ok so last night i sort of had a confrontation with "mom"... partially due to the fact that i was pretty disappointed at her for not being able to go for the class gathering even though i told her like ages ago... and its not like this is the 1st time or what... i prolly lost count of the numerous times she fly kite... its like thats her favourite hobby... staying home and flying kite... its like 2 months since the last meeting and its as if shes changed and not for the better... or have i changed? i really dunno... its cos shes really so secretive abt everything that i start to let my imagination run wild and she blames me for thinking too much... even when i asked if she still values our friendship, the reply was "Ya friendship" i mean like thats not even half sincere... only when i press her for some sort of sincerity then she tries to change the subject saying that shes really tired and stuff... sure shes tired and i dont doubt her for it but then she finally say someting sincere but that i was pushing her too much and she didnt like it... i mean like this day wouldnt come if everyone was open and stuff and not be so draggy till i had to resort to this ultimatum which personally i feel i shouldnt have done it in retrospect but still i felt it was necessary to clear out the air...
so i say im sorry momma, i never meant to hurt you, i never meant to make you cry but tonight im cleaning out my closet...
July 03, 2007
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