HAHA yeah im blogging just for fun... gonna have SOC first... then field camp... siao one.. alpha wing... nowonder its well known its the most shiong wing in ocs... haha oh well i hope i can do well in soc... then die later in field camp... =X still in search of my social nite date too... sianz...
Weekly Overview
11/27/2006 - 12/03/2006
It is within your nature to overcommit. You have big dreams and you don't want to say no to anyone else's dreams either, but meanwhile you have a family and a job and a social life and -- well, when do you expect all this saving-the-world stuff to get done? Tuesday and Wednesday, reconsider your priorities. It's important schedule time for sitting in movie theaters and thinking about nothing at all. Thursday and Friday are upside down and bizarre, but the weekend is extremely normal. And relaxing. And full of love.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Monday, November 27, 2006
FIELD CAMP!!!
TMR IS FIELD CAMP!!! :S i hate field camps!!! hahaha till sat somemore... haiz... oh wells time to sleep le... nites peeps! see ya all on sun i think... haha
Tuesday, November 28:
Make an exception when someone comes to you pleading that you need to give them another chance. There really are extenuating circumstances this time. Just make sure that this exception doesn't become the rule.
Right now, experimentation is the key to finding a new formula for happiness in your life -- so put on your lab coat and dust off your mental microscope! You have to try out new ideas or projects today, and urge yourself to step a bit further outside of your comfort zone than you usually do. Trial and error is a very effective way to learn, so don't get discouraged if things aren't too promising at first. Just keep trying new combinations of ideas, people and places.
'Synchronicity' is one label for the romantic events that are occurring in your life right now. 'Magical' is another. Your life's path is illuminated with help from these celestial energies. Enjoy yourself!
bullshit sia... magical... haha 2nd chance... give who? lol trial n error... haha yeah im doing just that...
Tuesday, November 28:
Make an exception when someone comes to you pleading that you need to give them another chance. There really are extenuating circumstances this time. Just make sure that this exception doesn't become the rule.
Right now, experimentation is the key to finding a new formula for happiness in your life -- so put on your lab coat and dust off your mental microscope! You have to try out new ideas or projects today, and urge yourself to step a bit further outside of your comfort zone than you usually do. Trial and error is a very effective way to learn, so don't get discouraged if things aren't too promising at first. Just keep trying new combinations of ideas, people and places.
'Synchronicity' is one label for the romantic events that are occurring in your life right now. 'Magical' is another. Your life's path is illuminated with help from these celestial energies. Enjoy yourself!
bullshit sia... magical... haha 2nd chance... give who? lol trial n error... haha yeah im doing just that...
Sunday, November 26, 2006
4A2 CLASS GATHERING, JOWIN'S B'DAY
HAHA my barker rd class gathering... went to have lunch then played some lan... then went to swensons to have ice cream... haha sounds like a boring day but we talked lotsa shit... like the filling of the wall partition with paper balls, textbooks, door handles... smashing the wall partition with our fists, playing cards in front of the chinese teacher, playing soccer behind the class and breaking lotsa window panels in the process, playacting jedi lightsaber battles, taking the fire extinguisher and sprayed the whole cubicle in yellow powder, stealing a sleeping bangala's chainsaw, jumping outta the class thru the window, bringing down the projector screen on the last day of skool, trying out WWE moves on each other... the list goes on... such memories n the little stuff we do in an all boys skool... hahaha
went to jowin's bday at hougang... ate veg food cos hes a veggie... haha onli daniel and jeff were there... so sad... but still was fun... then went back to ps and met up with ting ann and played some pool... haha think im not that rusty le... won all the way till the last game den lost... =X then had mac for supper then shared a cab home...
woke up late today... with a flu... feel like crap now... lack of sleep for sure... didnt went out with the gang today cos somehow everyone is busy, sq still got exams till 1st dec n sc is down with depression or something... n im also on the verge of going broke... =X haiz... ocs is really killing my social life... seriously i can just count with two hands the number of people i actually keep in contact with... haiz... life still goes on...
went out with my parents instead to bedok to see a chinese physician for my stiff neck tt i have been suffering from this whole week... its killing me sia... :S think im taking my parents for granted too... dunno if its cos of the flu or wat... ive been in a moody state and luckily my parents can understand and not make a big fuss about it... wats happening to me??? haiz...
Saturday, November 25:
Romantically, do you feel like you're being picked last for the team? If you're stymied about making it to the big leagues, form a league of your own. Make your own rules, pick the players and step up to the plate.
yeah i feel like the last for sure... cant be bothered about picking my own team etc la... just gimme the reserve squad... i'll friggin settle with it for now... just too tired... :S
Sunday, November 26:
Start making some changes in your approach to romance. Initially, things may be crazier or more unsettled, but you just have to work past these disruptions. All change is stressful -- even changes for the better.
only thing constant is change they say... i agree... but not all change is for the better too... so change is part and parcel of life... but now im just too tired to try anything new let alone use back the same style... sobx...
Monday, November 27:
Are you stuck in a romantic rut because you're afraid to move? Trust your instincts and you'll find yourself starting down the right path. Take a risk and the cosmos will fling open hitherto sealed doors of opportunity.
hell ya im afraid to move... made too many wrong moves till im blur wats rite n wats wrong... lol my instincts are haywire too... n risk is something i do everyday... just open the next bloody door asap... im like friggin tired of this shit... :S
went to jowin's bday at hougang... ate veg food cos hes a veggie... haha onli daniel and jeff were there... so sad... but still was fun... then went back to ps and met up with ting ann and played some pool... haha think im not that rusty le... won all the way till the last game den lost... =X then had mac for supper then shared a cab home...
woke up late today... with a flu... feel like crap now... lack of sleep for sure... didnt went out with the gang today cos somehow everyone is busy, sq still got exams till 1st dec n sc is down with depression or something... n im also on the verge of going broke... =X haiz... ocs is really killing my social life... seriously i can just count with two hands the number of people i actually keep in contact with... haiz... life still goes on...
went out with my parents instead to bedok to see a chinese physician for my stiff neck tt i have been suffering from this whole week... its killing me sia... :S think im taking my parents for granted too... dunno if its cos of the flu or wat... ive been in a moody state and luckily my parents can understand and not make a big fuss about it... wats happening to me??? haiz...
Saturday, November 25:
Romantically, do you feel like you're being picked last for the team? If you're stymied about making it to the big leagues, form a league of your own. Make your own rules, pick the players and step up to the plate.
yeah i feel like the last for sure... cant be bothered about picking my own team etc la... just gimme the reserve squad... i'll friggin settle with it for now... just too tired... :S
Sunday, November 26:
Start making some changes in your approach to romance. Initially, things may be crazier or more unsettled, but you just have to work past these disruptions. All change is stressful -- even changes for the better.
only thing constant is change they say... i agree... but not all change is for the better too... so change is part and parcel of life... but now im just too tired to try anything new let alone use back the same style... sobx...
Monday, November 27:
Are you stuck in a romantic rut because you're afraid to move? Trust your instincts and you'll find yourself starting down the right path. Take a risk and the cosmos will fling open hitherto sealed doors of opportunity.
hell ya im afraid to move... made too many wrong moves till im blur wats rite n wats wrong... lol my instincts are haywire too... n risk is something i do everyday... just open the next bloody door asap... im like friggin tired of this shit... :S
Thursday, November 23, 2006
ANOTHER DAY IN CAMP... BLOGGING =X
HAHA i forgot to mention about yesterday not having water for the whole morning... lol now that really sucks... haha but we just dived into the pool right after our sprinting session... haha oh well today was quite slack other than the route march which we marched into the discovery centre n into the paintball arena... I WANNA PLAY PAINTBALL!!! hahahaha being armskote 2ic sucks... esp when it comes to quarterly inspections... damn stressed... all the arms must be clean like siao... haha if not i'll dio extra etc... aiya i got alot of extras le even though i try to keep a low profile... :X hahaha extras den extras lor... as if i have a life outside now... kns... everytime is field camp den confined or sat burnt den sat noon den can bookout... really losing my social life le... but im so gonna go watch movies this weekend... happy feet but my sis is gonna go watch it with my mom at vivo... DAMN i gotta go watch at vivo 1st if not i'll be the onli one tt havent watch a movie there yet... :X hahaha battle of wits also looks like a nice movie to watch... step up my buddy says its really nice... oh n its his bday today... haha i sabo-ed him by reminding everyone tt its his bday... so now as im blogging theres a "party" going on... water bombs filled with rifle oil n other shit hahahaha k gonna slp le nites!
Friday, November 24:
Concentrate on who you are, not what you were. Certain people from the past are best given the minimum of time (or perhaps none at all), no matter how they try to tug on your heartstrings. You have bigger fish to fry.
You're feeling as drained as an empty sink, but never fear -- you're about to receive more emotional fulfillment lately. Romantic relations take a turn for the better. Honesty is the key to making it happen.
honesty? siao bo! hahaha nothing happening in my life now la... boring as hell... now gotta concentrate on SOC le... 9:29!!! ARGH!!!
Friday, November 24:
Concentrate on who you are, not what you were. Certain people from the past are best given the minimum of time (or perhaps none at all), no matter how they try to tug on your heartstrings. You have bigger fish to fry.
You're feeling as drained as an empty sink, but never fear -- you're about to receive more emotional fulfillment lately. Romantic relations take a turn for the better. Honesty is the key to making it happen.
honesty? siao bo! hahaha nothing happening in my life now la... boring as hell... now gotta concentrate on SOC le... 9:29!!! ARGH!!!
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
NIGHTS OUT!!!
WOOHOO!!! my 1st nites out! haha spent the nite with family to have a meal then chilled out at west coast park n see lotsa pretty babes studying for their exams... must be nus students... haha fail soc again!!! :S scared i'll ooc just cos i fail due to timing... 10:13... need to hit 9:29 sia... haiz... PUSH!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, November 21:
Reserve the right to change your mind, or you might find that a few casual words become a prison. Remember that intentions can change. It might be a good idea to think carefully before you speak.
There's a third person who's interfering with a current or potential love interest. It's time to focus on what matters at the center of your primary alliance. Then identify the easiest course of action and take it.
haha really? a 3rd person? lol i dun see even a 2nd party... lol
Wednesday, November 22:
When you really look closely, something mundane becomes a masterpiece. Your appreciation for this goes through the roof. When you stop taking it for granted, your life improves dramatically.
Aren't you tired of being 'nice' and 'good' to get someone to love you? Wouldn't you rather be your own honest, funny, intelligent self and be loved for that? How refreshing! Uncomplicate romance and level with yourself.
yeah im tired of being all so fake n stuff... just wanna be myself... lamer, jackass, bastard-ish... haha
Thursday, November 23:
Reconnect with reality. While it's true that dreams are the foundation of real life, you need to focus on the here and now. Attend to practical matters. Eschewing fantasyland for your own life will be worth your effort.
Learn this romantic lesson thoroughly or the stars will make you write it on the chalkboard one hundred times. It's time to speak up for yourself in relationships and stop sublimating your own needs.
yeah im learning alrite... let nature take its course... haha
Tuesday, November 21:
Reserve the right to change your mind, or you might find that a few casual words become a prison. Remember that intentions can change. It might be a good idea to think carefully before you speak.
There's a third person who's interfering with a current or potential love interest. It's time to focus on what matters at the center of your primary alliance. Then identify the easiest course of action and take it.
haha really? a 3rd person? lol i dun see even a 2nd party... lol
Wednesday, November 22:
When you really look closely, something mundane becomes a masterpiece. Your appreciation for this goes through the roof. When you stop taking it for granted, your life improves dramatically.
Aren't you tired of being 'nice' and 'good' to get someone to love you? Wouldn't you rather be your own honest, funny, intelligent self and be loved for that? How refreshing! Uncomplicate romance and level with yourself.
yeah im tired of being all so fake n stuff... just wanna be myself... lamer, jackass, bastard-ish... haha
Thursday, November 23:
Reconnect with reality. While it's true that dreams are the foundation of real life, you need to focus on the here and now. Attend to practical matters. Eschewing fantasyland for your own life will be worth your effort.
Learn this romantic lesson thoroughly or the stars will make you write it on the chalkboard one hundred times. It's time to speak up for yourself in relationships and stop sublimating your own needs.
yeah im learning alrite... let nature take its course... haha
Monday, November 20, 2006
COLORGENICS PERSONAL PROFILE
You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realisation of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that 'True love is just around the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will.
You haven't been feeling that great lately. Both physically and mentally you are exhausted. To your best friends, those who know you and love you, it shows. Your self esteem has been reduced almost to a minimum and in order to recover - and recover you will - it is necessary that you get away from it all, even if it be only for a few days.
You feel that you deserve far more than is being attributed to you, but there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you will have to make the best of things as they are.
Stresses resulting from a recent disappointment have led to considerable trepidation. It would seem that there seems to be so much left undone. Everything surrounds you with that air of uncertainty. You badly need to feel a sense of security and whatever it takes to protect you against further disappointment. At this particular time you doubt that things could be any better in the future but you are sticking to your guns and refusing to take advice from any source.
Since in the recent past all of your hopes and aspirations have been denied you, you are now convinced that the future will hold nothing but anxiety so therefore 'why bother?' You would love to get away from it all, to escape from the trials and tribulations of this mundane existence and fall into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, which will protect you from the lack of appreciation and give you the chance to start afresh.
haha quite true huh... i am feeling damn drained etc, not really anyone to turn to also... recent disappointments also, need to feel a sense of security and whatever it takes to protect you against further disappointment etc... haha man... this really says it all... lol
HAHA yeah im blogging in camp again... lol n yea this kinda sums it all what im feeling rite now... having stiff neck, never slp well last nite so now damn sleepy... supposed to be studying for test but i cant get anything in rite now... i can forsee my sat being burnt for re-test... :S haiz... tts y im having the "why bother" attitude now huh... think im sacrificing my social life for ocs training... something which a person like me who treasures relationships more than anything cant really do... haiz... 4 more weeks till social nite... still no date... guess tab i gotta bring u along le lor... haha its gonna be held at ocs thou... haha no fancy hotel or wat not... k gotta go le... back to cramming for the test... haiz alpha standard passing mark is 85%... HOW SIA!!!???
You haven't been feeling that great lately. Both physically and mentally you are exhausted. To your best friends, those who know you and love you, it shows. Your self esteem has been reduced almost to a minimum and in order to recover - and recover you will - it is necessary that you get away from it all, even if it be only for a few days.
You feel that you deserve far more than is being attributed to you, but there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you will have to make the best of things as they are.
Stresses resulting from a recent disappointment have led to considerable trepidation. It would seem that there seems to be so much left undone. Everything surrounds you with that air of uncertainty. You badly need to feel a sense of security and whatever it takes to protect you against further disappointment. At this particular time you doubt that things could be any better in the future but you are sticking to your guns and refusing to take advice from any source.
Since in the recent past all of your hopes and aspirations have been denied you, you are now convinced that the future will hold nothing but anxiety so therefore 'why bother?' You would love to get away from it all, to escape from the trials and tribulations of this mundane existence and fall into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, which will protect you from the lack of appreciation and give you the chance to start afresh.
haha quite true huh... i am feeling damn drained etc, not really anyone to turn to also... recent disappointments also, need to feel a sense of security and whatever it takes to protect you against further disappointment etc... haha man... this really says it all... lol
HAHA yeah im blogging in camp again... lol n yea this kinda sums it all what im feeling rite now... having stiff neck, never slp well last nite so now damn sleepy... supposed to be studying for test but i cant get anything in rite now... i can forsee my sat being burnt for re-test... :S haiz... tts y im having the "why bother" attitude now huh... think im sacrificing my social life for ocs training... something which a person like me who treasures relationships more than anything cant really do... haiz... 4 more weeks till social nite... still no date... guess tab i gotta bring u along le lor... haha its gonna be held at ocs thou... haha no fancy hotel or wat not... k gotta go le... back to cramming for the test... haiz alpha standard passing mark is 85%... HOW SIA!!!???
Sunday, November 19, 2006
轨迹
haha now heres a song i kinda like... quite old le but what the hell... its still nice anyways... rotting at home cos i think im going broke le... :X stay home play psp! hahaha later going out with parents... lol using parents money now... hahahaha sianz... booking in at 9... tmr got safety officer test... havent study at all sia... :S dun wanna re-test on sat!!! got alot of plans for next week le... my peeps of acs br 4A2 gathering, jowin my vegetarian good friend from bmt having his bday oso... still got sq n cl bday this month... oops! :X
abt the social nite... i guess i'll not worry abt it since i too dunno the exact details just onli the date... yeah so theres tab whos ever ready to go for it... haha my standby date... :P so im not gonna worry abt anything le... just gonna enjoy myself n my psp!!! hahahaha leave everything else to fate n destiny... :D
Have you lost your inner wild child? Well, not lost, exactly -- more like misplaced. Go ride a roller coaster and scream. Finger paint or wear a funny costume. Romance is easier when you remember it can be fun.
轨迹 by Jay Chou
怎么隐藏 我的悲伤 失去你的地方
你的发香 散的匆忙 我已经跟不上
闭上眼睛 还能看见 你离去的痕迹
在月光下 一直找寻 那想念的身影
如果说分手 是苦痛的起点
那在终点之前 我愿意再爱一遍
想要对你说的 不敢说的爱会不
会有人 可以明白
我会发着呆 然后忘记你 接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天 会有人代替 让我不再想念你
我会发着呆 然后微微笑 接着紧紧闭上眼
又想了一遍 你温柔的脸 在我忘记之前
心里的眼泪 模糊了视线 你已快看不见
abt the social nite... i guess i'll not worry abt it since i too dunno the exact details just onli the date... yeah so theres tab whos ever ready to go for it... haha my standby date... :P so im not gonna worry abt anything le... just gonna enjoy myself n my psp!!! hahahaha leave everything else to fate n destiny... :D
Have you lost your inner wild child? Well, not lost, exactly -- more like misplaced. Go ride a roller coaster and scream. Finger paint or wear a funny costume. Romance is easier when you remember it can be fun.
轨迹 by Jay Chou
怎么隐藏 我的悲伤 失去你的地方
你的发香 散的匆忙 我已经跟不上
闭上眼睛 还能看见 你离去的痕迹
在月光下 一直找寻 那想念的身影
如果说分手 是苦痛的起点
那在终点之前 我愿意再爱一遍
想要对你说的 不敢说的爱会不
会有人 可以明白
我会发着呆 然后忘记你 接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天 会有人代替 让我不再想念你
我会发着呆 然后微微笑 接着紧紧闭上眼
又想了一遍 你温柔的脸 在我忘记之前
心里的眼泪 模糊了视线 你已快看不见
Saturday, November 18, 2006
PSP!!!
WAHAHAHA!!! i got my psp today!!! yeah!!! so i went to sim lim to buy me some games... pro evo soccer 5!!! woohoo!!! but before tt i went to bai bai again... just to say thanks for keeping me safe n sound... n also asked if my life can be a little less emotionally-draining... or why it is like such... maybe now i may bnot understand it but in time i will i guess... why cant it just be nice n simple n not something so rollercoaster-ish as i think ive been thru... haiz... oh well then bought a 2gb mem stick... kns... spend alot le sia... haha then bought a speaker for my ipod... then went to watch 007 with jz, nel, jay n hr!!! hahaha damn little action scenes la... sianz... but hr amazingly could join us cos his gf havin exams... :P hahaha yeah well at least the bond girl was quite chio... lol
You realize something key to unlocking the mysteries of life: The more you see, the less you know. New questions are revealed even as you receive key pieces of information. It truly is a world of wonders.
Ow! It pinches when someone pins all their hopes and dreams on you. Gently remind a current or potential cutie that they need to find the solutions to their own problems. Tell them you need some breathing room. Be firm.
Tmr's horoscope:
Peer into the unseen. The stars give you the insight to see the motivation behind the deeds. However, once you see how this works, you shouldn't be surprised if you encounter an entirely new set of riddles.
If someone you love has been taking on the role of doormat in a relationship, it may be time to make this person aware that you're concerned. With a wise mixture of compassion and truthfulness, you'll be able to convince him or her that pride is very valuable. Whenever making an important life change is necessary, having good friends to lean on can make it much easier. Be honest and then be supportive.
Your single status has some sexy surprises in store for you once you let yourself enjoy where you're at instead of wondering about the future. Commit to loving this mode of life and you'll have more zest than a lemon.
hope i can find a date asap!!! hahaha
You realize something key to unlocking the mysteries of life: The more you see, the less you know. New questions are revealed even as you receive key pieces of information. It truly is a world of wonders.
Ow! It pinches when someone pins all their hopes and dreams on you. Gently remind a current or potential cutie that they need to find the solutions to their own problems. Tell them you need some breathing room. Be firm.
Tmr's horoscope:
Peer into the unseen. The stars give you the insight to see the motivation behind the deeds. However, once you see how this works, you shouldn't be surprised if you encounter an entirely new set of riddles.
If someone you love has been taking on the role of doormat in a relationship, it may be time to make this person aware that you're concerned. With a wise mixture of compassion and truthfulness, you'll be able to convince him or her that pride is very valuable. Whenever making an important life change is necessary, having good friends to lean on can make it much easier. Be honest and then be supportive.
Your single status has some sexy surprises in store for you once you let yourself enjoy where you're at instead of wondering about the future. Commit to loving this mode of life and you'll have more zest than a lemon.
hope i can find a date asap!!! hahaha
PATROL FIELD CAMP
HAIZ... seems like this has been one hellova week... yeah n now that esther's attached le, i can finally put the matter behind me. at first upon hearing the news i felt kinda disappointed and abit of regret... not heartbroken prolly cos i was already letting go or in the process of letting go... yeah but still i should have tried my luck... haha oh wells at least my horoscope is quite accurate lol yeah so then we had a navigation exercise at marsiling... right behind esthers house... yeah bad timing huh... but i tried to do gab's test on being damn shagged then thinking of the things u want the most... haha i'll come to that later
so the navigation exercise was damn easy la... maybe cos our group had the better of the navigators... just that we were 1 man short... rest had 5 we onli had 4... so the weight of the signal set and law tube had to be shared most of the time... haha but still we were the 2nd team to arrive for both day and night navi! lol
patrol field camp was killer... 2 days going without sleep and continuous missions... crazy... i mastered sleepwalking, going into lala land while presenting the mission briefing, skipped dinner, night snack, breakfast and lunch... survived on just a pack of dog biscuits and an energy bar... mastered wide-eyed sleeping right in front of my sir who was talking to me the whole time i was sleeping :X hahaha but i still managed to execute my 3rd and last mission quite well... being the ic is not easy sia... oh wells
soc test i FAILED!!! :( SOB SOB i reached the wall at 3:30... last of my detail, but cleared everything in 1 try... then left the obstacles at 6:30... kns i had a chance of passing lor... just that my breakfast was on the verge of coming out... so i walked quite abit... clocked 10:43... SIANZ!!! hahaha 9:29 den pass... haiz... but its a great improvement since BMT of 11:53 wor... cut by 1:10 sia! hahaha guess im getting fitter afterall :)
yeah back to the gab's test... being in an "esther-bias" environment cos i can see her house from most of the knolls i hiked up, (yeah n i think im gonna take up hiking as a hobby sia... lol) the only things i thought about was my family, bunk, home, psp and who next i should bring to my social night... asked sc le but she didnt gimme a confirmed ans... need a confirmed one cos its compulsory to bring a date... :S
hahaha yeah so i guess im 3 times unlucky le... haiz and ive been through both rejection and regret lol... both has its pros and cons la and its not like what many people think that rejection is better than regret. it actually depends on the situation... i dunno la but i just feel that way. oh well... shopping and movies anyone? lol 007!!! GOGOGO!!! xmas shopping spree!!! hahaha GOGOGO!!! PSP!!! HERE I COME!!! :D
so the navigation exercise was damn easy la... maybe cos our group had the better of the navigators... just that we were 1 man short... rest had 5 we onli had 4... so the weight of the signal set and law tube had to be shared most of the time... haha but still we were the 2nd team to arrive for both day and night navi! lol
patrol field camp was killer... 2 days going without sleep and continuous missions... crazy... i mastered sleepwalking, going into lala land while presenting the mission briefing, skipped dinner, night snack, breakfast and lunch... survived on just a pack of dog biscuits and an energy bar... mastered wide-eyed sleeping right in front of my sir who was talking to me the whole time i was sleeping :X hahaha but i still managed to execute my 3rd and last mission quite well... being the ic is not easy sia... oh wells
soc test i FAILED!!! :( SOB SOB i reached the wall at 3:30... last of my detail, but cleared everything in 1 try... then left the obstacles at 6:30... kns i had a chance of passing lor... just that my breakfast was on the verge of coming out... so i walked quite abit... clocked 10:43... SIANZ!!! hahaha 9:29 den pass... haiz... but its a great improvement since BMT of 11:53 wor... cut by 1:10 sia! hahaha guess im getting fitter afterall :)
yeah back to the gab's test... being in an "esther-bias" environment cos i can see her house from most of the knolls i hiked up, (yeah n i think im gonna take up hiking as a hobby sia... lol) the only things i thought about was my family, bunk, home, psp and who next i should bring to my social night... asked sc le but she didnt gimme a confirmed ans... need a confirmed one cos its compulsory to bring a date... :S
hahaha yeah so i guess im 3 times unlucky le... haiz and ive been through both rejection and regret lol... both has its pros and cons la and its not like what many people think that rejection is better than regret. it actually depends on the situation... i dunno la but i just feel that way. oh well... shopping and movies anyone? lol 007!!! GOGOGO!!! xmas shopping spree!!! hahaha GOGOGO!!! PSP!!! HERE I COME!!! :D
Sunday, November 12, 2006
I'M ALIVE! MARCHING IN THE RAIN...
WAHAHA! yeah im alive! haha but my knees n elbows r badly bruised and grazed... :( haiz... nvm la... later must go bai bai again to give thanks... hahaha but leopard crawling on rocks is no joke... :S crawling in mud is just as bad when ur elbows n knees r grazed... but the killer one was on sat... hike up the hill den run down... 2 times somemore! walao... den it rained... we just marched back from chua chu kang back to safti... kns do u noe how far that is??? in the rain somemore!!! kns... tmr got partol field camp somemore... 3d2n at marsiling... its sooooo gonna rain... sigh...
this whole week has been damn hectic for me cos i got the post of armskote 3ic... sianz... not much time for myself anymore... haiz... n in another 5 more weeks i gotta find a date for social night... compulsory somemore... kns... "go beg, steal, borrow a date if u dun have one" says wing com... __ being mental and physically drained really sucks... plus the fact that my horoscopes for this past week has been telling me abt relationships... haha well here are some of them... i kinda feel the same way thou... guess its time to let go den...
You're no fool -- far from it. You know who's truly loyal to you and who's just there for show. It's time to end relationships that are going nowhere. Once you make room, the real thing has space to land in.
Make room for something new, and you'll immediately see options open up for you. The trick is discovering what you need to discard and what you want to aim your energy toward. Set your sights on a goal.
this whole week has been damn hectic for me cos i got the post of armskote 3ic... sianz... not much time for myself anymore... haiz... n in another 5 more weeks i gotta find a date for social night... compulsory somemore... kns... "go beg, steal, borrow a date if u dun have one" says wing com... __ being mental and physically drained really sucks... plus the fact that my horoscopes for this past week has been telling me abt relationships... haha well here are some of them... i kinda feel the same way thou... guess its time to let go den...
You're no fool -- far from it. You know who's truly loyal to you and who's just there for show. It's time to end relationships that are going nowhere. Once you make room, the real thing has space to land in.
Life often meets (or exceeds) your expectations. So if you're expecting that it'll hurt, it probably will. If, on the other hand, you learn to expect only the best, that might be just what you start to receive.
Make room for something new, and you'll immediately see options open up for you. The trick is discovering what you need to discard and what you want to aim your energy toward. Set your sights on a goal.
Sunday, November 05, 2006
BAI BAI
HAHAHA so last nite went out with sp go iguana cafe drink a macho marg... kns... my liver not functioning as well as it used to... like tt already getting high le... hahaha den went to buy FHM cos this months one got 2 free glass shots! hahaha den we went to liang court to buy some sake and drink from the shots! wheee! hahaha den dropped me off at ps and met up with sc n bh... bh seems to be sick wor... like the tekong cough =X hahaha went to esplanade and have some satay den went over to harrys and had more drinks... lol i had a rum runner which was more like a mocktail man... =X wahahaha den sat at the beach n chilled out... took a cab home but sc more adventurous and tried taking the night rider home... lol but she reached home safe n sound so i guess next time i can try taking it too... hehe sleep at 430 somemore... :S
today woke up at 830... kns... screwed up body clock... hahaha packed my bag for bookin later... ironed 2 sets of smartest 4 for the parade and parade rehearsal... went for a massage... den went out for lunch at ps with myloh... canceled the lunch appointment with esther cos she was bust doing her assignments... next time den she'll bring me to the thai food she so craves... lol anyways had pizza for lunch den went to comics connection to buy another figurine... this time its SASUKE!!! OMGOMGOMG! hahaha my fav character! hahaha den sc came along... hahaha her face seemed kinda black when she saw myloh there... hahaha abit of a misunderstanding when she asked come along or tag along... lol psps... den went to have andersons ice cream! woohoo! hahaha safra card members have 10% off somemore! lol den went to watch crank... wtf man... crazy show... gore and vulgarities to the max man... n i kinda think the gals who watched the show were dragged into it just like sc... =X hahaha "spoil my good gal image u noe~" wahahaha den myloh left and i went to bugis to bai bai... somehow nobody believes im a taoist wor... everyone thinks im christian... lol well at one point i almost did... but nvm yeah so sc oso tagged along to see see... lol had to bai bai cos i feel really nervous about the live shooting... i'll explain when i finish it this week... :S its just scary to noe that theres ppl shooting live bullets behind ur back while ur advancing forward... yeah so i had to go bai bai to calm my nerves down alittle... n im not last min go bai bai cos got things or wat... n i went on my own accord too... hahaha yeah den went n shop awhile before heading back home... bookin soon... sianz... tmr shooting matador somemore... scary shit... :S everyone pls pray for my safety... =X
today woke up at 830... kns... screwed up body clock... hahaha packed my bag for bookin later... ironed 2 sets of smartest 4 for the parade and parade rehearsal... went for a massage... den went out for lunch at ps with myloh... canceled the lunch appointment with esther cos she was bust doing her assignments... next time den she'll bring me to the thai food she so craves... lol anyways had pizza for lunch den went to comics connection to buy another figurine... this time its SASUKE!!! OMGOMGOMG! hahaha my fav character! hahaha den sc came along... hahaha her face seemed kinda black when she saw myloh there... hahaha abit of a misunderstanding when she asked come along or tag along... lol psps... den went to have andersons ice cream! woohoo! hahaha safra card members have 10% off somemore! lol den went to watch crank... wtf man... crazy show... gore and vulgarities to the max man... n i kinda think the gals who watched the show were dragged into it just like sc... =X hahaha "spoil my good gal image u noe~" wahahaha den myloh left and i went to bugis to bai bai... somehow nobody believes im a taoist wor... everyone thinks im christian... lol well at one point i almost did... but nvm yeah so sc oso tagged along to see see... lol had to bai bai cos i feel really nervous about the live shooting... i'll explain when i finish it this week... :S its just scary to noe that theres ppl shooting live bullets behind ur back while ur advancing forward... yeah so i had to go bai bai to calm my nerves down alittle... n im not last min go bai bai cos got things or wat... n i went on my own accord too... hahaha yeah den went n shop awhile before heading back home... bookin soon... sianz... tmr shooting matador somemore... scary shit... :S everyone pls pray for my safety... =X
Saturday, November 04, 2006
BACK FROM TEKONG!!!
ARGH!!! so depressing to have your weekend burnt in tekong on sat for 4D3N... SIAN BO!!! hahaha yeah n the first thing i see is my sergeants all there at SFT... think they r on duty for the parents visit day... lol yeah so we marched to permatang and camped in the worst campsite possible... HONEST! my sleeping ground was on a slope and filled with rocks, stones, roots etc... kns... den went for a navigation exercise with our instructor... man... carrying the signal set and bashing thru the jungle was killer... :S especially wayne's checkpoint... i'll never forget that one... we went up and down the old sispec den cut thru BIC grounds... hahaha n its fenced up with barbed wires so we had to scud around it la... hahaha den nite navi was BAD! just walk w/o knowing where my legs end up... hahaha bashing was even harder... :S sianz... but still managed to sleep well somehow... the stones etc didnt really bother me cos i was too shagged to feel them... wahahaha
2nd day was all about FCO and the drills... damned alpha again... now must lepoard crawl from bound to bound... walao eh! with the friggin LAW tube AGAIN! kns... i thought i'll never see it again after sit test but wtf... here i am carryin it again... :S hahaha den nite time i got to be 2ic for the night ambush with the trip flare! wheee! i got to pull the trip flare too! hahaha really nice just like fireworks... haha
3rd day we learnt flanking in the morning... n it was the first time i bashed thru a mangrove sia! hahaha n go thru the low tide somemore... thank god i had goretex boots... haha n 1st time i ever lepoard crawl upslope with a LAW in some thick undergrowth... haha it was killer... den later we had another navigation exercise this time on our own... so at first we went "holland" aka LOST for 1hr + den i took charge and led the way... we managed to make up lost time and ended up finishing 2nd overall! haha woohoo! i must say that i have good navigational skills... oh n did i ever mentioned when i was in jakarta at the age of 4, i directed my way home from kindergarden... haha yeah no kidding n we walked from west to east of tekong man... from permatang to oil palms and back to permatang... kns... damn shagged that day man...
4th day we practiced whatever drills we learnt so far... den rushed to change into fresh clothes cos u cant wear muddy ones to the ferry... haha luckily it didnt rain a single drop while we were in tekong... :P and thank god the instructors didnt give us a turn out... not much tekan oso... i just wonder why always during outfield, our movement is soooo sluggish... den when we were at the ferry terminal, we were like flying to the toilet and changing n stuff... and must always appreciate the fact that fresh rations ALWAYS beats combat rations... whatever they serve... i probably eatened the worst cookies and muffins outfield and yet it still tastes the best at that moment of time... WAHAHAHA
hectic week so far... had demolition lessons and a demo test on fri and just now had a map reading re-test... the whole wing failed la... passing mark is 85%... wtf rite... hope i fared well... :S haha later goin drinking session cos this week mental and physical stress... :P great excuse huh... wahahaha tmr goin for a massage cos i really need it man... luckily this week keep on raining so all the SOC lessons CANCELED! hahaha but still had ET run 8km... :S shagged sia...
2nd day was all about FCO and the drills... damned alpha again... now must lepoard crawl from bound to bound... walao eh! with the friggin LAW tube AGAIN! kns... i thought i'll never see it again after sit test but wtf... here i am carryin it again... :S hahaha den nite time i got to be 2ic for the night ambush with the trip flare! wheee! i got to pull the trip flare too! hahaha really nice just like fireworks... haha
3rd day we learnt flanking in the morning... n it was the first time i bashed thru a mangrove sia! hahaha n go thru the low tide somemore... thank god i had goretex boots... haha n 1st time i ever lepoard crawl upslope with a LAW in some thick undergrowth... haha it was killer... den later we had another navigation exercise this time on our own... so at first we went "holland" aka LOST for 1hr + den i took charge and led the way... we managed to make up lost time and ended up finishing 2nd overall! haha woohoo! i must say that i have good navigational skills... oh n did i ever mentioned when i was in jakarta at the age of 4, i directed my way home from kindergarden... haha yeah no kidding n we walked from west to east of tekong man... from permatang to oil palms and back to permatang... kns... damn shagged that day man...
4th day we practiced whatever drills we learnt so far... den rushed to change into fresh clothes cos u cant wear muddy ones to the ferry... haha luckily it didnt rain a single drop while we were in tekong... :P and thank god the instructors didnt give us a turn out... not much tekan oso... i just wonder why always during outfield, our movement is soooo sluggish... den when we were at the ferry terminal, we were like flying to the toilet and changing n stuff... and must always appreciate the fact that fresh rations ALWAYS beats combat rations... whatever they serve... i probably eatened the worst cookies and muffins outfield and yet it still tastes the best at that moment of time... WAHAHAHA
hectic week so far... had demolition lessons and a demo test on fri and just now had a map reading re-test... the whole wing failed la... passing mark is 85%... wtf rite... hope i fared well... :S haha later goin drinking session cos this week mental and physical stress... :P great excuse huh... wahahaha tmr goin for a massage cos i really need it man... luckily this week keep on raining so all the SOC lessons CANCELED! hahaha but still had ET run 8km... :S shagged sia...
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