastly my weekly romantic horoscope for next week... haha so here it goes:
The Knave of Swords card suggests that you should try to clear your to-do list. Make time for witty chats or conversation. Reminisce or talk out issues that might need to be resolved and be clear about what you want. Put promises, itineraries or plans in writing to avoid misunderstandings later on. It may not be romantic, but being fair and practical in this case can help alleviate suspicions and avoid mind games. SO TRUE! HAHAHA MIND GAMES... LOL
The Eight of Swords card suggests that my power today lies in denial or blocking. 'Don't even go there.' I will not let myself be limited, paralyzed, held hostage or alienated by fear or fantasy that relies on exploitive emotional rescue, sacrifice of truth, or victimization. I will not be a prisoner to my own perceptions or expectations. Why did Cinderella stay? Do I want to be right or alone? Why have I placed a mental gag order on my own suffering or thinking? I am empowered to question or endure by virtue of my own self-worth because there is no honor in sacrificing my self to victimhood.
Before you get what you deserve in this life, you have to be willing to visualize it. If love hasn't worked out the way you thought it would, ask yourself what you really want. Find a creative way to express it.
Doing something healthy on Monday makes you feel all-around sexier, boosting that confidence. It's the kind of excellent energy you can use from Tuesday through Thursday, when the best romantic agenda is no agenda at all -- other than being yourself and letting your soul shine. Plenty of time to analyze it all later -- like this weekend, when you'll be given choices and the opportunity to point your love life in a lovely direction. Don't just stand there -- pick your path, and who you want with you on it.
LIFE CAN BE SO SCREWED UP... :S
SIGH... just when i forced myself to think its over, now theres a glimmer of hope... should i go for it and either have a happy-ever-after ending or prolly end up getting hurt and experience the same kinda feeling when i forced myself to think its over... people say no pain no gain but this is one pain i never ever wanna experience again. but then again should i just sit back and dont go for it? let this one pass right by without even trying? its either go or dont go... how? n i have no idea why im blogging so early in the morning in camp... maybe cos ive been attacked by mozzies all night, cant sleep on my own bed, booking out in like less than 3 hrs and the fact that my mind starts to play mind games on myself... haiz... :S
Saturday, October 14, 2006
SATURDAY CDS DUTY... FUCKED UP!!!
FUCKED UP!!! SO FUCKED UP!!! hahaha but here i am blogging in camp AGAIN! O_O yeah so theres 2 ppl on duty la its the cdo and cds tts me... so we r taking 2 hrs shift by left... =X yeah so anyways its kinda slack on weekends la... nobody here to fuck us around... just told to decorate the duty room... hahaha which was done in like 1hr plus... bad part is having my 1/2 a sat burnt... n having to stay in smart 4 all day long till tmr 8am... den BOOKOUT! den bookin at 2100... SIANZ!!! __ hahaha but its ok la... tmr got plans for lunch meeting ma... den next week got fri till tue off provided i dun tio extra for no fucking lame reason... haha =X yeah well suck thumb la... anyways its been a great week for me la... all until now but im keeping my spirits high la... bo pian one... lan lan suck thumb n do lor... yeah so i guess i thought i solved a problem le... but now i think it resurfaced... nvm la just play by ear ba hor? hahaha tts my way of doing things when i dun have a plan in mind... :P okies time for a power nap! hahaha catch up on long lost sleep... life as a cadet is always sleepy always tired and always busy doing something... almost learnt the art of open eyed sleeping for damn long... now can onli last for like 30 odd secs... =X hahaha k la power nap time! or like wad "mom" likes to call it "beauty sleep" :P
Friday, October 13, 2006
IM BLOGGING IN CAMP! LOL
HAHA!!! yes its true! im blogging in camp right as of now! hahaha yeah so its kinda a damn hectic week for us... weapons test and tsr test... all scored pretty well la... haha den had shooting for SAR21 and SAW... the night shoot was damn fun cos we played with the night vision goggles hahaha look like splinter cell sia... :P yep so im now in camp but tmr i got duty... so my sat is burnt... can onli bookout on sun morn... but its ok la i think its gonna be an experience la... anyways everyone has to do it sooner or later better be now rite? haha quoted from mom sc... :P yep so ive kinda sorted out my thoughts le... i think i can go thru ocs on my own la... dun really need to confide in anyone... theres always my mom who i can talk to n i have been doing so for the past week or of course theres my other "mom" who i can sorta confide in too... =X haha yeah so its quite fun here in ocs... experience of a lifetime ba... yeah so anyways this sunday we r gonna have a lunch meeting up session at cine @ 12 la... n oso discuss abt the pub hol where we wanna go etc... i got the mon off! i cant believe it sia!!! hahaha k la i think its abt time to rest even though the lights out timing is at 2300... extended wor... :P k goodnite ppl! see u guys on sun ba!
Sunday, October 08, 2006
WORLD TRADE CENTRE
YEAH so i slept at 4am n woke up at 8... siao man... den went to bugis to do some stuff... bai bai abit too... den went to ps... did some shopping too haha den met up with soo chan n did some catching up... talked quite abit too huh... even had plans to go m'sia during the upcoming pub hols... lol den met up with bh n yy to go watch wtc at the new cathay... quite a slow movie... kinda boring too... yawnz... haha
The Death card suggests that when love goes wrong, nothing goes right. Whether you are avoiding an inevitable break-up, are in a rut or are simply trying to deny issues that are standing in the way of romantic happiness, you know what this means. You may miss opportunities or even hit all the red lights when you are running late. This could be a sign that something's got to give in order for you to move on to the next chapter in your relationship -- or even beyond that. Continued resistance may be futile.
yeah so im still quite uncertain abt how i feel... dunno if i should just keep it this way so tt i got more time for myself n not so much time to commit to other stuff but on the other side... theres someone to confide in on a much deeper lvl... so im still quite uncertain to go or not to go for it... haiz... maybe i should just let this one go though i spent quite abit of effort reeling it in... =X oh wells... we'll see how it goes... n it did say something's got to give in order for me to move on rite? haix...
oh well now gonna go book in le... see u all next week! hahaha
The Death card suggests that when love goes wrong, nothing goes right. Whether you are avoiding an inevitable break-up, are in a rut or are simply trying to deny issues that are standing in the way of romantic happiness, you know what this means. You may miss opportunities or even hit all the red lights when you are running late. This could be a sign that something's got to give in order for you to move on to the next chapter in your relationship -- or even beyond that. Continued resistance may be futile.
yeah so im still quite uncertain abt how i feel... dunno if i should just keep it this way so tt i got more time for myself n not so much time to commit to other stuff but on the other side... theres someone to confide in on a much deeper lvl... so im still quite uncertain to go or not to go for it... haiz... maybe i should just let this one go though i spent quite abit of effort reeling it in... =X oh wells... we'll see how it goes... n it did say something's got to give in order for me to move on rite? haix...
oh well now gonna go book in le... see u all next week! hahaha
SP MUSICAL!!!
HAHAHA slp till 12 this morn... shiok sia... lol den went to vivo city to take a look... did some shopping... bought an arm wallet and the goodyear adidas shoes... hehe shiok sia! ahaha den went to have dinner... den went to NUS UCC for the SP musical... nice place to be... haha den was shown my seat... haha so near the front sia... 5th row... aisle seat somemore... hahaha yeah so it was actually a nice musical to my surprise... ;X but of course the cast spent like 6 months on it la... so it had to be good... lol yep so esther wasnt playing the main role la... just the backups... haha but still it was nice to watch la... n she bought this really nice dress tt she showed me... hahaha look so pretty in it wor... :X hahaha yeah so den after the show we sorta met... kinda shagged still but managed to give her the ear rings... though i didnt really have the balls to say more nor probe deeper... :S hahaha oh well i guess im just too little, too late haha (sings to jojo's too little too, late tune haha) dunno la... perhaps im thinking too much into it... or maybe its already a done deal... i dunno... i'll just be contented on maintaining a good friendship... yeah so anyways went to holland v with jef n sp... had haagen dazz... yummy! haha den had a bottle of corona... not much to make me drunk la... just to drink for the sake of drinking... yeah so talked lotsa crap den went home... prolly just gonna slp this one away... not gonna drink myself wasted like the last one... hahaha must slp well for next week's hell week... :X
If you feel like you've been giving more than you've been getting in an old relationship, you just may be right. But before you approach your friend with these suspicions, consider the significant value this relationship has in your life. Is this issue a deal-breaker? These extra sacrifices might be temporary, and if you make a big issue out of them, you might be causing more drama than you need in your life right now. Try to hold your tongue and keep the peace.
If you feel like you've been giving more than you've been getting in an old relationship, you just may be right. But before you approach your friend with these suspicions, consider the significant value this relationship has in your life. Is this issue a deal-breaker? These extra sacrifices might be temporary, and if you make a big issue out of them, you might be causing more drama than you need in your life right now. Try to hold your tongue and keep the peace.
Saturday, October 07, 2006
MY DAILY TAROT & HOROSCOPE... :(
The Devil card suggests that my alter ego today is the Risk-Taker, whose superpower lies in my laughing in the face of limitations, possibly guided by my obsessions. I will watch my step today and know that I need to take responsibility for my actions -- no one can shoulder that burden for me. 'I know it's wrong, but it feels so right.' My obsessions are in control and I can't help myself -- I'm addicted to love. But you just may be hurting the one you love. So either go with it, or exercise self-control and avoid those temptations that may come back to haunt you. :(
The Seven of Pentacles card reversed suggests that you've done your duty. You may have been stuck in the dead-end role of observer or patient nurturer long enough, tending to everyone else but yourself. Now is the time to make your move or collect the fruits of your labor before opportunity dries up. Avoid a tendency to go with the quick fix -- in the end, it will require more constant attention due to its shallow roots while returning little tangible reward for your efforts. With timing, vision and work, this standoff could become a milestone, wherein you begin to make major adjustments or changes to the path of your love life, get back in the game or come out of a slump, learn from mistakes or notice and appreciate what has been before you all along, while letting nature take its course.
Nothing helps a broken heart more than taking action. Write it out, go for a long walk or put up those shelves around your house. You'll find at the end of it that your emotions weren't permanently broken, just bruised. :(
The Seven of Pentacles card reversed suggests that you've done your duty. You may have been stuck in the dead-end role of observer or patient nurturer long enough, tending to everyone else but yourself. Now is the time to make your move or collect the fruits of your labor before opportunity dries up. Avoid a tendency to go with the quick fix -- in the end, it will require more constant attention due to its shallow roots while returning little tangible reward for your efforts. With timing, vision and work, this standoff could become a milestone, wherein you begin to make major adjustments or changes to the path of your love life, get back in the game or come out of a slump, learn from mistakes or notice and appreciate what has been before you all along, while letting nature take its course.
Nothing helps a broken heart more than taking action. Write it out, go for a long walk or put up those shelves around your house. You'll find at the end of it that your emotions weren't permanently broken, just bruised. :(
1ST OCS BOOKOUT!!!!
OMFG!!! im finally out! 3 weeks of hell... mentally, physically and emotionally torturing...
haha yeah so we did lotsa shit in camp... like we got turnout at 4am to go for the confidence jump off the 5m high diving platform wearing long 4 then climed up the ocs tower 265 steps... den we played with the MOPP 4 suit which is for chemical defence. damn uncomfortable... den wear it with the gas mask and went into a gas chamber filled with tear gas. then we had to do some exercises inside to make sure we donned the suit properly. then we also had to take off our mask n shout out our name n ic no before we can exit. walao now i noe the power of tear gas.... not funny sia. hahaha yeah
every morning 5bx with run... den pt lesson very wierd one... got "power run" which is run up the hill in 40 sec, interval training 1 round 1:40 n now getting lesser, sbo staircase run... 10 sets of 10 pushups with the push up bar then followed by 10 sets of 6 pullups... omg...my arms r JELLY!!! hahaha yeah well theres lots more but damn lazy to put here la
finally can use the com le... hahaha theres INTERNET TOO!!! woohoo!!! hahaha yeah the whole place is like a hostel la... 2 man bunk, com, kitchenette etc... hahaha lectures too! almost like back to school...
mentally torturing comes when we got lack of slp and lotsa lectres... den when the training gets really tough, the mind starts to wonder if u should really stay on in ocs... oh btw i dio the most siong wing in ocs... alpha... kns... my wing commander is commando one lor... hahaha anyways, its really testing ur will power to stay on in ocs... which someone from my plt did not managed to do... he went AWOL (absent without official leave) aka run away from camp... 1st time in ocs history... yeah so he went to DB for 1 day la... now OOC le... haiz... now u noe how tough the training is huh...
then came the emotional part... maybe im just thinking too much yeah... but i think its gonna be more or less answered by tonight... im more or less prepared for the worst case scenario la... so later who wanna go DRINKING!!! hahaha yeah n there was parents visit on the 1st oct... 2nd week into ocs.. i actually cried when i saw my parents... :( haha it was an emotional time for me... n they really gave me lotsa lotsa support telling me the suffering is all worth it and to pull thru the whole course... i felt much better after crying thou... all those bottled up feelings just all out... makes it so much better for myself... the whole time i have been going thru a roller coaster ride of emotions... ups and downs... when theres lotsa admin time, my mind starts to play mind games... tts when i actually feel damn low... n when the training is fun i feel good... so its really a trying period for me then... so after tt i went to show my parents around the whole place... damn nice view at the top of ocs tower... haha i'll post up the pics next time yeah... haha den when sending them off... it was another tear jerking time for me... yeah n now i kinda feel what gabriel CY told me... when the training gets really tough, u start to call ppl that u wanna confide in... =X yeah so i just wanna thank everyone who has been giving me the support i needed when i was at my darkest time yet... but im much much better now le... hahaha :D
oh well i just finished my 3d2n leadership field camp which started on wed... so we went to rambutan hill to stay for the camp... its a navigation course btw... so we had a compass each... so learnt abt the compass and pacing... den we had day campass test which was fucked up... the area was so damn uneven! slopes, holes, everything la! kns... luckily i passed the day test... :P then got nite compass test... so dark! luckily got moon tt nite... but still damn dark... passed as usual la.. hehe yeah den next day had operation hercules... something like sit test la... yeah i was the 2ic for the river crossing station... damn we onli managed to get some ppl across... so we kinda failed... but had the best plan by far... given more time we could have crossed la... n so we failed n had to all get wet... boots filled with water... sucks man... changed uniform never felt so good... hahaha but boots... haha luckily i brought spare insoles... smart hor! yeah den had nite navi... once again with fbo... the only wing tt did it with fbo la... haha den nite time had haze so we went back to wing line... haha all of us so happy... tot can slp well... so slept at midnite... den kena turnout at 1am... kns fucking sleepy la... yeah den had to change to fbo and kena tekan like fuck... camo on camo off etc... pour water on ourselves... den had to do some questions oso... shagged liao how to think sia! den had to casevec around the whole safti... kns... damn heng no rifle n smoke grenade n thunderflash... hahaha cos we all return le... :P but still damn shagged... lug the damn stretcher with boon on top... damn shagged la... den after tt had some parade... n den had a section sharing session... give a talk on a subject for 5 mins... kns... all sleeping la... hahaha oh well so i onli had less than 5 hrs slp in 3 days... kns... den had lotsa admin time... i spent it doing equipment cleaning... others went to slp... fuck sia... hahaha den had lotsa crap like area cleaning, swim etc... den BOOKOUT!!! hahaha so happy! hahaha so went home n unpacked... den went to bai bai.... den to bedok to massage... damn shiok... slp like pig oso... hahaha so went home n slp... woke up at 12+... slp never felt this good! WAHAHAHA!
haha yeah so we did lotsa shit in camp... like we got turnout at 4am to go for the confidence jump off the 5m high diving platform wearing long 4 then climed up the ocs tower 265 steps... den we played with the MOPP 4 suit which is for chemical defence. damn uncomfortable... den wear it with the gas mask and went into a gas chamber filled with tear gas. then we had to do some exercises inside to make sure we donned the suit properly. then we also had to take off our mask n shout out our name n ic no before we can exit. walao now i noe the power of tear gas.... not funny sia. hahaha yeah
every morning 5bx with run... den pt lesson very wierd one... got "power run" which is run up the hill in 40 sec, interval training 1 round 1:40 n now getting lesser, sbo staircase run... 10 sets of 10 pushups with the push up bar then followed by 10 sets of 6 pullups... omg...my arms r JELLY!!! hahaha yeah well theres lots more but damn lazy to put here la
finally can use the com le... hahaha theres INTERNET TOO!!! woohoo!!! hahaha yeah the whole place is like a hostel la... 2 man bunk, com, kitchenette etc... hahaha lectures too! almost like back to school...
mentally torturing comes when we got lack of slp and lotsa lectres... den when the training gets really tough, the mind starts to wonder if u should really stay on in ocs... oh btw i dio the most siong wing in ocs... alpha... kns... my wing commander is commando one lor... hahaha anyways, its really testing ur will power to stay on in ocs... which someone from my plt did not managed to do... he went AWOL (absent without official leave) aka run away from camp... 1st time in ocs history... yeah so he went to DB for 1 day la... now OOC le... haiz... now u noe how tough the training is huh...
then came the emotional part... maybe im just thinking too much yeah... but i think its gonna be more or less answered by tonight... im more or less prepared for the worst case scenario la... so later who wanna go DRINKING!!! hahaha yeah n there was parents visit on the 1st oct... 2nd week into ocs.. i actually cried when i saw my parents... :( haha it was an emotional time for me... n they really gave me lotsa lotsa support telling me the suffering is all worth it and to pull thru the whole course... i felt much better after crying thou... all those bottled up feelings just all out... makes it so much better for myself... the whole time i have been going thru a roller coaster ride of emotions... ups and downs... when theres lotsa admin time, my mind starts to play mind games... tts when i actually feel damn low... n when the training is fun i feel good... so its really a trying period for me then... so after tt i went to show my parents around the whole place... damn nice view at the top of ocs tower... haha i'll post up the pics next time yeah... haha den when sending them off... it was another tear jerking time for me... yeah n now i kinda feel what gabriel CY told me... when the training gets really tough, u start to call ppl that u wanna confide in... =X yeah so i just wanna thank everyone who has been giving me the support i needed when i was at my darkest time yet... but im much much better now le... hahaha :D
oh well i just finished my 3d2n leadership field camp which started on wed... so we went to rambutan hill to stay for the camp... its a navigation course btw... so we had a compass each... so learnt abt the compass and pacing... den we had day campass test which was fucked up... the area was so damn uneven! slopes, holes, everything la! kns... luckily i passed the day test... :P then got nite compass test... so dark! luckily got moon tt nite... but still damn dark... passed as usual la.. hehe yeah den next day had operation hercules... something like sit test la... yeah i was the 2ic for the river crossing station... damn we onli managed to get some ppl across... so we kinda failed... but had the best plan by far... given more time we could have crossed la... n so we failed n had to all get wet... boots filled with water... sucks man... changed uniform never felt so good... hahaha but boots... haha luckily i brought spare insoles... smart hor! yeah den had nite navi... once again with fbo... the only wing tt did it with fbo la... haha den nite time had haze so we went back to wing line... haha all of us so happy... tot can slp well... so slept at midnite... den kena turnout at 1am... kns fucking sleepy la... yeah den had to change to fbo and kena tekan like fuck... camo on camo off etc... pour water on ourselves... den had to do some questions oso... shagged liao how to think sia! den had to casevec around the whole safti... kns... damn heng no rifle n smoke grenade n thunderflash... hahaha cos we all return le... :P but still damn shagged... lug the damn stretcher with boon on top... damn shagged la... den after tt had some parade... n den had a section sharing session... give a talk on a subject for 5 mins... kns... all sleeping la... hahaha oh well so i onli had less than 5 hrs slp in 3 days... kns... den had lotsa admin time... i spent it doing equipment cleaning... others went to slp... fuck sia... hahaha den had lotsa crap like area cleaning, swim etc... den BOOKOUT!!! hahaha so happy! hahaha so went home n unpacked... den went to bai bai.... den to bedok to massage... damn shiok... slp like pig oso... hahaha so went home n slp... woke up at 12+... slp never felt this good! WAHAHAHA!
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