PATROL FIELD CAMP

HAIZ... seems like this has been one hellova week... yeah n now that esther's attached le, i can finally put the matter behind me. at first upon hearing the news i felt kinda disappointed and abit of regret... not heartbroken prolly cos i was already letting go or in the process of letting go... yeah but still i should have tried my luck... haha oh wells at least my horoscope is quite accurate lol yeah so then we had a navigation exercise at marsiling... right behind esthers house... yeah bad timing huh... but i tried to do gab's test on being damn shagged then thinking of the things u want the most... haha i'll come to that later

so the navigation exercise was damn easy la... maybe cos our group had the better of the navigators... just that we were 1 man short... rest had 5 we onli had 4... so the weight of the signal set and law tube had to be shared most of the time... haha but still we were the 2nd team to arrive for both day and night navi! lol

patrol field camp was killer... 2 days going without sleep and continuous missions... crazy... i mastered sleepwalking, going into lala land while presenting the mission briefing, skipped dinner, night snack, breakfast and lunch... survived on just a pack of dog biscuits and an energy bar... mastered wide-eyed sleeping right in front of my sir who was talking to me the whole time i was sleeping :X hahaha but i still managed to execute my 3rd and last mission quite well... being the ic is not easy sia... oh wells

soc test i FAILED!!! :( SOB SOB i reached the wall at 3:30... last of my detail, but cleared everything in 1 try... then left the obstacles at 6:30... kns i had a chance of passing lor... just that my breakfast was on the verge of coming out... so i walked quite abit... clocked 10:43... SIANZ!!! hahaha 9:29 den pass... haiz... but its a great improvement since BMT of 11:53 wor... cut by 1:10 sia! hahaha guess im getting fitter afterall :)

yeah back to the gab's test... being in an "esther-bias" environment cos i can see her house from most of the knolls i hiked up, (yeah n i think im gonna take up hiking as a hobby sia... lol) the only things i thought about was my family, bunk, home, psp and who next i should bring to my social night... asked sc le but she didnt gimme a confirmed ans... need a confirmed one cos its compulsory to bring a date... :S

hahaha yeah so i guess im 3 times unlucky le... haiz and ive been through both rejection and regret lol... both has its pros and cons la and its not like what many people think that rejection is better than regret. it actually depends on the situation... i dunno la but i just feel that way. oh well... shopping and movies anyone? lol 007!!! GOGOGO!!! xmas shopping spree!!! hahaha GOGOGO!!! PSP!!! HERE I COME!!! :D