Saturday, October 07, 2006
MY DAILY TAROT & HOROSCOPE... :(
The Seven of Pentacles card reversed suggests that you've done your duty. You may have been stuck in the dead-end role of observer or patient nurturer long enough, tending to everyone else but yourself. Now is the time to make your move or collect the fruits of your labor before opportunity dries up. Avoid a tendency to go with the quick fix -- in the end, it will require more constant attention due to its shallow roots while returning little tangible reward for your efforts. With timing, vision and work, this standoff could become a milestone, wherein you begin to make major adjustments or changes to the path of your love life, get back in the game or come out of a slump, learn from mistakes or notice and appreciate what has been before you all along, while letting nature take its course.
Nothing helps a broken heart more than taking action. Write it out, go for a long walk or put up those shelves around your house. You'll find at the end of it that your emotions weren't permanently broken, just bruised. :(
1ST OCS BOOKOUT!!!!
haha yeah so we did lotsa shit in camp... like we got turnout at 4am to go for the confidence jump off the 5m high diving platform wearing long 4 then climed up the ocs tower 265 steps... den we played with the MOPP 4 suit which is for chemical defence. damn uncomfortable... den wear it with the gas mask and went into a gas chamber filled with tear gas. then we had to do some exercises inside to make sure we donned the suit properly. then we also had to take off our mask n shout out our name n ic no before we can exit. walao now i noe the power of tear gas.... not funny sia. hahaha yeah
every morning 5bx with run... den pt lesson very wierd one... got "power run" which is run up the hill in 40 sec, interval training 1 round 1:40 n now getting lesser, sbo staircase run... 10 sets of 10 pushups with the push up bar then followed by 10 sets of 6 pullups... omg...my arms r JELLY!!! hahaha yeah well theres lots more but damn lazy to put here la
finally can use the com le... hahaha theres INTERNET TOO!!! woohoo!!! hahaha yeah the whole place is like a hostel la... 2 man bunk, com, kitchenette etc... hahaha lectures too! almost like back to school...
mentally torturing comes when we got lack of slp and lotsa lectres... den when the training gets really tough, the mind starts to wonder if u should really stay on in ocs... oh btw i dio the most siong wing in ocs... alpha... kns... my wing commander is commando one lor... hahaha anyways, its really testing ur will power to stay on in ocs... which someone from my plt did not managed to do... he went AWOL (absent without official leave) aka run away from camp... 1st time in ocs history... yeah so he went to DB for 1 day la... now OOC le... haiz... now u noe how tough the training is huh...
then came the emotional part... maybe im just thinking too much yeah... but i think its gonna be more or less answered by tonight... im more or less prepared for the worst case scenario la... so later who wanna go DRINKING!!! hahaha yeah n there was parents visit on the 1st oct... 2nd week into ocs.. i actually cried when i saw my parents... :( haha it was an emotional time for me... n they really gave me lotsa lotsa support telling me the suffering is all worth it and to pull thru the whole course... i felt much better after crying thou... all those bottled up feelings just all out... makes it so much better for myself... the whole time i have been going thru a roller coaster ride of emotions... ups and downs... when theres lotsa admin time, my mind starts to play mind games... tts when i actually feel damn low... n when the training is fun i feel good... so its really a trying period for me then... so after tt i went to show my parents around the whole place... damn nice view at the top of ocs tower... haha i'll post up the pics next time yeah... haha den when sending them off... it was another tear jerking time for me... yeah n now i kinda feel what gabriel CY told me... when the training gets really tough, u start to call ppl that u wanna confide in... =X yeah so i just wanna thank everyone who has been giving me the support i needed when i was at my darkest time yet... but im much much better now le... hahaha :D
oh well i just finished my 3d2n leadership field camp which started on wed... so we went to rambutan hill to stay for the camp... its a navigation course btw... so we had a compass each... so learnt abt the compass and pacing... den we had day campass test which was fucked up... the area was so damn uneven! slopes, holes, everything la! kns... luckily i passed the day test... :P then got nite compass test... so dark! luckily got moon tt nite... but still damn dark... passed as usual la.. hehe yeah den next day had operation hercules... something like sit test la... yeah i was the 2ic for the river crossing station... damn we onli managed to get some ppl across... so we kinda failed... but had the best plan by far... given more time we could have crossed la... n so we failed n had to all get wet... boots filled with water... sucks man... changed uniform never felt so good... hahaha but boots... haha luckily i brought spare insoles... smart hor! yeah den had nite navi... once again with fbo... the only wing tt did it with fbo la... haha den nite time had haze so we went back to wing line... haha all of us so happy... tot can slp well... so slept at midnite... den kena turnout at 1am... kns fucking sleepy la... yeah den had to change to fbo and kena tekan like fuck... camo on camo off etc... pour water on ourselves... den had to do some questions oso... shagged liao how to think sia! den had to casevec around the whole safti... kns... damn heng no rifle n smoke grenade n thunderflash... hahaha cos we all return le... :P but still damn shagged... lug the damn stretcher with boon on top... damn shagged la... den after tt had some parade... n den had a section sharing session... give a talk on a subject for 5 mins... kns... all sleeping la... hahaha oh well so i onli had less than 5 hrs slp in 3 days... kns... den had lotsa admin time... i spent it doing equipment cleaning... others went to slp... fuck sia... hahaha den had lotsa crap like area cleaning, swim etc... den BOOKOUT!!! hahaha so happy! hahaha so went home n unpacked... den went to bai bai.... den to bedok to massage... damn shiok... slp like pig oso... hahaha so went home n slp... woke up at 12+... slp never felt this good! WAHAHAHA!
Sunday, September 17, 2006
SUPER SUAY DAY...
Saturday, September 16, 2006
KTV!!!
Friday, September 15, 2006
POSTING DAY!!! OCS HERE I COME!!!
haha raining so heavily... so i wore the gortex jacket out! hahaha omg so cool... lol yeah wore a tank top underneath... haha to show off nice arms... hahaha so went back to skool for gym... but the auntie say we graduated le... so cannot use... sianz... haha met up with esther n collected the tix for the SP musical... haiz... sick n stuck in musical camp... so poor thing~~ haha she said my sis tt time at her bday so sweet... hahaha she'll be happy to hear tt... hahaha so chatted awhile more den went to meet up with hr... yeah man... we both going OCS!!! same wing too!!! hahaha hope we r buddies... :P yeah
went out shopping hahaha bought my sis a pooh bear toy... u noe the one tt uses solar power n shake its head? yeah haha den bought my mom a cd... her fav singer when she was a teen... haha 5cd promo thing la... ah well got more cash le... so tts y got so many ppl wan present from me... haha now gotta buy mom sc a prezzie cos her bday comin soon... haha n 1 for esther too... :X haha think earrings will do the trick... hahaha dunno la... see how... oh well
Thursday, September 14, 2006
POP OH!!! PRIVATES NITE OUT!!!
eh-ah-eh-ah platoon 2 platoon 2! eh-ah-eh-ah platoon 2 platoon 2! CHECK CLEAR! CLEAR!
POP OH!!!
haha the march past... so heng i in front... :P nice pose huh... :P
at the lift lobby and the pullup bar which i trained on with my SBO (im wearing it) for 3 nights...
my section mates... n a topless me... heheheYEAH!!! POP OH!!! really had an enjoyable time in tekong man... anyways on the last 2 nites... our good friend adam who can see "things" started telling us wat he saw... or was still seeing... hahaha yeah dun wanna scare u all... better not say... :X hahaha so anyways we had to do sai kang AGAIN... even for our own POP parade... :( fucked up... haha yeah so we were standing in the sun for quite abit... past few rehearsals were hotter... got tanned... n sunburnt... ouch...
haha n now im no longer married le!!!! who wanna woo me??? :X wahahahaha ya ur wife is ur rifle... i disowned her le... :X hahaha threw her into the tonner with a bunch of other bitches! hahaha i just love tt feeling of throwing the rifle... WAHAHAHA but i kissed it goodbye cos it gave me the bragging rights of calling myself a marksman... :P hahaha so yeah it was a tear-jerking thing once we threw our caps off... take pics like theres no tmr... hugged my 2 greatest buddies that i could ask for, my platoon mates, my 2 ass fuck buddies jiang and AY... hahaha cos we 3 always together in the height sizing thing... the coy photo, the plt photo and even the POP FUP... hahaha n also my brokeback partner ting ann! and to the 3 musketeers: me daniel and ganesh... cos we 3 were sitting together during the 1st day of enlistment and we sticked together from dragon coy to be moved to gryphon coy and eventually ended up as section mates! hahaha man it was sure a day of mixed feelings... happy that we r going outta this island... i hope... hahaha but sad too cos the friends i made r going separate ways... :( hahaha :X yup and for everything else, theres mastercard... haha lame... but still i almost cried... just tears of joy i suppose... really gonna miss everyone... cos we bathe, shit, eat, slp, suffer, celebrate, move cupboard... hahaha do everything together la... hahaha yeah n i finished BMT w/o getting atten b or c sia!!! woohoo!!!
went out to newton with our commanders... now we r PRIVATES!!! hahaha no longer chao recruits! wahahaha had supper n den drove to east coast to play some pool... den went to still rd for some drinks... hahaha 3 am le den went back home... :S den cant wake up to play basketball with ting ann n the rest... psps ah... next time k? hahaha
oh where will i get posted to??? so gan jeong!!! i really pray so hard its gonna be ocs but chances are almost impossible... :( highly likely its gonna be sispec... :( sigh... just gimme a shoulder to cry on when the posting is out tmr 12noon... T_T
Sunday, September 10, 2006
NITE OUT
Saturday, September 09, 2006
4 MORE DAYS TO POP OH!!!
ohohoh lemme type out the lyrics of a damn funny song... army song la... if u noe abt the cupboard parade that we gryphon had... u'll laugh at it... ok so its sung to the "A is for airborne" tune... goes like this:
down by the smoking point
saw a soyabean can
call down the whole company
no one want to admit
push them
HA
kick them
HA
push them kick them
HA HA
into the corridor
let him (the officer who ordered it) see
while we move our cupboard
shamugam is bleeding (the recruit who knocked his head on the clothes hook of the cupboard)
eh don't be a fool
somebody say it was platoon 2
OI!
it was platoon 4~~~~~
cupboard!
cupboard!
all the way!
we push it here!
we push it there!
we push it everywhere!
everywhere!
well this was one funny week... i actually played the fire hose for the first time in my life! hahaha just to spray the track cos it was muddy... :P hahaha yeah n it was games day this week too... damn fun! hahaha i was in the tentage party... build and decorate the tent... got 2nd prize!!! WOOHOO!! den oso kena sabo-ed into the cheerleading squad... which won 3rd prize! hahaha n GRYPHON WAS THE OVERALL CHAMPS!!! WOOHOO!!! ego boost... hahaha... got nice streamers on our coy flag oso for POP sia... hahaha
sigh... dunno where i will be posted to... so gan jeong! i really really hope its OCS... SISPEC not so keen... but this whole week has been slack... n it gave me lotsa time to think... or should i say mess up my mind and play mind games with myself... suddenly my will power to go for another 9 months of command school is fading... in such a mess now... luckily got no gf sia... or else even worse cos SISPEC = Suffer In Silence Plus Extra Confinement... :S yeah so platoon best was sham... well he deserved it for sure... high chance hes goin ocs man... hope i can to too... :( yeah n like this is totally not my kinda life... dunno... this 3+ months feels like a dream... but its gonna be a 2 yr dream... sigh... only 3 months have passed... wat does the future hold in store for me... life was so much simpler while schooling... just noe that theres 2 yrs of kindergarden... 6 yrs of pri skool, 4 yrs of sec, 3 yrs of poly, den 2 yrs of ns... wat next??? uni for sure... planning for 1 yr max to get my honours... haiz... or isit my mind just playing games on me again...
Sunday, September 03, 2006
SOCCER!!!
Saturday, September 02, 2006
2 MORE WEEKS!!!
Sunday, August 27, 2006
SNAKES ON A PLANE... DOTA!!!
Saturday, August 26, 2006
3 MORE WEEKS TO POP!!!
Saturday, August 19, 2006
LOCKER PARADE & STAND-BY UNIVERSE!!!
so fri was haircut day... and being the duty platoon... we have to sweep up the hair in the training shed la... den went to bathe etc... so suddenly the whole company's section 4 was called down... y? cos someone threw a can of soya bean down... but the sir dunno from which floor... after much physical punishment... n nobody owning up to it, section 3 was called down cos the can might have been blowned towards section 4... same treatment... same outcome... so this time whole company fall in... same treatment... same outcome... for abt 1hr plus... then comes the ultimate punishment... choose either: bring down the lockers and line them up in the field, or stand-by universe... which is a complete check on the locker, bed, personal grooming etc and anyone caught with illegal items will get it la... so he told us to "vote" with our eyes closed... n those who didnt vote for any were asked to stand up... so these ppl got fucked... and cos they cant make a simple choice, he chose for all of us to drag out our lockers in the corridor in 10mins... pity me sia... cos im the corridor cleaner... the tiles were badly scratched... dust all over... metal dust from under the lockers etc... :S but damn suay... sham got his head cut by the locker hook... only then (i think) then the sir stopped and told us to fall in and get back to our bunks and slp... tmr morning then push back the lockers... haha funny thing was that hawk coy was standing there at their corridors watching the whole thing after their lights out... k oso kena fucked by their sergents... hahaha... ah well... lotsa ppl wanted/called the SAF hotline... i just went to slp... hahaha n then i woke up in the middle of the nite... thinking that it was just a bad dream... but when i saw the lockers all outside... i was like... haiz... its not a dream afterall... hahaha
yea so then woke up at 515 n started pushing all 13 lockers back... haha what is 5BX man!!! its NOTHING compared to early morning "weights training" hahahaha personally i kinda find it funny... but of course it was too harsh of a punishment given that it was just a can... that was being blown up cos it could be "killer litter" hahaha yeah so then had breakfast... crappy sia... best part was they served soyabean milk... kns... fucked up... hahaha yeah then started area cleaning for standby universe... kns... the tiles... scratched so badly... black scratch on a yellow and light blue tile... almost impossible to get rid of sia... we had to resort to using almost everything we could think up of... the best was still the SAF insect repellant... it melts plastic did u noe tt? hahahaha but still had to scrub like siao... i scrubbed for at least 2+hrs sia... then mass area cleaning... flip the bed la... walls la... etc... almost like spring cleaning... hahaha yea worst part was that we were told if the fella who threw the can did not own up, we cant bookout! O_O ahahaha but personally i didnt really bother... y? firstly cos its quite a big thing to confine a whole coy last min... secondly im single... hahaha k that was outta point... but true wad... yea so we survived the standby and now here i am... bookedout! hahaha
went for buffet dinner at raffles town club... not bad la... but getting fat... =X hahaha
Sunday, August 13, 2006
SAKURA BUFFET
Saturday, August 12, 2006
FIREWORKS :D
IPPT DIAGNOSTIC TEST & 12KM ROUTE MARCH
12km route march was kinda ok... cos the field pack was LIGHT! amazing! hahaha or have i gotten stronger? hmmmm lol ah well onli got lotsa blisters on my feet n abrasions on me thighs as per usual... den rushed like crazy to bookout at 2100... we marched back at 1930... 1hr to do everything... eat dinner, area cleaning, pack up and wash up... omg... somehow i managed to do it... hahaha but marched so fast to the ferry terminal... walao... double quicktime lor... :S siaoness...
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
NATIONAL DAY!!!
Sunday, August 06, 2006
SIT TEST!!!
next day 4km route march with my LAW... -_- sux sia... den SIT TEST STARTS!!! hahaha 6 missions... kinda easy if u think of it now... but when u r so shagged u cant really think tt well... n time limit somemore! hahaha i had to leapord crawl with my LAW too! -_- sian sian sian ah well shagged day but nothing as bad a field camp... thank god dun need to camo on... 2 words i never wanna hear till the end of BMT... hahaha powder bath was crazy... our sir went crazy! i finished the whole can of new prickly heat sia!!! balls freezing... cold till i was shivering... all thanks to the sea breeze... hahaha ah well last powderbath in bmt ma... might as well make it memorable... quoted from our sir... lol did guard duty tt nite too... admiring the tekong skies once again...
LAST DAY!!! 2k RM... den another 6 missions... similar to yesterday's one but with lesser time... cos bookout day ma... tts y everyone wants chop chop finish den go home asap... haha went back via tonner... this time i sat at the very back... another enjoyable ride... hahahaha n packed like sardines as usual... back at coy line everything was a blur... did everything so fast... hahaha the power of bookout day... shagged still can summon energy to do things so fast...
lol well this was a hectic week... begining of the week got live grenade somemore... once in a lifetime experience... the grenade was kinda loud but nothing beats the high explosives... cos if the grenade dun explode within 30 sec... its SOP to wait 30 min before the demo ppl comes in to blow it away... lol n THAT was powerful! hahaha ah well another packed week... and another 5 more weeks till POP!!! WOOHOO!!! hahaha took cab home... i only reached home for like 5 mins... bathe n unpacked my stuff... kns sc's cab come liao... hahaha so went to bh's place for steamboat dinner... catch up with each other etc... den bh drove all of us home... :D
yup so just got back from town... gai gai abit... :P haha bought a cd at HMV... the eVonne one... :D haha lotsa new songs tt i dunno huh... lol n the Boa new album sounds kinda nice... n she looks HOT~~~!!! hahaha so packed my stuff n gonna book in at 1945... getting used to it le... anyways bookin out on nat day eve thou... :D anybody wanna watch click? hahaha n now i feel like goin to the beach sia... cos for the past 3 days i've been staying near the beach... its really nice... hahaha sentosa or east coast on sat anyone? lolx
oh btw anyone intrested to go to the SP musical called SuPerstars... on oct 5th n 6th... esther is selling tix... n performing too... might be doing the lead role on the 2nd show so do come n support ya! erm prolly just tag my board or contact esther or something if u wan the tix ya!
Sunday, July 30, 2006
BOOKOUT!!! 7th MONTH... :S
Sunday, July 23, 2006
SHOPPING ROUND 2
Saturday, July 22, 2006
SHOPPING SPREE!!!
Friday, July 21, 2006
FIELD CAMP!!!
1st day
route march with FBO 6.6k to permatang... damn heavy... at least 25kg sia... den reached camp site... set up barsha plus dig drainage... fucking shagged... den had lunch field rations... the pasta was ok la... den had lecture... den cat 1!! haha slack in barsha... :D lecture again den dinner n powder bath... den slp in barsha wif 3 ppl... damn crammed... by rite should be 2 ppl per barsha plus 2 rifles, 2 field packs n 2 sbo... so now its 3 ppl, 3 rifles, 3 field packs n 3 sbos... damn crammed la...
day 2
breakfast... i found a can of tuna... yes tuna! in my pack... lol tuna never tasted this good... lol... den more lectures, n practicals on wad we learnt... so we learnt with our section... with our seccom serg aragon... omg... it was HELL! super super shagged... n leopard crawl upslope 40m sia... omfg... n the rest of the coy were slacking... they onli trained 2 hrs... we trained for 5hrs... nowonder nobody was in sight... all slacking in camp... kns... den had stand 2... almost fell asleep... lol den ghost walk at nite... saw lotsa fireflies...
day 3
stand 2 again... we actually had to brush teeth! hahaha but never again after that... lol den lecture, went to have a shit in the field... lol quite an experience esp cos the flies are like HUGE!!! n some mofo never cover up his shit... n there was like 50+ flies on that pile of shit man... hahaha nvm den RAIN!!! ZZZZZ learnt tt our barsha was not good enuf to withstand the rain... so got drenched... morale super low... sianz... practiced the same stuff in the mud this time... sianz... but this time with blanks! haha so fun! n once again ran around the campsite... so shagged... dinner den powder bath... n took wierd pics of us all white with powder... like ju-on sia! LOL hahaha den this nite slp in daniel's barsha... but den chris came back from MO... sianz... again 3 ppl in barsha but this time round is 3 smaller sized ppl... unlike my other 2 buddies who r kinda big sized... lol n once again it rained AGAIN at 2am... slp with rifle held up to tighten the top so tt rain wont seep into the groundsheet... somehow managed to keep dry... :P
day 4
stand 2 in mud again... sianz... n its a "clean" set of uni oso lor... den rushed to break camp n fall in... walao... so chaotic... den wait around for tonner to fetch us to FIBUA village for technical break... thank god we have tonner to fetch us around... cos the normal bmt batch will have to route march with FBO to next camp site... not that far la... abt 10k +/- nia... around 10 mins via tonner... :P hahaha so reached FIBUA village den crammed 1 plt in 1 room... walao... look like refugee camp sia... so dark, dusty, humid, hot n stuffy!!! kns... den helped out in setting up cons wire in new campsite... quite fun too! lol den clean rifle... had fresh rations too! i never had a hot meal in 3 days... n somehow it tasted GOOD! lol den had a "bath" using 2 pails of water... in the open plus all the cameras taking pics of us nekkid~~~ lol den dunno wad happen to me... left my rifle un-attended... so kena kapoed by serg yy... kns... so malu... hahaha brain must be shuttin down le... n saw somethin wierd... not gonna say it here... haha den star gazed at nite... it was a wonderful sight... nothing like the sky back in sg... hahaha slp on concrete... something slightly better den the ground... lol
day 5
took a shit in the darkest (pitch black sia) and most smelliest toilet by far... u noe some nutcase shitted in the URINAL!!! YES THE URINAL!!! wtf... the worst toilet i ever been to is not in malaysia anymore sia... its in tekong! hahaha den packed FBO n marched to oil palms plantation... abt 500m away nia... lol den set up barsha TWICE!!! cos sergent not happy...lol den wait around for our turn for the test on wad we learnt the past few days... rained again... slack in barsha... watch ocs ppl play war games oso... den COA came by... hahaha so many stars wor! on his shoulder tt is... ahaha cooked maggi mee!!! OMG BEST THING EVER!!! hahaha warm food with enough salt to make u have hypernatremia hahahaha den powder bath... wore back same uni as yest... :P just wait... i wore it for 4 days straight... :P hahaha den had guard duty... nothing much la... just saw ocs ppl play wargames again at nite... cos there was a low flare... very nice... orange light... haha must be a trap den they fell for it... lol
day 6
break barsha den did our test... too easy... hahaha cos sergent aragon training was way way tougher than this... lol he was best PT in sispec did u noe? shot LOTSA LOTSA blanks!!! hahaha soooo fun! lol yea so den helped keep up the cons wire... den had the best tonner ride by far! hahaha cos i sat in the front... SHIOK! hahaha esp the bridge part... SO COOL! hahaha n the driver was like colin mcrae sia... lol hahaha den had fresh rations again... shiok sia... den started digging our graves aka shellscrape... lol damn shagged cos must dig with helmet, SBO and rifle sia... kns... somemore must put on camo sia! WTF!!! bluddy shagged but got it done quite fast... just abt 3 hrs or so ba... dig with a ET stick... lemme explain wat that is... its a mini chunk-coal (is tt the rite spelling? ahaha who cares!) yea its like onli a 30cm long stick or so... try digging something that must be so deep that u lie inside prone position n ur ass does not stick up den ur whole body must be straight plus wide enuf for ur rifle to be by ur side... n ur field pack goes behind ur foot... n it must be even deeper such that the top of the field pack is level with your foot during prone position... aiya! its just fucking deep and fucking tiring to dig la! kns... so yeah i dug it quite fast... so den i started on the fire trench... which is even worse! but this time have shovel n a real chunk-coal... but must dig so deep... the chest height of the tallest person in the section... 1.86m... bluddy hell... n abt 2.5m long n 1m wide... FUCKING SHAGGED!!! den had dinner fresh rations again... thank god... n the sky was BEAUTIFUL! just lie there on the grass patch n star gazed... n my fren taught us some of the stars n stuff... hahaha beautiful beautiful... with the cresent moon too! yes... such a sight... onli to be seen in tekong... :D lol yup den slp in our graves tt we dug... quite comfy actually... slp so soundly till next day lol not much insects buggin me cos i used lotsa insect repellant... :P but cant slp with shirt unbuttoned unlike previous nites... :P shhhhh! hahaha
day 7
FINALLY!!! hahaha last day!!! hahaha filled up the grave n fire trench... in 15 mins!!! WTF!!! 5hrs to dig n 15 mins to cover up... SUCKS SIA! hahaha but who cares! lol waited for tonner again... :P this time each section had a tonner for ourselves! hahaha but onli for plt 2... hehe great ride again... cos most of the tonner rides r crammed like a can of sardines... ahahahaha so now onli 11 of us in a tonner... shiok! went to BIC grounds... leopard crawl in sand and stones abt 100m+ sometimes have to back crawl... n theres a GPMG (general purpose machine gun) shooting over ur head... nothing much just lotsa sand in my pants n shirt that ive been wearing for 4 days and underwear... for 2 days... wahahaha den RM 2k back to coy line!!! i couldnt be happier! hahaha nothing can express the joy at that moment of time... finishing all 7 days of field camp... n the RM was like nothing! hahaha the SBO n rifle feels like a part of me already... cos the whole time u gotta wear the SBO, rifle n helmet all around... rifle being the most important of course... tts y they call it ur wife in ns... hahaha back at coy line... cleaned rifle till i almost went mad sia... hahaha somehow its still kinda dirty... cos the blanks have more carbon than live rounds somehow... kns... i shouldnt have shot so many rounds tt day... -_- den had the best shit and bath by far! hahaha packed up everything n BOOKOUT!!! hahaha washed laundry n found a wierd looking thing in one of them... a green looking millipede with huge fangs... wonder where did it come from sia... :S ahahaha!
yep so several things i learn/aquired in field camp...
1. night vision cos its so dark n u r not supposed to use ur torchlight...
2. sleeping in almost any position and anywhere... cos there was like a root on my back n ass for the 1st 2 nites...
3. humans eat warm edible food but u dun need to wash ur hands b4 eating... well tt applies to me la... hahaha
4. humans need showers... or at least a face wash (but u can forgo the brushing teeth part)... something we cant really do... cos our camo is on most of the time n its friggin hard to get rid of... so now my skin is like wierd... n lotsa ppl got heat rash... luckily i dun think i got... no foot rot oso... phew! hahaha
5. the SAF powder is good shit man! hahaha it kept me dry even thou i was hot like hell n running all over the place... not that good in a sense cos im supposed to sweat n let it evaporate to lower my temp... but must drink lotsa lotsa water man...
6. shitting in the open is a great experience... but i wouldnt do it again... hahaha
7. ur mouth is a very useful mixing tool for powdered drinks like milo, pokari sweat n lipton ice lemon tea etc... hahaha just pour some power in ur mouth, drink some water n mix n voila! a nice drink in ur mouth...
8. moving around in wet/2 days old underwear is not that bad if u powder ur balls well enough to make a smoke grenade...
9. use the insect repellant in large amounts... so buy more! n dun be so garang n unbutton ur shirt like me... luckily i got bitten by nothing... i hope...
n lastly 10. ziplock bags can sqeeze much much more than they actually look... n the field pack as well... its just how u fit it in... or squeeze...
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
GRADUATION DAY!!!


miss phoon!, her golden, "naughty" boy... :S and bh
woohoo! MISS ISABEL YEE!!! hahaha my honour to take this pic sia... :P
josh sng, pro and b. yang n our gang...
botaks vs the ones with hair... LOL
dad, me n mom... mom looks young huh... LOLX
POZERS!!! hahaha the guy gang from yr 1... dota kakis! LOL
siqi/siti/car wash/wash floor etc & me... kinda dark huh... dumb auto flash not working...
yy & me... again auto flash... -_-zzz
mother soo chan n me... somehow im in the same pose for all 3 pics... hahahaha
almost the whole gang at the new cls block... missing md... OOT in ninja coy le... :(
my dear flow cyto machine and the mac com... such memories we had during fyp... WAHAHA!
s. soh n the gang at the "empty space" at the staff room area... LOL perfect to take pics...
YEAH! bookout for grad!!! happy happy happy... :D dressed up really nice... :P haha plus a blazer too! lol after the grad, i took lotsa pics! haha even with miss yee! droolz :D :D :D hahaha and lotsa pics with our gang of course... lol long time never see them le... haha everyone looks different... esp me... cos im botak :S haha anyways went to cine and had pastamania for lunch... spilled a glass of italian soda too! LOL n watched superman... kinda draggy but overall quite nice to watch... den rushed off to SFT... missed the 730 fast craft... so had to wait for the 830 one... :S luckily never got fucked by the COS... lol
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
BOOKOUT FOR GRADUATION!!! :D
then sucked thumb till the whole place was pitch black with just the half-moon lighting the whole place... surprisingly moonlight is kinda nice... and romantic too! hahaha yea so night shoot test... haha now super confident and i shut off the fear of the rounds landing on my arm... got used to the sound and recoil... till it resembled the IMT recoil... hahahaha yea so night shooting was fun cos of the tracer round... makes it look like star wars n if u hit the target it'll light up such that it looks like a firework display! hahahaha yea but the blinking target was friggin dim... n luckily its OTOT cos i had a couple of IAs... including a doouble feeding... O_O scary! cos theres always a chance of chamber explosion n u'll lose ur face and hand in the process :S :S :S to make things worse... im the onli man in the last detail... AKA lone ranger shooting... O_O hahahaha almost forgot abt me also sia...
yup so after the shoot, the sergent announced that i was a marksman! WOOHOO!!! SO HAPPY! i think marksman is 28/32 shots... so i musta missed abt 2 during night shoot then... :P still im happy... though not company best shot... hahaha
so today is super slack... slp in bunk whole day... did some static exercises n packed my bag... had a friggin long shower and even had time to floss my teeth etc... hahaha so my family came to pick me up... really happy to see them... esp my sis... hahaha shes such a joy to play around with...
Sunday, July 02, 2006
BOOK IN :(
WORLD CUP FEVER!!! SHOPPING FEVER!!!
went to watch england vs portugal aka media hyped team vs dark horse at breko cafe... had fries, corona extra and a bottle of snapple... hr joined us at 1/2 time... guess wad! hr n i have the same 4D no... 2412! ahahahaha so qiao sia! talked alot of army shit too... he can strip his M16 in 22 sec... lalalala 18 sec is like friggin fast lor... haha oh wells eng is out now... wonderful isnt it? hahaha another repeat of the euros... haha n its my 1st world cup match that i watched ever since it kicked off n my 1st time signing for the bill... :P
Friday, June 30, 2006
BOOKOUT AGAIN :D
also learnt BCCT (BASIC close combat training) kinda fun... ma bu was a killer... hahaha den that night we came up with the "powder bath" treatment... that is whoever is doing something that pisses us off... we strip the fella n powder his balls n ass with prickly heat powder! hahaha super fun for us, super freezing for his balls... WAHAHAHA!
played more SOC... can do all except the rope!!! -_- cos the right technique must be used... can do it with hand power lor... but i cant do it using the technique... -_- so pissed that day... tried soooo many times till my hands had rope burn... sob sob...
our platoon now has a mascot! its a small chick... sparrow i think... we found it during ET run... really cute... :D
SAF parade day... so lame... but the night b4 tt must fold n iron our "smartest 4" den night time went for haircut... WTF rite?!?!?! so short liao still go n cut... -_-zzz sob sob... back to enlistment day that feeling...
went for 3 click route march with rifle... somehow not shagged this time round... hahaha den had GAC... used a dummy grenade... quite fun also... den had area cleaning... hahaha we seriously cleared out the whole place! flipped the bed etc... the "dust ball" we swept up was HUGE! hahaha but then we powdered surain cos he was telling us some crap as usual... he turned from black to white in a matter of seconds! WAHAHAHA damn funny but then area cleaning we got pumped 10 cos 5 was for his boots having powder and another 5 for us laughing... other than that oour bunk was CLEAN!!! hahahaha
Sunday, June 25, 2006
BOOK IN DAY... :(
went to paragon toys "r" us... hahahaha so outta place sia... but felt like a kid once again... took a few pics of me botak... -_- lol den we went to wisma... this time i felt outta place cos it was at a cosmetics shop called the face shop to shop for nail polish... hahaha den went to flash n splash to see some boardshorts... GSS must buy some sia... n some smaller sized t-shirts :P hahahaha flipped thru some shirts at flesh imp den took a cab home n rushed off to camp... sianz
Friday, June 23, 2006
BOOK OUT DAY II
thurs i volunteered to do guard duty! hahaha so we took part in the flag lowering parade... really great experience... den i got the post of prowler... which is the pair that walks around the school... the evening shift not that scary... but the nite shift... omg... there are several areas so dark i cant see my hands! hahahaha n some areas just sends chills down my spine... didnt see "anything" la but heard lotsa stories pertaining to my coy cos its the nearest to the jungle... correction, next to the jungle... hahahaha yea so the only wierd things that happened to me n my buddy was the knocking sounds behind the metal barrier and the walkie talkie giving out screeching sounds... :S but too shagged to bother... just wanna finish my shift... lol so now i got blistered feets... sob sob... somemore they never let us have our guard rest... still gotta do friday's training... SHAGGED!!! haha but somehow i managed to pass the first aid test! esp the CPR part... scored full marks! hahaha but still im not certified to do it la... so dun go fainting on me anytime soon... lol
book out day!!! SO HAPPY! though tired... but saw a great view of 2 rainbows set against the hilly tekong landscape... wad a great view... n its 2 rainbows somemore... all the more special with bookout day hahaha took the train home... felt kinda wierd cos i gotta pass thru orchard tt stretch... im in my smart 4 btw... n a huge field pack... fucked up... nvm so did my laundry... its soooo much easier with a washing machine... LOL
Saturday, June 17, 2006
BOOK OUT BOOK OUT DAY!
neways go tekong is to feed mozzies man... i got like 60 bites on 1 leg... the other almost abt there oso.. sianz... my leg like mutilated liao... sob sobx!
yea so my 4d is g2412= g for gryphon company, platoon 2, section 4, bunk 12... lol get used to the army lingo man... yea so me being the 2nd last man in the platoon is shiok! lol n i got 2 buddies cos our section has odd no of ppl... :D yea n cos my company so friggin far n just next to tekong jungle... got alot of ghost stories... my section got a few le... dun say here... can ask me personally... LOL
yup so ur iq confirm drop one... cos everything u do is echo... eg serg says the time now is 1615 u must echo 1615 or heads out! or MOVE! etc... -_-zzz so u lose voice oso... cos u shout like mad one la... lose taste oso... cos of the food... :P lose sense of smell cos everyone stinks! LOL
yea lotsa stuff went on la... tts y i keep a diary! O_O lol yea a diary... nvm... gonna summarise wad went on these 2 weeks... erm lets see...
1st nite... stiff neck liao... sleepless night... not used to the damn pillow... look funny botak... or not used to it la... n so stupid... they played michael buble's home on the speakers...
3rd day learnt to set up SBO aka army bra... at nite took malarial pills... omfg... g6pd ones really like biscuit sia... LOL
6th day... vaccinated on both arms! ccb... the medic SUX! n had polio vaccination oso... tastes like stale vodka... LOL
7th day... learnt that buddha clap is HARD! try stretchin ur arms by ur side parallel to the floor den lift up above ur head n clap n back to parallel again... do that for 40 counts of 4... den hold there till ur serg happy... -_-
8th day kiwi my boots till they friggin shine! almost can do upskirt! :X LOL
9th day went to see live firing demo... damn cool! went in to the jungle thru tekong highway to the range via tonner... hahaha its like a rollercoaster ride man...
10th nite... got my wife aka rifle on 2nd week in a weapon presenting parade... tugged so many times... my pc is a damn joker la laugh somemore... lol den i tugged sooo hard it whacked into my chest... lol wa but it was held at nite w/o lighting... can see sg island n changi airport control tower... view was SOOOO SCENIC!
11th day tried out some SOC obstacles: low wall (easy shit) parallel bars (easy too) jump over barbed wires (u gotta be kidding me...) gate (kinda scary) jacobs ladder (SCARY AT THE TOP but fuck it just cheong down lol) hill jump (also gotta be kidding me...)
12th day strip rifle time! learnt from my section serg aragon... really tts his name... he was best rec from ninja com sia! best sispec somemore! n SOC timing 7 mins!!! WTF!!! den i helped ouot in armskote... record time of 2:21 sending arms sia!!! still unbeated till now!!! lol
13th day... sprained my calf... zzz n had footdrill somemore... must endure! OCS HERE I COME!!! lol try la... yup n had my 1st swimming lesson... did aqua jog... so fun but damn tiring...
14th day... IMT session 1!!! aka arcade shooting! lol onli did 25m did foxhole position n prone position... 3.1cm, 4.8cm, 3.2cm and 2.8cm gor grouping! (2 fox 2 prone respectively) not bad sia 1st time... den had rifle technical handling test... in FBO (full battle order: bra, helmet, long 4 aka the camo uniform n boots)... i stripped it in 18sec!!! platoon fastest!!! WOOHOO!!! n prolly company fastest too! lol n my 1st time loading magazine 30 rounds within 1min sia... managed to pass it too! woohoo! all my section mates think im like a undercover terrorist sia... cos my weapon handling is like damn pro... i even beat the 2 ncc ppl in my section sia! lalala
15th day! BOOK OUT BOOK OUT DAY! YEAH! but 1st went for IMT 2! did all foxhole pos... 2X 25m, 4X 100m i got 2.2cm, 3.1cm den 10.7cm, 10.0cm, 8.4cm & 8.4cm n all headshot the canadian bull sia! LOL sharpshooter! yea! den serg fucked us for singing the bookout song... goes like this: today is out bookout day! bookout bookout! today is our bookout day! bookout bookout day hey! no more reveille, no more bmt, no more sergent fucking me bookout bookout day yay! ahahaha so he made us march detour back to company... asshole... but what the fuck... yea so i went for a massage after bookout sia... my dad arranged one... TKS DAD! yea n i weighed in at 78kg... now im 74!!! wtf! with such slack training!!! omg... even my mom said my face so shagged... lost alot of weight... almost cant recognise me when pickin me up wor... lol yea n funny thing in the morn the radio played michael buble's home again! perfect timing! LOL
ps sorry for all the abusive language sia... go into ns use foul words one... eg fuck n cb are the most used ones... lol
Thursday, June 01, 2006
SINGAPORE IDOL, LAST SUPPER, 120th POST
went home for a while n took a nap den went to watch the singapore idol results show wif esther... hahaha my 1st time at an sg idol live show... kewl! hahaha but we ALMOST couldnt sit inside cos our seats were sort of like the "extra" kind... to fill up seats kind... luckily we got to sit inside n even got a lanyard hahaha
finished the show n we walked out to hail a cab... haha actually the cab came n drop the passenger in front of us... lol so heng... den went to ps to have dinner/supper... cos the sg idol thingy actually starts af 830 but must reach there at 645... was kinda hungry thruout the show... lol not much strength to cheer tt loudly hahaha met up wif bh n cl n had cartel :D thou onli esther n i were the ones eating... so i had the chicken chop... new one... forgot the whole name... den had oreo cheesecake :D YUM! hahaha ok indulge la cos tmr is gonna SUX BIGTIME!!! hahaha n i sorta "loaned" my fav parka (jacket wif a hood) to esther... i dun think i'll be needing it anytime soon these couple of weeks... hahaha

ah well went home feeling kinda bitter sweet... i guess i'll just down a glass of peach vodka to calm my nerves b4 i go n slp tonite... TEKONG RESORT HERE I COME!!! hahahaha so gonna miss lotsa ppl n stuff... but must LIVE STRONG!!! haha ya i love tt livestrong band... such a morale booster... too bad i cant wear it to camp either...
FISH N CO, DAVINCI CODE, XMEN LAST PART MUST SEE!!!

me n bh went to bugis where i met up wif my cousin... bh went to shop around... lol... yup so i went to "seal" my talisman... wa takes lotsa skill n d&t hahahaha so after tt we went to bai bai at the temple there... forgot wads its called but its kinda famous la... long time since i prayed there... haha said the longest prayer to date... plus a little something extra :P hahaha den headed back to bugis... hahaha guess wad! i saw 2 uncle sams giving out jaywalking tix! hahahaha n tts the 2nd time tt happened at bugis le... as in I seeing it happening la... n its $20 for jaywalking... so pls if ur at bugis... DUN JAYWALK! hahaha den went to ps n bummed around till sc came from work... den went over to the glasshouse to have dinner :D yea so esther n bh all said tt the platter was the best... so all 3 of us had tt... lol n clam chowder too yum! had some passion fruit drink too... kinda nice... hahaha n this random pic is the kitchen! hahahaha LAME!



walked around down to lido... i got myself A TIX for davinci at 930... den walked around wheelock den sent sc to the bus stop or taxi stand... she cant make up her mind but in the end the bus came... lol so den me n bh walked into the DFS shop... OMFG!!! its SOOOO HIGH CLASS!!! hahaha U HAVE TO GO THERE!!! my god... its higher class than paragon man! LOL okies so den watched davinci ALONE... sob sob... but ok la show kinda far fetched... hahaha dunno y so much hoo-ha... lol yea den took a cab home...
btw... did u noe tt professor x lived? HAHAHAHA didnt noe it till esther told me it was after the credits... O_O RITE??? ok so here is youtube for u la... so dun waste ur money to watch it again... nowonder they r boxoffice #1........ -_-ZZZ haha so the nurse is mystique if u guys didnt notice... n she said "charles?" hahaha DAMNED THEM!!!
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
WEEK 9 DAY 2... FAREWELL LUNCH

went to beach rd wif hr go get some stuff for ns... thanks to my fren, he msg me a list of things to buy... wa the auntie there PRO SIA! machiam go ns like tt! hahahaha i so noob... dunno anything... :S hahaha den headed home n washed my clothes manually... hahaha i think im getting a hang of it... :D yea lol just wait till i get mi washboard! :P ok dreaming too much le...
went out to have dinner wif my brudder CY at the prata shop at bukit timah... hes in ns now la n gonna ord in 5 months time... so he told me ALL ABT BMT! hahaha think i got a good feel of wad life is like inside... most important tip is to be positive ALWAYS or u'll fall into depression etc... n also to listen to instructions and follow... n lastly to be alert! n look like ur giving it ur 110% other details u can just ask me... haha yea n life inside there is like a life changer... inside there u will somehow noe who r the ones tt r important in ur life... n (quote from CY) u'll wanna just call the gal tt u like... hahaha
Monday, May 29, 2006
WEEK 9 DAY 1... BEAUTIFUL SOUL
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
I know that you are something special
To you, I'd be always faithful
I want to be What you always needed
Then I'll hope you see the heart in me
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind if you give me the chance
I'll never make you cry c'mon let's try
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Am I crazy for wanting you
Maybe do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your soul
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Beautiful soul, yeah
Oh, yeah
Your beautiful soul, yeah