Thursday, May 31, 2007
EX. REPLAY OR EX. GAMEOVER
yeah so these past couple of weeks i've been thinking about a moment's folly that i did... not that i regretted it or anything but it still was stupid of me to do so without recce-ing anything beforehand... prolly it was the wrong timing... anticipated the H hour or what la...hahaha all army lingo here... so im kinda torn apart whether i should try my luck again and re-do the mission or should i just let this mission fail which has been planned for quite some time... so should i try my luck, how long do i have to wait till its the right H hr again? and if i just let this one pass, its like totally not worth it given the time and effort put in... yeah so such a complicated matter could only be one thing right? something to do with matters of the heart... ahahaha the power of deduction... yeah so by not giving a clear cut answer and lots of mixed signals so much so that my mind starts to play mind games on me again... which sucks totally... not sure if i'm doing the right thing at this moment too... just waiting it out to re-do the mission but this time im not sure how to execute it again... then again comes the qn of when is the H hr... i dunno... i guess i'll wait it out awhile longer... perhaps i'm just delaying the ominent heartache... besides that, whats gonna happen after that? friendship gonna just shatter just cos of a qn? it would have crumbled if not for me taking the pains just to keep it intact after the first mission failure... not sure if i can maintain the next blow too... haiz... matters of the heart was never an easy task to overcome... OCS motto: to lead to excel to overcome... cant even overcome this how to be officer sia... hahaha haiz... but seriously... i think i'll just play by ear lo... and even if the outcome isn't a happy ending, i'll still try to salvage whatever i can and not to make history repeat itself...
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN
YEAH so last week was one hell of a week for me... everyday have rehearsals for marching for the commissioning parade in the hot sun and even in the rain too... crazy... our SSM is one funny guy... always goes " you bloody swine/maggot, give me 20 now or go double around the parade square etc... hahaha its fun with him doing the rehearsals but 30 mins of stationary marching on the spot can kill sia... especially in the hot sun... and damn the weather... hasn't even rained ever since our first rehearsal sia... kns... oh wells so we had a nights out just to watch the champions league final... damn i slept thru it lor... wasted... hahaha anyways so we booked out on sat... which is a standard in OCS la... sad... cos im so used to friday bookouts back at SI... haiz... yeah so anyways after all that marching in the sun, we all now got this very ugly "V" neck tan... to make things worse, we wear long 4 which is long sleeved so only our heads and necks get tanned... all other parts aren't... kns... hahaha now i can say my face is really black le... hahaha =X
sun went to watch pirates of the caribbean with yy n sc... but u noe sc la... last min had to fly kite... dunno for what reason she had to go back to m'sia and so urgently... tried to ask her what was it but shes kinda mum abt it... only said its personal as usual... so that left me n yy scrambling to find someone else cos we already booked the tix online le... kns... heng jing zhou agreed... thanks a million man... hahaha yeah well the show was good i would say... 3 hrs with lots of fight scenes n stuff... and always remember to stay after the credits like all other POTC shows... a nice clip after the show... nope i wont spoil that part for those who hasn't watched it... hehe then went to bookin... earlier than SI also sia... 2130... SI was 2230 lor... haiz... miss SI sia... just dun like the food there thou... OCS food ROCKS! hahaha but always no time to enjoy it... whereas SI has all the time in the world to enjoy a lousy tasting meal... haiz... cant have the best of both worlds can you... haha
well this week is kinda like the last... rehearsals and stuff... some excursions too which was pretty much boring just the bus ride was great cos we could all catch up on lost slp over the weekends... hahahaha yup so today we had a PT challenge... kns... so long never do IPPT le... only managed a pass sia... =X damned SBJ if not will maintain silver again... hahaha but its all for fun or to hit the record no. so as to get a prize etc... hahaha for me its just for fun... hehe yup and today is OCS's 40th anniversary... so we got some kinda celebration before booking out! yeah! hahaha vesak day ma... =D
haha so i've finally found a date for comms ball le... hehe tks to my mom and her friend sia... ok wait phrase wrongly le... friend's daughter la... hahaha yeah and she's 17 aka horse baby which is like really compatible with the tiger sign... hahaha we'll see how la...
You're an astute businessperson, but don't get too cocky. Today, you may be conned by a deceptive sales pitch if you aren't careful. Later today, a wish may be granted -- but is this a 'be careful what you wish for' situation? Don't start jumping for joy just yet. Keep decisions quiet today. If you're in charge of putting together a team, choose people you know and trust. Any big changes you're making in your life should be kept under wraps for the next few days.
A certain situation is likely less than crystal clear at the moment. Why commit more emotional resources when the outcome's so hazy? Meantime, try occupying yourself elsewhere.
May 31, 2007
While someone's advice might seem totally off the mark, there may be something in what they say. If you're going to move to the next level, you have to be receptive -- though not literal -- when listening to their suggestions.
Positive thinking can do a lot to make your life move in a better direction, but you cannot deny reality. If you're sure that luck will be on your side, then it probably will be -- but keep in mind that luck doesn't always look the way you thought it would. Just be cautious, and know that while you can hope for the best, you also have to plan for the worst -- and you have to be able to accept an outcome that's somewhere in the middle.
If you're thinking this kind of luck comes along once in a blue Moon, well, luck can be a combination of many things. The stars are certainly on your side; be extra aware and you'll see the good fortune awaiting.
05/28/2007 - 06/03/2007
Work's not where it's at for you as the week begins -- you're dreamy, you're slow to judge, you're much more about the process than any goal. It's terrific stuff for any creative pursuits, and for relationships ... and for experiencing the world in all of its glory. Save more action-oriented endeavors for Thursday and Friday, when you're sharper -- a problem-solver and a negotiator. This weekend, practice moderation, as more than a little of anything goes a long way -- plus you'll love the variety involved in mixing it up a bit!
Things are pretty confusing Monday through Wednesday. You'd be wise to avoid shady characters and anything that seems too good to be true. Romance doesn't figure very strongly into your week, although it's possible that the uncertainty you're feeling can be traced back to your love life. Thursday and Friday, the skies clear and you can finally see where you're going. Your boss may be driving you crazy, but at least you have someone to tell about it later. The weekend is a pleasure. You're constantly surrounded by friends.
sun went to watch pirates of the caribbean with yy n sc... but u noe sc la... last min had to fly kite... dunno for what reason she had to go back to m'sia and so urgently... tried to ask her what was it but shes kinda mum abt it... only said its personal as usual... so that left me n yy scrambling to find someone else cos we already booked the tix online le... kns... heng jing zhou agreed... thanks a million man... hahaha yeah well the show was good i would say... 3 hrs with lots of fight scenes n stuff... and always remember to stay after the credits like all other POTC shows... a nice clip after the show... nope i wont spoil that part for those who hasn't watched it... hehe then went to bookin... earlier than SI also sia... 2130... SI was 2230 lor... haiz... miss SI sia... just dun like the food there thou... OCS food ROCKS! hahaha but always no time to enjoy it... whereas SI has all the time in the world to enjoy a lousy tasting meal... haiz... cant have the best of both worlds can you... haha
well this week is kinda like the last... rehearsals and stuff... some excursions too which was pretty much boring just the bus ride was great cos we could all catch up on lost slp over the weekends... hahahaha yup so today we had a PT challenge... kns... so long never do IPPT le... only managed a pass sia... =X damned SBJ if not will maintain silver again... hahaha but its all for fun or to hit the record no. so as to get a prize etc... hahaha for me its just for fun... hehe yup and today is OCS's 40th anniversary... so we got some kinda celebration before booking out! yeah! hahaha vesak day ma... =D
haha so i've finally found a date for comms ball le... hehe tks to my mom and her friend sia... ok wait phrase wrongly le... friend's daughter la... hahaha yeah and she's 17 aka horse baby which is like really compatible with the tiger sign... hahaha we'll see how la...
May 30, 2007
While current circumstances may not favor you right now, hang in there. You believe you'll be vindicated in the end, and you're right. Let that knowledge influence your behavior now. Be forgiving and compassionate.You're an astute businessperson, but don't get too cocky. Today, you may be conned by a deceptive sales pitch if you aren't careful. Later today, a wish may be granted -- but is this a 'be careful what you wish for' situation? Don't start jumping for joy just yet. Keep decisions quiet today. If you're in charge of putting together a team, choose people you know and trust. Any big changes you're making in your life should be kept under wraps for the next few days.
A certain situation is likely less than crystal clear at the moment. Why commit more emotional resources when the outcome's so hazy? Meantime, try occupying yourself elsewhere.
May 31, 2007
While someone's advice might seem totally off the mark, there may be something in what they say. If you're going to move to the next level, you have to be receptive -- though not literal -- when listening to their suggestions.
Positive thinking can do a lot to make your life move in a better direction, but you cannot deny reality. If you're sure that luck will be on your side, then it probably will be -- but keep in mind that luck doesn't always look the way you thought it would. Just be cautious, and know that while you can hope for the best, you also have to plan for the worst -- and you have to be able to accept an outcome that's somewhere in the middle.
If you're thinking this kind of luck comes along once in a blue Moon, well, luck can be a combination of many things. The stars are certainly on your side; be extra aware and you'll see the good fortune awaiting.
05/28/2007 - 06/03/2007
Work's not where it's at for you as the week begins -- you're dreamy, you're slow to judge, you're much more about the process than any goal. It's terrific stuff for any creative pursuits, and for relationships ... and for experiencing the world in all of its glory. Save more action-oriented endeavors for Thursday and Friday, when you're sharper -- a problem-solver and a negotiator. This weekend, practice moderation, as more than a little of anything goes a long way -- plus you'll love the variety involved in mixing it up a bit!
Things are pretty confusing Monday through Wednesday. You'd be wise to avoid shady characters and anything that seems too good to be true. Romance doesn't figure very strongly into your week, although it's possible that the uncertainty you're feeling can be traced back to your love life. Thursday and Friday, the skies clear and you can finally see where you're going. Your boss may be driving you crazy, but at least you have someone to tell about it later. The weekend is a pleasure. You're constantly surrounded by friends.
Sunday, May 20, 2007
BACK TO OCS!!!
WOOTS! so last thurs we had CPC (certificate presentation ceremony) back at SI... dumb event la... just go on stage for less than 20 seconds to get a damn cert to show that ive passed the 21 week course... hahaha so mom n dad n my sis came... showed them around the place and the stuff we do... boring as hell la... just dying to get outta there... haha
friday went back to ocs to dump our stuff and clean the whole place... staying in charlie wing... thats good cos its so near to the bookout carpark and the e-mart n barber... hahaha shiok sia... then we had lunch... man it was hell better than the food back in SI... hahaha SI food SUCKS! hahaha then we had a cohesion event at palawan beach sentosa... played some ball games then when our captains came we dumped them into the sea... then all hell broke loose! haha my bunk aka iraqi 99 were the ones leading the tao pok session back in SI and now we did the same... did the mua chee on ppl too damn fun... mua chee is a sticky pastry with peanut powder on it so much so that it looks like sand so when u rub ppl with sand its called mua chee! hahaha yeah then we even dumped the girls in as well! hahaha not a nice sight anyways... =X yeah then we left for vivo and just walked around rotting away... damn tired after carrying ppl to the sea to be dumped sia... went home via public transport... haha amazed huh...
sat went to beach rd to sew on the formation badges and marksman badge onto my no 4s... damn leh chey lor... bumped into penelope... kao... she dress untill look like a maid sia =X hahaha then went to ps for dinner with the gang... or should i say 1/2 of the gang... only sq, yy n md came for dinner... ate at cartel and rotted there till cl n bh came... shared yy n my experience at taiwan... haha talked so much abt taiwan so much so that we could be going there after ord sia... haha i dun mind! taiwan again! woohoo! start saving le wor... hehe
sun went to paulaners for brunch with the socc ppl... meat fest sia! didnt want to drink the free flow beer thou... morning drink beer like ah pek le sia... hahaha dessert was great too! more rotting then took a ride to town then headed home...
boy... 3 more weeks till commissioning... 2 more weeks to find a date... stressed sia... hahaha hmmm come to think of it... back when i was in service term and seeing the seniors come back for joint term aka last 3 weeks, i thought it was damn fast before commission sia... now is like 3 weeks... KNS! fucking long way more la! haha but compared to the 8 months ive been thru... haha 3 weeks is nothing la... go buff up my bod every night lor... hahaha but now every sat mornings are BURNT! no more friday bookout le... SOBX! i want my 5 day working week!!! :S
May 20, 2007
Take a chance on romance. In fact, double-dog dare yourself to be bold and silly. The more you're willing to fall on your face, the greater the possible outcomes. This new attitude can help you fulfill your passionate dreams.
You'll have to make some tough decisions today -- there won't be enough time to do everything that you want to do, so you'll have to prioritize. You may have to put aside tentative social plans -- you just don't have time to be the host with the most. Instead, you need to focus on some serious stuff that has to be done. You may have to make a few apologetic phone calls to friends -- but taking care of some important non-social obligations is the smart thing to do today.
Romance is revved up, so hop into the driver's seat and steer it the way you want it to go! Say hello to a cutie or two (or four or five!), online and real time. You're pretty much irresistible now.
May 21, 2007
Branch out. Take a language class. Try some exotic delicacies. Attend art galleries, poetry readings and cultural festivals. If you make an effort to enjoy and indulge in the new and the sublime, it will indulge you.
If you've decided to get serious about making healthier lifestyle choices, good for you! But as excited as you may be about this empowering change, try not to project your goals onto other people. No one enjoys having his or her meals scrutinized or hearing his or her lifestyle critiqued. Let the people in your life make their own choices, even if you don't agree with them.
Time to get back into balance, physically speaking (which can only help the whole mind/body beauty thing). Stay hydrated, eat healthy and renew your commitment to your daily walk or session with the punching bag.
05/21/2007 - 05/27/2007
You might be sympathetic to what you're hearing at the beginning of the week, but think carefully about how involved you want to get. Sometimes being a listening ear is plenty. Between Wednesday and Friday, you're extra good at assessing a person or situation in an objective manner. Uncover what's really going on, then don't hesitate to take action. And while you may look like you're relaxing this weekend, you're definitely turning something over in your heart and mind. It may take a little time, but it'll lead to a positive step.
Someone may be trying to suck you into their weird world on Monday or Tuesday, but the truth is your world is interesting enough as it is. And it becomes even more interesting -- especially your love life -- on Wednesday and Thursday. Your special someone needs something from you, and rather than quizzing them about why and when and how, you just do it. You can ask them all about it later. This is a brilliant move on your part. It demonstrates trust. Friday, Saturday and Sunday your moves are a little less brilliant. Brace yourself for a silly disagreement over something. Money, possibly.
friday went back to ocs to dump our stuff and clean the whole place... staying in charlie wing... thats good cos its so near to the bookout carpark and the e-mart n barber... hahaha shiok sia... then we had lunch... man it was hell better than the food back in SI... hahaha SI food SUCKS! hahaha then we had a cohesion event at palawan beach sentosa... played some ball games then when our captains came we dumped them into the sea... then all hell broke loose! haha my bunk aka iraqi 99 were the ones leading the tao pok session back in SI and now we did the same... did the mua chee on ppl too damn fun... mua chee is a sticky pastry with peanut powder on it so much so that it looks like sand so when u rub ppl with sand its called mua chee! hahaha yeah then we even dumped the girls in as well! hahaha not a nice sight anyways... =X yeah then we left for vivo and just walked around rotting away... damn tired after carrying ppl to the sea to be dumped sia... went home via public transport... haha amazed huh...
sat went to beach rd to sew on the formation badges and marksman badge onto my no 4s... damn leh chey lor... bumped into penelope... kao... she dress untill look like a maid sia =X hahaha then went to ps for dinner with the gang... or should i say 1/2 of the gang... only sq, yy n md came for dinner... ate at cartel and rotted there till cl n bh came... shared yy n my experience at taiwan... haha talked so much abt taiwan so much so that we could be going there after ord sia... haha i dun mind! taiwan again! woohoo! start saving le wor... hehe
sun went to paulaners for brunch with the socc ppl... meat fest sia! didnt want to drink the free flow beer thou... morning drink beer like ah pek le sia... hahaha dessert was great too! more rotting then took a ride to town then headed home...
boy... 3 more weeks till commissioning... 2 more weeks to find a date... stressed sia... hahaha hmmm come to think of it... back when i was in service term and seeing the seniors come back for joint term aka last 3 weeks, i thought it was damn fast before commission sia... now is like 3 weeks... KNS! fucking long way more la! haha but compared to the 8 months ive been thru... haha 3 weeks is nothing la... go buff up my bod every night lor... hahaha but now every sat mornings are BURNT! no more friday bookout le... SOBX! i want my 5 day working week!!! :S
May 20, 2007
Take a chance on romance. In fact, double-dog dare yourself to be bold and silly. The more you're willing to fall on your face, the greater the possible outcomes. This new attitude can help you fulfill your passionate dreams.
You'll have to make some tough decisions today -- there won't be enough time to do everything that you want to do, so you'll have to prioritize. You may have to put aside tentative social plans -- you just don't have time to be the host with the most. Instead, you need to focus on some serious stuff that has to be done. You may have to make a few apologetic phone calls to friends -- but taking care of some important non-social obligations is the smart thing to do today.
Romance is revved up, so hop into the driver's seat and steer it the way you want it to go! Say hello to a cutie or two (or four or five!), online and real time. You're pretty much irresistible now.
May 21, 2007
Branch out. Take a language class. Try some exotic delicacies. Attend art galleries, poetry readings and cultural festivals. If you make an effort to enjoy and indulge in the new and the sublime, it will indulge you.
If you've decided to get serious about making healthier lifestyle choices, good for you! But as excited as you may be about this empowering change, try not to project your goals onto other people. No one enjoys having his or her meals scrutinized or hearing his or her lifestyle critiqued. Let the people in your life make their own choices, even if you don't agree with them.
Time to get back into balance, physically speaking (which can only help the whole mind/body beauty thing). Stay hydrated, eat healthy and renew your commitment to your daily walk or session with the punching bag.
05/21/2007 - 05/27/2007
You might be sympathetic to what you're hearing at the beginning of the week, but think carefully about how involved you want to get. Sometimes being a listening ear is plenty. Between Wednesday and Friday, you're extra good at assessing a person or situation in an objective manner. Uncover what's really going on, then don't hesitate to take action. And while you may look like you're relaxing this weekend, you're definitely turning something over in your heart and mind. It may take a little time, but it'll lead to a positive step.
Someone may be trying to suck you into their weird world on Monday or Tuesday, but the truth is your world is interesting enough as it is. And it becomes even more interesting -- especially your love life -- on Wednesday and Thursday. Your special someone needs something from you, and rather than quizzing them about why and when and how, you just do it. You can ask them all about it later. This is a brilliant move on your part. It demonstrates trust. Friday, Saturday and Sunday your moves are a little less brilliant. Brace yourself for a silly disagreement over something. Money, possibly.
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
1 MORE MONTH!!! MARKSMAN!!! MOTHER'S DAY!!!
9th june!!! one more month till commissioning!!! YAHOO!!! hahaha yeah and now im $200 BUCKS RICHER!!! hahaha yeah so this week hasn't been a good week for me physically and emotionally... so my knee has been giving me some probs recently... dunno why... and emotionally i've been kinda in a wreck and been thinking alot so much so that i start to feel my bunk mates having a change of attitude towards me... or isit im still thinking too much... i dunno... and i havent been sleeping well these few days too... might be cos of the hot weather n stuff... or just too much things on my mind as usual... but our bunk has some kinda jinx... another one just broke up with his gf... haiz... what is happening... yeah also been cracking my head of who to ask to the dinner since yy n sq all said they dun wanna go... so my mom is hooking me up with her friend's daughter... hahaha dunno sia... but i guess i'll try then! ahahaha
so for the marksman test we had to play arcade again! whee! then one day of live practice then actual day test... kns for the test we didn't even had 7 hrs slp lor... so friggin sleepy... somemore i changed from left handed during bmt to right handed... bmt i had marksman and now change of hand oso got marksman... even though i had so much on my mind and stuff... somehow i could filter all that away and focus on the shots... hehe i shot 22/25 with 3 shots to waste cos marksman is 22/28... hehe so had to help some ppl la... :P hahaha yep so now im $200 richer lo! and a nice badge to go with my no. 1... hehe
went to beach rd yesterday and bought my no. 1 buttons and badges... hehe damn ex also sia... haha then went to ps with nel n jz... watched 28 weeks later in the front row... kns... i vow never to watch in the front ever again... hahaha anyways the show sucked... real bad...
mothers day... went out for lunch and the usual lor... finally found out how to put games onto the memory stick... hahaha now playing gta like theres no tmr... hahaha oh wells this week gonna pass outta SI on thurs and bookout lo! hahaha then its another 3 more weeks in ocs... march march march... :(
May 12, 2007
Change and growth are the name of the game. If you fight the turn of the tide, you'll get increasingly uncomfortable reminders from the universe about what path you need to be on. Make things easy for yourself.
t can take a long time for your brain to absorb new ideas right now -- you're a bit preoccupied with your personal life. Make sure that in a work or school setting, you're giving yourself enough time to really understand what you're reading, compiling or researching. Showing your work to a fresh pair of eyes is a very wise idea. Another person may catch mistakes that you're blind to, and give you good ideas on how to tighten up loose ends. Accept criticism and listen to others' opinions.
Laundry, schmaundry -- don't waste the super stuff the stars are sending your way on routine. Errands will wait; the fun you could be having doing new things and impressing new people won't.
May 13, 2007
You may need to have some matters clarified before you feel safe enough to proceed. Try not to rush into anything before you have all the necessary information, no matter what other people say. Go at your own pace.
The next step you should take in a work or school project might not be the one you've been thinking of taking. There are ambiguous signs leading you in different directions, and it would be in your best interest to find out what they mean. Put your progress on hold just for today, and learn a little bit more about your options -- and be sure to get your information from fresh sources. If you always go to the same people for advice, they're only going to tell you what you already know.
Somebody may not be saying exactly what they mean. Will you demand that they cut the bull, or will you cut them some slack? Telling it like it is from your perspective might prompt some honest dialogue.
May 14, 2007
Who -- you? The easygoing, dreamiest sign of the zodiac demanding that people be accountable for their actions -- including yourself? Go on with your bad self. You've got what it takes to make everybody toe the line.
Beautiful words can have ugly meanings -- so you need to focus more on the substance than the style today. Watch out for people who are candy-coating their criticism and trying hard to hide what they really mean. Some insincere people are telling you only part of the truth right now. And if you accept what they say, you may not learn the full truth until it's too late. Avoid buying into anyone's nutty ideas today.
Unless you've got all day to puzzle through some rather hazy meanings, you might want to hold off on romance-related agenda items. By this evening, the lines of communication will begin to clear most beautifully.
05/14/2007 - 05/20/2007
In a haze on Monday? Could it be love? If not, just you wait -- Tuesday and Wednesday turn up the heat on romantic matters, and your way with words (not to mention the nonverbal stuff) is remarkable. Let your imagination wander now. It's your prerogative to change your mind, and you just might be doing so with frequency at the end of the workweek. Perhaps notifying someone of your latest take on things is premature -- the shift may be fleeting. This weekend, you're on firmer ground, and you're both inspired and inspiring.
Making dinner for you-know-who on Monday or Tuesday would not only be fun, it'd be much appreciated. You could do the classic thing: wine, candles, piano music in the background. Or you could do something a little more original, like making tacos and eating them on the back porch while listening to heavy metal and watching the sunset. Really, whatever works. The back porch continues to be a good setting on Wednesday and Thursday, but Friday through Sunday -- the most romantic days this week -- you're sick of staying home. A concert? A drive with the radio on and the windows down?
The Knight of Swords card suggests that radical change is in the wind, and the resulting storm may be unavoidable. Take the direct approach and channel the influence of this Knight for gaining the advantage. When confronting obstacles or turbulence within your relationship, be on your guard and have a back-up plan or an exit strategy, particularly if you are facing competition or an imminent divorce or separation. Rely on reason and authority. Don't surrender to emotional tirades or hasty decisions that you could come to regret. Try to avoid a tendency to be overly assertive. It may intimidate a current partner or it might scare away any prospective love connections. Learn to make room for human frailty and forgiveness, for this situation may not be anything personal. To debase your relationship with insults can end up coming back to hurt you.
The Death card suggests that my alter ego today is the Mover and Shaker, whose superpower for transformation relies on my bargaining ability to make a change. Even though tomorrow is another day, the time for change is now. Know that you can handle it and that you will not be alone in making it happen. Things may not seem to be going your way, but know it may be for the best. 'When love goes wrong, nothing goes right.' It may be time to find a new direction for the better of all, especially you. You've seen the writing on the wall and something's got to give, but it's not too late. You're well-equipped to overcome your fears and step out of your comfort-zone. Make your best efforts to direct the outcome as you wish by acting proactively now, rather than having to react later when it's out of your hands.
The King of Wands card suggests that my power today lies in personal power. I inspire transformation, respect and support by discrete but charismatic example and tolerance. I am an instrument for dynamic, responsible, or passionate expansion that serves or protects the greater good of my legacy. I am a master of the universe and I am empowered with a reputation of experience, credibility and momentum and I transform through integrity.
The Two of Pentacles card reversed suggests that it might be tempting to give up in the face of conflict or romantic stagnation, especially if it seems like you're facing a 'catch-22' or a 'lesser of two evils' decision. When it comes to your partner, you may not be on the same wavelength regarding this matter. There is a chance that one of you may be overcompensating for what may be perceived as a deficiency in material or financial considerations or in satisfying a hunger for physical indulgences or intimacy. Don't think you have to try to keep up with others to keep from looking foolish, or that if you keep smiling and going along, it will work out. While it may be a hassle or a struggle, making an effort to dance the fine line between practical realities and sensual pleasures can put you in position to resolve this issue.
so for the marksman test we had to play arcade again! whee! then one day of live practice then actual day test... kns for the test we didn't even had 7 hrs slp lor... so friggin sleepy... somemore i changed from left handed during bmt to right handed... bmt i had marksman and now change of hand oso got marksman... even though i had so much on my mind and stuff... somehow i could filter all that away and focus on the shots... hehe i shot 22/25 with 3 shots to waste cos marksman is 22/28... hehe so had to help some ppl la... :P hahaha yep so now im $200 richer lo! and a nice badge to go with my no. 1... hehe
went to beach rd yesterday and bought my no. 1 buttons and badges... hehe damn ex also sia... haha then went to ps with nel n jz... watched 28 weeks later in the front row... kns... i vow never to watch in the front ever again... hahaha anyways the show sucked... real bad...
mothers day... went out for lunch and the usual lor... finally found out how to put games onto the memory stick... hahaha now playing gta like theres no tmr... hahaha oh wells this week gonna pass outta SI on thurs and bookout lo! hahaha then its another 3 more weeks in ocs... march march march... :(
May 12, 2007
Change and growth are the name of the game. If you fight the turn of the tide, you'll get increasingly uncomfortable reminders from the universe about what path you need to be on. Make things easy for yourself.
t can take a long time for your brain to absorb new ideas right now -- you're a bit preoccupied with your personal life. Make sure that in a work or school setting, you're giving yourself enough time to really understand what you're reading, compiling or researching. Showing your work to a fresh pair of eyes is a very wise idea. Another person may catch mistakes that you're blind to, and give you good ideas on how to tighten up loose ends. Accept criticism and listen to others' opinions.
Laundry, schmaundry -- don't waste the super stuff the stars are sending your way on routine. Errands will wait; the fun you could be having doing new things and impressing new people won't.
May 13, 2007
You may need to have some matters clarified before you feel safe enough to proceed. Try not to rush into anything before you have all the necessary information, no matter what other people say. Go at your own pace.
The next step you should take in a work or school project might not be the one you've been thinking of taking. There are ambiguous signs leading you in different directions, and it would be in your best interest to find out what they mean. Put your progress on hold just for today, and learn a little bit more about your options -- and be sure to get your information from fresh sources. If you always go to the same people for advice, they're only going to tell you what you already know.
Somebody may not be saying exactly what they mean. Will you demand that they cut the bull, or will you cut them some slack? Telling it like it is from your perspective might prompt some honest dialogue.
May 14, 2007
Who -- you? The easygoing, dreamiest sign of the zodiac demanding that people be accountable for their actions -- including yourself? Go on with your bad self. You've got what it takes to make everybody toe the line.
Beautiful words can have ugly meanings -- so you need to focus more on the substance than the style today. Watch out for people who are candy-coating their criticism and trying hard to hide what they really mean. Some insincere people are telling you only part of the truth right now. And if you accept what they say, you may not learn the full truth until it's too late. Avoid buying into anyone's nutty ideas today.
Unless you've got all day to puzzle through some rather hazy meanings, you might want to hold off on romance-related agenda items. By this evening, the lines of communication will begin to clear most beautifully.
05/14/2007 - 05/20/2007
In a haze on Monday? Could it be love? If not, just you wait -- Tuesday and Wednesday turn up the heat on romantic matters, and your way with words (not to mention the nonverbal stuff) is remarkable. Let your imagination wander now. It's your prerogative to change your mind, and you just might be doing so with frequency at the end of the workweek. Perhaps notifying someone of your latest take on things is premature -- the shift may be fleeting. This weekend, you're on firmer ground, and you're both inspired and inspiring.
Making dinner for you-know-who on Monday or Tuesday would not only be fun, it'd be much appreciated. You could do the classic thing: wine, candles, piano music in the background. Or you could do something a little more original, like making tacos and eating them on the back porch while listening to heavy metal and watching the sunset. Really, whatever works. The back porch continues to be a good setting on Wednesday and Thursday, but Friday through Sunday -- the most romantic days this week -- you're sick of staying home. A concert? A drive with the radio on and the windows down?
The Knight of Swords card suggests that radical change is in the wind, and the resulting storm may be unavoidable. Take the direct approach and channel the influence of this Knight for gaining the advantage. When confronting obstacles or turbulence within your relationship, be on your guard and have a back-up plan or an exit strategy, particularly if you are facing competition or an imminent divorce or separation. Rely on reason and authority. Don't surrender to emotional tirades or hasty decisions that you could come to regret. Try to avoid a tendency to be overly assertive. It may intimidate a current partner or it might scare away any prospective love connections. Learn to make room for human frailty and forgiveness, for this situation may not be anything personal. To debase your relationship with insults can end up coming back to hurt you.
The Death card suggests that my alter ego today is the Mover and Shaker, whose superpower for transformation relies on my bargaining ability to make a change. Even though tomorrow is another day, the time for change is now. Know that you can handle it and that you will not be alone in making it happen. Things may not seem to be going your way, but know it may be for the best. 'When love goes wrong, nothing goes right.' It may be time to find a new direction for the better of all, especially you. You've seen the writing on the wall and something's got to give, but it's not too late. You're well-equipped to overcome your fears and step out of your comfort-zone. Make your best efforts to direct the outcome as you wish by acting proactively now, rather than having to react later when it's out of your hands.
The King of Wands card suggests that my power today lies in personal power. I inspire transformation, respect and support by discrete but charismatic example and tolerance. I am an instrument for dynamic, responsible, or passionate expansion that serves or protects the greater good of my legacy. I am a master of the universe and I am empowered with a reputation of experience, credibility and momentum and I transform through integrity.
The Two of Pentacles card reversed suggests that it might be tempting to give up in the face of conflict or romantic stagnation, especially if it seems like you're facing a 'catch-22' or a 'lesser of two evils' decision. When it comes to your partner, you may not be on the same wavelength regarding this matter. There is a chance that one of you may be overcompensating for what may be perceived as a deficiency in material or financial considerations or in satisfying a hunger for physical indulgences or intimacy. Don't think you have to try to keep up with others to keep from looking foolish, or that if you keep smiling and going along, it will work out. While it may be a hassle or a struggle, making an effort to dance the fine line between practical realities and sensual pleasures can put you in position to resolve this issue.
Sunday, May 06, 2007
SPIDERMAN 3
YEAH! another week pass on by... time really does fly... must enjoy my youth while i still can sia... haha sounding like an old man le... :S hahaha yeah so fri bookout as usual... hehe but when we're back in SAFTI, it'll be sat bookout... sob sob :( hahaha didn't go out with my bunk mates to watch spiderman thou... watching it with nel n gang on sun... haha so stayed home n rest... so sc called and had a long chat and sorted out some stuff about the dinner thingy i mentioned... yeah so i came to a decision that cos its a formal thingy which sc doesnt really fancy and even if she manages to take leave which is like only a mere 3 hrs a month which is used for her workshops and stuff and that she actually forces herself into a dress and high heels, she wouldnt enjoy the night at all... and it being my special night, i want to fully enjoy myself but not at the expense of my date so its better for me to be unhappy than my date to be unhappy cos she's trying to please me or something right? yeah spent the week trying to convince her to go was really taking a toll on me sia... haha so my horoscope was quite spot on huh... goes something like this: One-on-one relationships or meetings could be tricky on Monday. Look for reasonable compromises and better ways. From Tuesday through most of Thursday, though, recognize when others are being unreasonable and set some limits. Being passive isn't going to cut it now -- get a consult from a friend or mentor if you're uncertain about what to do. Making the right choices is easy around Friday and Saturday, and you look great while doing it. No need to toot your own horn; you'll get applause. On Sunday, a talk with a friend far away is fun and fruitful.
Understanding the situation is everything, especially if a certain person takes offense at something you said. Wait for them to calm down. Then, explain your original intent. That should be enough to clear up the matter.
sat went to town and bought a SK diamond pendent and a chain for my mom... spent $99 on it... but its worth it cos of all the things she done for me ever since i went to army and especially in ocs... yeah must be filial too if not will kena lightning strike! hahaha :X then met up with wilfred and pat and played some pool at cine while watching man u vs man city... wa damn heng sia... saved a penalty... but being a man u fan, it was quite sad to wake up 1st thing in the morning to read a msg saying man u lost 3-0 to ac... i thought they could do the treble again sia... sad... oh wells brushed up on my pool skills while checking out the gals there sia... hahaha eye candy!!! hahaha then went to alleybar and boo came along. had some drinks then chatted abt random stuff... wa sad sia wilfred just got OOC with his gf... almost coming to 2 yrs le... and just last week when i was out with sc i saw them at cine lor! bumped into them 3 times somemore lea... man things change just like that huh... so we went to sing k at dynasty central i think... got hostesses somemore one... nice place and cheaper than kbox somemore! even got 3 tv with SOCCER! watched the everton vs pompy match while singing sia... hahaha so sang all the breakup sappy love songs... then went home via cab... somehow nomatter how late i stay out, my cab fare rarely exceeds $10... but still i seriously need to get a driving licence sia... then i can seriously reel in the chicks! hahaha just comparing this guy we were observing at the alleybar trying to hit on this girl for over an hour then they finally exchanged nos... could have done better if he had read the book called the game... go google the book and find out for yourself what kind of book it is... hahaha
went to ps with the guys and watch spiderman 3!!! hahaha ok i shall not spoil the show but i feel theres gonna be a spidey 4 though all things come in 3s or so they say... then went to far east and nel bought a psp! hahaha finally! so the 2 ocs cadets play psp while the 2 sispec warriors play ds... haha ds=duty sergeant... :P then i finally mod-ed mine... too lazy to do it myself even though i know how to... hahaha then nel came over to my place to borrow monster hunter... damn monster hunter 2 is out already lo... kns... i soooo gotta get it! oh wells pirates of the caribbean 3 can advance book le! woots! go jio someone to watch with lo! hahaha
May 06, 2007
Nothing gets by you right now. In fact, you may almost be too alert and aware of what's going on. Narrow your focus, or you could dissipate all this great energy without having a direct effect. Be choosy, and concentrate.
Your most helpful coworkers are in an exceptionally helpful mood lately, so don't be surprised if you're overwhelmed by their offers to help. You don't have to accept these offers if you don't want to, so don't feel pressure to keep your colleagues busy. In your personal life, you'll be the one feeling the need to help people out -- a friend might need help on a particularly busy day that's coming up. Give this pal a call and offer to lend a hand.
Sure, you've got your usual gauzy-dreamy romantic side, but right now it's very likely to be accompanied by an analytical-detached practicality. Put it all together and some serious progress can be made.
May 07, 2007
You thought this person was just strange, but now you're starting to see how much he or she adds to your life. Your chemistry at first wasn't sizzling, but now you two are really starting to click. Go with the flow.
Matching the right person to the right job is easy for you today -- you have a skill for seeing certain personality traits and knowing exactly how to make the best use of them. That talkative person would make the perfect host or representative, while that shy, creative type would be perfect for behind-the-scenes activities. You understand that there's a perfect place for everyone, just like there's a mate for every sock.
You may have a mentor at work, but what about one in the realm of romance? Consider whose relationships you truly admire and whose values dovetail with your own. Then get a consultation!
05/07/2007 - 05/13/2007
Do a little planning as the week begins -- for work, your social life, your personal projects. You'll be that much more impressive as the days progress. Around Wednesday, an interesting vision may come your way. Surrounding yourself with what inspires you helps cue it, as does getting grounded and opening your heart and mind. Then, you're downright inspiring on Friday and Saturday. Affection with friends, hot stuff with a certain someone and fun all over the place is favored -- not to mention transformation. Sunday finds you dreaming all day.
It's not a romantic week for you, although chances are good that you'll be thinking about love a lot. Monday is about allies -- maybe someone you know works somewhere or can get you something (an introduction to someone else, some good advice). Tuesday and Wednesday your personal interests are replaced entirely by an interest in helping a friend who's struggling. Or moving. Thursday and Friday, give your humanitarian efforts a rest and pick up a book you've been meaning to get to, or throw a Frisbee with someone. This weekend, you're immersed in something.
May
As the month begins, the 1st and 2nd, you're really getting down to the nitty-gritty of whatever business you're in. If you're a carpenter, you're hammering nails. If you're a writer, you're editing texts. If you're deep-sea scuba diver, you're scrubbing barnacles off oxygen tanks. This kind of work can be both draining and rewarding -- but one thing is for sure, and that is that it's necessary. By the 6th and 7th, you're doing a great job managing a couple of complicated projects. Sure, it's not all smooth sailing, but the rewards are great. The 11th is a really spectacular day -- take advantage of all your good energy and all your good looks to make a good deal of some kind. By the 13th, you're way too busy to be flirting (unless a certain somebody is just so cute that you just can't help it). You continue to be busy with your work up until the 16th, when you can afford to take a rest. Don't forget to maintain your exercise routine, especially the 17th and 18th, when things are hectic and you need to stay physically grounded. The 22nd, you're feeling really creative. So sit down and put paintbrush to paper, or whatever it is that you do when you want to express yourself. The 27th, you're in the spotlight, and you really enjoy the attention. The 31st, you wrap up the month at a major turning point. You could realize something very important about yourself.
As the month begins on the 1st and 2nd, you are at a major turning point romantically. Are you really getting to know yourself so that you can own your own insecurities and not project them onto another person? Are you gaining a better understanding of what you need and what you can't stand in a relationship with somebody else? Are you just plain more comfortable? That sounds great. Keep working on it all month long. By the 6th and 7th, you've got a much clearer vision of what's happening, and this allows you to deal with problems much more effectively. The 11th, you have a really fantastic, absolutely romantic day. Enjoy it -- after all, you've done a lot of hard emotional work to get here. By the 15th, you're going to have the opportunity to accept the things for what they are rather than continue to imagine that they're the way you'd like them to be. Even if this is a little difficult, it's good for you. The 20th, if you want it -- or them -- go for it. By the 26th and 27th, it's time for you to really go for your desires. The 31st, you're at another turning point. Which way do you turn, sweet pea?
Understanding the situation is everything, especially if a certain person takes offense at something you said. Wait for them to calm down. Then, explain your original intent. That should be enough to clear up the matter.
sat went to town and bought a SK diamond pendent and a chain for my mom... spent $99 on it... but its worth it cos of all the things she done for me ever since i went to army and especially in ocs... yeah must be filial too if not will kena lightning strike! hahaha :X then met up with wilfred and pat and played some pool at cine while watching man u vs man city... wa damn heng sia... saved a penalty... but being a man u fan, it was quite sad to wake up 1st thing in the morning to read a msg saying man u lost 3-0 to ac... i thought they could do the treble again sia... sad... oh wells brushed up on my pool skills while checking out the gals there sia... hahaha eye candy!!! hahaha then went to alleybar and boo came along. had some drinks then chatted abt random stuff... wa sad sia wilfred just got OOC with his gf... almost coming to 2 yrs le... and just last week when i was out with sc i saw them at cine lor! bumped into them 3 times somemore lea... man things change just like that huh... so we went to sing k at dynasty central i think... got hostesses somemore one... nice place and cheaper than kbox somemore! even got 3 tv with SOCCER! watched the everton vs pompy match while singing sia... hahaha so sang all the breakup sappy love songs... then went home via cab... somehow nomatter how late i stay out, my cab fare rarely exceeds $10... but still i seriously need to get a driving licence sia... then i can seriously reel in the chicks! hahaha just comparing this guy we were observing at the alleybar trying to hit on this girl for over an hour then they finally exchanged nos... could have done better if he had read the book called the game... go google the book and find out for yourself what kind of book it is... hahaha
went to ps with the guys and watch spiderman 3!!! hahaha ok i shall not spoil the show but i feel theres gonna be a spidey 4 though all things come in 3s or so they say... then went to far east and nel bought a psp! hahaha finally! so the 2 ocs cadets play psp while the 2 sispec warriors play ds... haha ds=duty sergeant... :P then i finally mod-ed mine... too lazy to do it myself even though i know how to... hahaha then nel came over to my place to borrow monster hunter... damn monster hunter 2 is out already lo... kns... i soooo gotta get it! oh wells pirates of the caribbean 3 can advance book le! woots! go jio someone to watch with lo! hahaha
May 06, 2007
Nothing gets by you right now. In fact, you may almost be too alert and aware of what's going on. Narrow your focus, or you could dissipate all this great energy without having a direct effect. Be choosy, and concentrate.
Your most helpful coworkers are in an exceptionally helpful mood lately, so don't be surprised if you're overwhelmed by their offers to help. You don't have to accept these offers if you don't want to, so don't feel pressure to keep your colleagues busy. In your personal life, you'll be the one feeling the need to help people out -- a friend might need help on a particularly busy day that's coming up. Give this pal a call and offer to lend a hand.
Sure, you've got your usual gauzy-dreamy romantic side, but right now it's very likely to be accompanied by an analytical-detached practicality. Put it all together and some serious progress can be made.
May 07, 2007
You thought this person was just strange, but now you're starting to see how much he or she adds to your life. Your chemistry at first wasn't sizzling, but now you two are really starting to click. Go with the flow.
Matching the right person to the right job is easy for you today -- you have a skill for seeing certain personality traits and knowing exactly how to make the best use of them. That talkative person would make the perfect host or representative, while that shy, creative type would be perfect for behind-the-scenes activities. You understand that there's a perfect place for everyone, just like there's a mate for every sock.
You may have a mentor at work, but what about one in the realm of romance? Consider whose relationships you truly admire and whose values dovetail with your own. Then get a consultation!
05/07/2007 - 05/13/2007
Do a little planning as the week begins -- for work, your social life, your personal projects. You'll be that much more impressive as the days progress. Around Wednesday, an interesting vision may come your way. Surrounding yourself with what inspires you helps cue it, as does getting grounded and opening your heart and mind. Then, you're downright inspiring on Friday and Saturday. Affection with friends, hot stuff with a certain someone and fun all over the place is favored -- not to mention transformation. Sunday finds you dreaming all day.
It's not a romantic week for you, although chances are good that you'll be thinking about love a lot. Monday is about allies -- maybe someone you know works somewhere or can get you something (an introduction to someone else, some good advice). Tuesday and Wednesday your personal interests are replaced entirely by an interest in helping a friend who's struggling. Or moving. Thursday and Friday, give your humanitarian efforts a rest and pick up a book you've been meaning to get to, or throw a Frisbee with someone. This weekend, you're immersed in something.
May
As the month begins, the 1st and 2nd, you're really getting down to the nitty-gritty of whatever business you're in. If you're a carpenter, you're hammering nails. If you're a writer, you're editing texts. If you're deep-sea scuba diver, you're scrubbing barnacles off oxygen tanks. This kind of work can be both draining and rewarding -- but one thing is for sure, and that is that it's necessary. By the 6th and 7th, you're doing a great job managing a couple of complicated projects. Sure, it's not all smooth sailing, but the rewards are great. The 11th is a really spectacular day -- take advantage of all your good energy and all your good looks to make a good deal of some kind. By the 13th, you're way too busy to be flirting (unless a certain somebody is just so cute that you just can't help it). You continue to be busy with your work up until the 16th, when you can afford to take a rest. Don't forget to maintain your exercise routine, especially the 17th and 18th, when things are hectic and you need to stay physically grounded. The 22nd, you're feeling really creative. So sit down and put paintbrush to paper, or whatever it is that you do when you want to express yourself. The 27th, you're in the spotlight, and you really enjoy the attention. The 31st, you wrap up the month at a major turning point. You could realize something very important about yourself.
As the month begins on the 1st and 2nd, you are at a major turning point romantically. Are you really getting to know yourself so that you can own your own insecurities and not project them onto another person? Are you gaining a better understanding of what you need and what you can't stand in a relationship with somebody else? Are you just plain more comfortable? That sounds great. Keep working on it all month long. By the 6th and 7th, you've got a much clearer vision of what's happening, and this allows you to deal with problems much more effectively. The 11th, you have a really fantastic, absolutely romantic day. Enjoy it -- after all, you've done a lot of hard emotional work to get here. By the 15th, you're going to have the opportunity to accept the things for what they are rather than continue to imagine that they're the way you'd like them to be. Even if this is a little difficult, it's good for you. The 20th, if you want it -- or them -- go for it. By the 26th and 27th, it's time for you to really go for your desires. The 31st, you're at another turning point. Which way do you turn, sweet pea?
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