Saturday, March 17, 2007

24KM ROUTE MARCH, CADET MESS OPENING

WOOTS! ok so i did my 24km rm on thurs nite at east coast park... kns field pack 20kg one sia! almost died on the way back man... i vow never to go east coast ever again sia... i friggin hate that route! hahaha yeah went back to camp the next morning... -_-zzz sleepy like hell... yeah then slept the whole morning then had to wake up for lunch... -_- haha then had some classes then we had our cadet mess opening! hahaha fun stuff sia... wear civilian n PARTY! got dead drunk sia... lets see... drank chivas coke, mt biang (our own deadly mix of everything on the shelf haha), barcardi coke, vodka cranberry and then it was lta johnny who kept feeding us drinks... 1 whole mug of jim bean straight up and beer and vodka apeach... kns... after that we headed to the dance floor... man i was soooo drunk that i was grinding my female cadet friend peck har on the stage man! omg... it was siao man... i cant believe wat i did that night... from friend accounts and fragments of my memory when i was actually conscious... man the animal instinct in me just kicked in sia... i didnt even know my shirt came off sia! hahaha wa but i think it was scary being the 4 girls outta all of us guys there sia... especially peck har sia... she was the only girl on stage and all of us were pretty much grinding her... i even groped her ass and banged her from behind sia... ass to ass grinding too! O_O yeah n she was dead drunk too cos everyone was trying to get the girls drunk... anyways that was probably the most drunk i ever got sia... haha and i even puked in the toilet without even knowing i even puked sia! hahaha yeah so then i even scolded my captain for switching on the lights in our bunk... lol pro sia... hahahaha only one thing i can say... i was fucking WASTED! hahahaha yeah then morning wake up for breakfast still high sia... massive headache... walk oso groggy one... hahaha then somemore tonight sc wants to go drinking... die la my liver gone liao... hahaha

Thursday, March 15:

Learn to deal with ambiguity by letting it exist. If you act too rapidly to try and make it go away, havoc could ensue. Often the solution becomes a much larger problem than the original situation.

It's good to have self-discipline, but if you deny yourself too many indulgences for too long, you run the risk of being a boring person! So give yourself a break today, and allow yourself to deviate from your rigid schedule or regimen. One lazy day won't put you off course forever, so kick back a little and forget about the rules you've created for yourself. Once you do, you will be able to find joy in being normal. There's no joy in trying to be perfect.

If you've been longing for some change, get ready to embrace it in all its chaotic glory. It may be hard to get a grasp on, at least at first -- but try to envelop it in a big bear hug.

Friday, March 16:

Give yourself a makeover, physically and spiritually. Clean your closet and donate unwearable clothes. Get rid of any clutter that surrounds you. In order for the new to enter your life, you have to make room for it.

If you have a somewhat busy day today, make an effort to get things done as soon as you can -- you will need some free time in the afternoon so you can daydream about your future. Sound silly to schedule fantasy time? It's not -- in fact, it's just as important as a doctor's appointment or a staff meeting. Your imagination requires maintenance, and you need to get some imagining done so you can recognize a dream coming true when it happens.

Are you headstrong or heartstrong at the moment? Is your intellect directing your moves, or are you being run by your emotions? Ideally, neither is true -- and the stars say you can find an excellent balance now.

Saturday, March 17:

Dwelling on the past and perceived failures won't help you. If you view everything in the past as a potential lesson for wisdom, you won't have any regrets. The future is full of opportunities if you look at it that way.

When you look in the mirror, do you see what others see? There is a lack of accuracy in your self-image. And the only way to attack this problem you have with yourself is to look outside of yourself -- and consult others. Talk to the people who know you best. Ask them what they think about your recent actions and choices. They have some wisdom to share, and they can help you start getting a more accurate idea of who you are.

You may just come across a bit o' fine luck when it comes to romance on this day! Let a smile be your companion, and you could be surprised at all the love that comes right back at you.

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